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the black world of mine... my lost world
Ime: Sandra
Datum rođenja: 19.06.'91.
Godina: 17
Razred: 3.a opće gimnazije
Živim u: Slatini
Slušam: Metal & Rock'n'Roll
Naj bendovi: Iron Maiden, Children Of Bodom, Slipknot, Metallica, Bullet For My Valentine, Hammerfall, Nightwish, In Flames, Apocalyptica, Guns N' Roses, 3 Doors Down, Bon Jovi, Opća Opasnost, Leteći Odred, Hladno Pivo...
Naj frend: Ivan
Naj frendica: Ella
Omiljene boje: CRNA, ljubicasta, plava, zelena
Ja sam: iskrena, i teška romantičarka... plus tome tvrdoglava!!!
Mrzim: kad mi ljudi lažu!!!
Moji najbolji frendovi:
Ivan. Jedan od najboljih osoba koje sam upoznala u životu. Boljeg frenda ne mogu ni zamisliti. Uvijek je tu kad me nešto mući, s nekim savjetom koji uvijek pomogne... Stvarno najbolji frend! 
Ella. Ona mi je kao sestra, na nju uvijek mogu računati... Moja naj frendica. Uvijek tu kad je trebam...
Mihaela: Sitna, ali opasna... 
hehe... Definitivno jedna od meni najdražih osoba koje znam. pusa Mihi! 
Daja: Osoba koju doslovno poznajem cijeli život. I još si nismo dosadile. E pa ako to nije prijateljstvo, pa što je?!
Anja:Moj mali anđeo. Ta cura ima dušu... Fakat zna slušati... Jedna od najboljih osoba koje sam upoznala u životu.
Aleksandar. Odličan prijatelj, uvijek spreman i hoće pomoći, svaka čast...
Dino: To je biće ludo do bola... U pozitivnom smislu, naravno... Pozdrav Dini!
Mima. Ta ženska fakat nema sreće u ljubavi. Baš poput mene. Al inaće, cura je fakat super. Malo hiperaktivna, ali to je samo čini još simpatičnijom! 
Ako sam nekoga izostavila, nije namjerno...
Ugl...
Livin' in a world without you
It's hard to believe
that it came to this.
You paralysed my body
with a poison kiss.
For 40 days and nights
I was chained to your bed.
You thought that was
the end of the story.
Something inside me
called freedom came alive.
Living in a world without you.
You told me my darling,
without me, you're nothing.
You taught me, to look in your eyes
and fed me your sweet lies.
Suddenly someone will stare
in the window.
Looking outside at the sky
that had never been blue.
Ahh!, there's a world without you
I see the light.
Living in a world without you.
Ahh!, there is hope to guide me
I will survive!
Living in a world without you.
It's hard to believe
that it came to this.
You paralysed my body
with a poison kiss.
For 40 days and nights
I was chained to your bed.
You thought that was
the end of the story.
Something inside me
called freedom came alive.
Living in a world without you.
You put me together
then trashed me for pleasure.
You used me again and again
abused me, confused me.
Suddenly naked i run
through your garden.
Right through the gates of the
past and I'm finally free.
Ahh!, there's a world without you
I see the light.
Living in a world without you.
Ahh!, there is hope to guide me
I will survive!
Living in a world without you.
Something inside me
called freedom came alive.
Living in a world without you.
Ahh!, there's a world without you
I see the light.
Living in a world without you.
Ahh!, there is hope to guide me
I will survive!
Living in a world without you.
children of decadence
Running under cover of the moonlight
shadow death row.At the night we're
running wild with no hope for tomorrow...
No tomorrow!!!
As we're walking through the fire,
That burns within us all. If ya wanna take
a glance to the blaze of pain
You'll never be the same
You wanna get closer and get a taste of death?
I know ya wanna fuck me down 'til I'm bleeding red
I couldn't care less, I'll end up rotting in the mud
So c'mon mothafucka and gimme yer best shot.
You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need
We are children of rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed
Don't try to come to preach over us and over me
We're Children of Decadence
We're right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
We're mothafucking dying breed
We're slowly dying
All wrecked and fucked I wonder if this is the way I'm supposed to go
But that is all I ever got that is all I'll ever get so I just let it go.
As we're walking through the fire,
That burns within us all
If ya wanna take a glance to the blaze of pain
You'll never be the same
You wanna get closer and get a taste of death?
