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zovem se Tonka.
rođena 18.4.1994.
prvi razred SŠ Ivan Švear.
Ivanić Grad.
Volim:
glazbu
prijatelje
crvenu i crnu
sanjariti
biti vani
smijati se
voljeti
svoje starke
Ne volim/podnosim:
svašta i ništa
msn: tonkicatortica@hotmail.com
rođena 18.4.1994.
prvi razred SŠ Ivan Švear.
Ivanić Grad.
Volim:
glazbu
prijatelje
crvenu i crnu
sanjariti
biti vani
smijati se
voljeti
svoje starke
Ne volim/podnosim:
svašta i ništa
msn: tonkicatortica@hotmail.com
ispuna praznine...
JA
Ja sam toliko ista, toliko obična milijunima djevojaka-ni djevojčica-ni djevojka. Izlizane traperice. Cipele do gležnja, kosa smeđa, ošišana na repove - JA – na prvi pogled dijete, u duši čovjek. Uzaludno čekaju haljine, suknje i košulje i tužno gledaju svečane cipele. Potpuno sam ista danas, kao i jučer, kao i sutra. A imam punih 14 godina…14 godina haljinama, u stranicama dnevnika. Spokojno čekajući da izađem iz izlizanih traperica, iz dubokih cipela, da začešljam razbarušenu kosu i prvi put nanesem šminku na oči. Tako, ne više dijete, dobivam
želju da razbijem ogledalo, da ispreturam ormare i da nađem traperice, da razbarušim kosu, da trčim, da lutam, da pišem pjesme, da mrzim kišu, tu kišu i samo nju…ali godine su tu. Ozbiljno šećem parkom, pričam samo o ozbiljnim stvarima. Tek kad negdje ugledam staro društvo, poletim…pronađem svoje - JA – nađem sebe!
I ponovno igram stare igre i ponovno guram druge na tjelesnom i zaklinjem se da nikada neću odrasti!!!
Crossfade - So Far Away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
[Chorus]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
[Chorus]
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
I'm so far away
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say
[Chorus]
Now I'm blaming you
I'm so far away
Ja sam toliko ista, toliko obična milijunima djevojaka-ni djevojčica-ni djevojka. Izlizane traperice. Cipele do gležnja, kosa smeđa, ošišana na repove - JA – na prvi pogled dijete, u duši čovjek. Uzaludno čekaju haljine, suknje i košulje i tužno gledaju svečane cipele. Potpuno sam ista danas, kao i jučer, kao i sutra. A imam punih 14 godina…14 godina haljinama, u stranicama dnevnika. Spokojno čekajući da izađem iz izlizanih traperica, iz dubokih cipela, da začešljam razbarušenu kosu i prvi put nanesem šminku na oči. Tako, ne više dijete, dobivam
želju da razbijem ogledalo, da ispreturam ormare i da nađem traperice, da razbarušim kosu, da trčim, da lutam, da pišem pjesme, da mrzim kišu, tu kišu i samo nju…ali godine su tu. Ozbiljno šećem parkom, pričam samo o ozbiljnim stvarima. Tek kad negdje ugledam staro društvo, poletim…pronađem svoje - JA – nađem sebe!
I ponovno igram stare igre i ponovno guram druge na tjelesnom i zaklinjem se da nikada neću odrasti!!!
Crossfade - So Far Away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
[Chorus]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything
No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away
[Chorus]
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything
I'm so far away
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say
[Chorus]
Now I'm blaming you
I'm so far away
07.02.2009.
želim vjerovati...opet...želim vjerovati da Bog postoji...želim znati da postoji nešto više...želim znati da će me On uvijek čuvati...želim znati da šta god učinim i koliko god to bilo loše...On će mi uvijek oprostiti...ali ne vjerujem...ne mogu...previše sumnji...previše pitanja...teško je vjerovati...ne želim toliko sumnjati...želim vjerovati...ja sam kao nevjerni Toma...ne vjerujem drugima...moram sama vidjeti i opipati...prije je bilo lakše..."mama zašto moram u crkvu? da pokažeš Bogu da ga voliš i da mu vjeruješ..." i ja odem u crkvu...ne želim u crkvu...osjećam se zatvoreno...ali ne znam kako da drukčije opet počnem vjerovati...teško mi je zamisliti da je Isus došao na zemlju...zašto? jer nas On voli...i ja želim Njega voljeti...ali ne mogu...teško mi je vjerovati da je On iscijelio sve one ljude...i da je svojim ubojicama oprostio...ponekad je teško oprostiti...ponekad napravimo veliku glupost i žao nam je...tek kasnije shvatimo što smo zapravo napravili...i onda nam ne vjeruju...i ne žele nas više...ali On nam uvijek vjeruje...On nas uvijek želi...On sve oprašta...želim opet vjerovati u Boga...
Flyleaf - Cassie
The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer no to avoid death
The answer yes would make it
Make it
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger
All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air
In the air
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Rachel pulled the trigger
How many will die
I will die
I, I will say yes
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger
(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God
And I will pull the trigger
Flyleaf - Cassie
The question asked in order
To save her life or take it
The answer no to avoid death
The answer yes would make it
Make it
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger
All heads are bowed in silence
To remember her last sentence
She answered him knowing what would happen
Her last words still hanging in the air
In the air
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Rachel pulled the trigger
How many will die
I will die
I, I will say yes
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
Say yes to pull the trigger
Do you believe in God
Written on the bullet
And Cassie pulled the trigger
(Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
Do you believe in God
And I will pull the trigger