I know ya wanna fuck me down 'til I'm bleeding red
I couldn't care less, I'll end up rotting in the mud
So c'mon mothafucka and gimme yer best shot.
You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need
We are children of rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed
Don't try to come to preach over us and over me
We're Children of Decadence
We're right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
We're mothafucking dying breed
We're slowly dying
You wanna get closer and get a taste of death?
I know ya wanna fuck me down 'til I'm bleeding red
I couldn't care less, I'll end up rotting in the mud
So c'mon mothafucka and gimme yer best shot.
You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need
We are children of rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed
Don't try to come to preach over us and over me
We're Children of Decadence
We're right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
We're mothafucking dying breed
We're slowly dying
Different world
You lead me on the path
Keep showing me the way
I feel a little lost
A little strange today
I think I'll take a hold
Of whatever comes my way
Then we'll see what happens
Take it day by day
I thought I had it all
I had it all worked out
Just what my future held
That there would be no doubt
But then the card came up
And I took another turn
But I don't know if it's
Fulfilment that I yearn
Chorus:
Tell me what you can hear
And then tell me what you see
Everybody has a different way
To view the world
I would like you to know
When you see the simple things
To appreciate this life
It's not too late to learn
Don't want to be here
Somewhere I'd rather be
But when I get there
I might find it's not for me
[chorus]
Don't know what I want
Or where I want to be
I'm feeling more confused
The more the days go by
jednom kad noć
Jednom kad noć
Ukrade nebu
Sve što si voljela na njemu
Bit će ti žao, bit će ti žao
Što nisam tu,
Ruke pamte samo ljubav najbolju.
Jednom kad usne
Ne bude htjele
U strancu utjehu tražiti,
Suze će srcu šapnuti da je pogriješilo
Jer nije ostalo tamo
Gdje je jedino voljelo.
Kada tuga jednom
Na vrata dođe,
A samoća zaboli,
Hoćeš li moći ime moje
Sa usana svojih skloniti?
Bili smo jednom najbolji,
O nama su priče pričali.
I sada kad se sjetiš
Htjela bi vrijeme vratiti,
Poslije mene su ti lađe slomile
Bure i vjetrovi.
sail away...
Once upon a time we had a lot to fight for
We had a dream, we had a plan
Sparks in the air, we spread a lot of envy
Didn't have to care once upon a time
Remember when I swore
My love is never ending
And you and I will never die
Remember when I swore
We had it all
We had it all
I'll sail away, it's time to leave
Rainy days, are yours to keep
Fade away, the night is calling my name
You will stay, I'll sail away
Once upon a time we used to burn candles
We had a place to call a home
The dream that we lived
Was better than divine
Every day was like a gift
Once upon a time
Remember when you swore
Your love is never ending
And you and I would never die
Remember when you swore
We had it all
We'd never fall
Sail away, it's time to leave
Rainy days are yours to keep
Fade away, the twilight is calling my name
You will stay, I'll sail away
No reason to lie
No need to pretend
I'm grateful to die
To live once again
I'm fearless to fly
And reach for the end
And reach for the end
ohhohhhohhhohhh...
Sail away
Sail away, it's time to leave
Rainy days are yours to keep
Fade away, the night is calling my name
You will stay, I'll sail away
Sail away
The night is calling my name
Sail away
Never, Ever...
Sitting in my room, staring at the wall, I can't believe it's happening
Once so wonderful, now, life's a twisted kind of reality, a fantasy
Don't know where to begin
Saw your love for me vanish in a single moment of stupidity
Nightmare this may be, but it is not a dream, ooh
I want to scream; a broken heart still bleeds
Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name...again
In my dreams I see, see you come to me; a memory of times of old
Waking up, I realize Hell's as cool as ice and the touch of sin did get me in
Nothing burns like the cold
Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same
Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name
As we sin, so do we suffer
I've fallen from grace, want to turn back time and make it undone
Never ever talk, never ever smile
Knowing that my life won't be the same Never ever touch, never ever feel
I will never hear you call my name Never ever talk, never ever smile
All I see: a future full of fear Never ever touch, never ever feel
I can never whisper in your ear...I'm sorry
so I need you...
If you could step into my head,
tell me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed,
tell me then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
leaving me to wonder why
I can't get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say
Oh no I can't let you go, my little girl
Because you're holding up my world
So I need you.
Your imitaion of my walk and the perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
And if I jumped of the Brooklyn Bridge,
Tell me would you still follow me
and if I made you mad today,
tell me would you love me tomorrow?
Please. or would you say that you don't care,
and then leave me standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in despair and screamin'
Oh no I can't let you go, my little girl
Because you're holding up my world,
so I need you.
Your imitaion of my walk and the perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million things that I love about you.
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
I'm on my own
I'm on my own
I'm on my own
Oh no I can't let you go my little girl
Because your holding up my world,
so I need you.
Your imitation of my walk and the perfect way you talk
It's just a couple of the million things that I love about you.
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
Evo škola je na samom koncu... Prolazim sa 4... Pa... Ajmo reć', zadovoljna sam... Preksutra mi je ročkas... Sedamnaesti... Stari se... hehe... Kak god, slavim u petak ročkas... Rekla sam da ću se nalit... 
Kaže Ivan da se može kladit da neću... E pa ja kažem da ću se nalit, koliko, ne garantiram, jer mogu popit puuuno... 
A da mi ne bude ništ. Tak da me poprilično teško napit. A pošto je Ivan moj naj frend, ima da se nalije skupa samnom, vrijedi i za moju naj frendicu Ellu! 
Ima da budemo... 
...dead... kak god. ugl, škola je (skoro pa) gotova... Jedva čekam na more... Ugl. bit će jeeebeno...
p.s. - komajte!!!
>Kao mala sam progutala gramafonsku ploću... I nije mi ništ, i nije mi ništ, i nije mi ništ...<
Nikada, ikada... Dali ću ikada biti napokon iskreno sretna??? Zaista sumnjam... Ponekada nam se dogode stvari koje nas bace duboko u to uvjerenje... Nažalost meni se te stvari poprilično često dešavaju. Npr. osoba za koju sam toliko toga vjerovala, očekivala... Razočarala me je na najgrublji mogući način... Ne mogu opisati koliko boli kada te razočara netko kome vjeruješ, za koga toliko očekuješ, netko koga iskreno zavoliš... I kada se dogode takve stvari, zaista je teško gledati na budućnost optimistično... Ikada? Ne znam...
Život je stvarno čudna stvar... Ponekada je zaista lijep, prelijep... A ponekada... Taman kada pomisliš kako je prekrasan, on nam vrati tom mjerom da nas s tog malenog oblačića na koji se uspnemo, sruši na najgrublji, na onaj najbolniji način. Ali... Ma što ja uopće pričam o životu... kao da ja još znam... Zapravo... Znam ponešto o dijeliću puta koji sam prošla... Neke lekcije sam jako dobro naučila... Nažalost mnogo puta se dogodi da one osobe za koje bismo dali ruku u vatru, nas napuste, razočaraju... No postoje i osobe koje su tu. Uz nas. i uvijek će biti tu. Naši najbolji, naši iskreni, pravi prijatelji. Osobe koje volimo, koje vole nas. Mislim da zato ipak vrijedi živjeti... A one koji nas ne žele u svojim životima, možda zbog nekog našeg postupka, neke glepe pogreške, ili im se jednostavno ne sviđamo... Naše je da se trudimo poboljšati, i živjeti ovaj život na najbolji način koji znamo. Možda, zapravo ne možda, sigurno je da će biti tu i tamo grešaka, krivih odluka... Nažalost još neznamo formulu za vraćanje vremena... Da ispravimo pogreške, krive odluke... Bar ju ja neznam... Zato, sve više u zadnje vrijeme jednostavno napravim stvari koje sam jako dugo željela. Sramežljiva sam po prirodi, i mnogo stvari kada sam možda i dobila priliku da ih kažem, priliku da pokažem one najljepše osjećaje... Ja sam ih sakrivala duboko u sebi, sakrivala ih... I mnogo puta zbog toga bi se osjećala usamljeno, kao da sam sama na cijeloj planeti... I ono što znam je da sigurno ne želim više tako provoditi svoje vrijeme i ovaj kratki život. Ono što pokušavam reći je da mislim da trebamo raditi onako i ono što nam naše srce govori da napravimo. Ako nekoga voliš - nemoj čekati... Reci, pokaži toj osobi što osjećaš... Jer nikada ne znamo do kad smo tu.
