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Pozadina je posvecena zuli i meni...hahahaha

Zivot je avantura!
Samo jednom se zivi!
Onaj tko ljubi ima sve!

IME (NADIMAK): Rafo
BOJA OCI: smede (zeleno)
BOJAKOSE:crvena (sa crnim pramenovima)
DATUM RODENJA: Halloween (31.10.)
NAJGRUPE: Nightwish, Metallica, Iron Maiden, Rammstein, Hammerfall, Heloween, Nirvana, die Ärtzte, Silbermond....
DEFINITIVNO SUPER PJESMA: Brave new world
NAJFRENDICA: Zule
POSEBNI LJUDI:Dudo, Oliva, seka Sarah, Sime....
NAJDRZAVE: Hrvatska, Njemacka, Irska, Finska
NAJBOJE: crna, crvena, zelena(maslinasto)

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DROPKICK MURPHYS

"The Dirty Glass"

Murphy, Murphy, darling dear
I long for you now night and day
Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy
I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer

Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young
A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone
Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care
Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share

[Chorus]
Darcy, Darcy darling dear,
You left me dying, crying there
In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer
I fell for you my darling dear

You shut me off and you showed me the door
But you always came crawling back begging me for more
I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab
Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass
(Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor)
You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door
With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID
Well you bit off more than you could chew the first day you met me.

[Chorus]

You weren't the first to court me mister you won't be the last
Oh, I'm sure I wasn't honey, I know all about your past
Listen to the big shot with his pager on call
You spent most of those nights in my bathroom stall
(Yeah, you got him high, but you left him low)
Mind your own business, boy, how was I to know
That he was just a fiend and a no-good cheat
Well it's all in the past bitch 'cause now I've got it beat.

[Chorus x4]

My dear, my dear
Darcy, Darcy my darling dear.


"Boys On The Docks"

[Dedicated to the memory of John Kelly]

Say hey Johnny boy, the battle call.
United we stand, divided we fall.
Together we are what we can't be alone,
We came to this country, you made it our home.

This man so humble, this man so brave.
A legend to many, he fought to his grave.
Saved family and friends from the hardship and horror,
in a land of depression he gave hope for tomorrow.

Say Johnny me boy, this ones for you.
With the strength of many and the courage of few.
To what do we owe this man who's fight
was for the masses, he gave his life.

Say hey Johnny boy, the battle call
United we stand, divided we fall.
Together we are what we can't be alone,
We came to this country, you made it our home.

A friend to the locals who dabbled in crime.
He'd give you a job and he'd give you his time.
He wasn't a crook, but he couldn't be conned.
John knew the difference between right and wrong.

Say Johnny me boy, you live no longer,
Others forgotten, your memory's stronger.
Lets drink to the causes in your life:
Your family, your friends, the union, your wife.

Say hey Johnny boy, the battle call.
United we stand, divided we fall.
Together we are what we can't be alone.
We came to this country, you made it our home.
[x2]

And the boys on the docks needed John for sure.
When they came to this country he opened the door.
He said "Man I'll tell ya, they don't like our kind.
Though it starts with a fist it must end with your mind."

Say hey Johnny boy, the battle call.
United we stand, divided we fall.
Together we are what we can't be alone.
We came to this country you made it our home.



"Never Alone"

You say its because we're boisterous
You hate us 'cause we got our dignity
There's a difference between the two of us
It's a sense of morality and what corrupts
We stand together so proud and strong
This is a place where we belong

We got loyal friends
We keep our heads held high,
We'll stick together you and I
Don't need no guns or no drugs on our streets
just a place to go and the boots on our feet.

Young skinhead they call you hooligan
Just because you don't make any sense to them
You're a hardworking man whose paid his dues
But they still call you racist on the evening news
But the blood that runs right down your wrist
Don't come from a knife, but the cuts on your fist

Your torn up knuckles and faded blue jeans
Are the colors you wear and the life that you've seen
You tell the truth look people in the eye
Don't live your life in no baggy disguise.

Never alone...
The city streets are where we roam.
Never alone...
This is Boston it's our home.
Never alone...
The city streets are where we roam.
Never alone...
This is Boston it's our home.

Don't need no gang to watch my ass
Just loyal friendship and a pint of Bass
In the midst of the chaos and insanity
I'm a member of the working class society
We'll sweat in the ring and bleed in the streets
But our will and spirit can never be beat

You can shoot and you can kick but together we'll stick
Through thick and thin not stick or stone
Can break the bond that has here grown
Arm and Arm We Fight As One.

Never alone...
The city streets are where we roam.
Never alone...
This is Boston it's our home.
Never alone...
The city streets are where we roam.
Never alone...
This is Boston it's our home.
[x2]



"Walk Away"


So you say you fell in love
And you're gonna get married
Raise yourself a family
How simple life can be
Somewhere it all went wrong
And your plan just fell apart
And you aint got the heart
to finish what you started

Yeah you fell in love
And you went and got married
Had yourself a family
How simple life can be
Somewhere it all went wrong
And your plan just fell apart
And you aint got the heart
to finish what you started

The ones that you loved
The ones that you left behind
The ones you said you'd try to find
Are they tryin' to find you?
[x2]

Somewhere it all went wrong
And your plan just fell apart
And you ain't got the heart
to finish what you started
You walked out that door
To find out where you belong
To fulfill your own selfish dreams
I think you might have forgotten

The ones that you loved
The ones that you left behind
The ones you said you'd try to find
Are they tryin' to find you?
[x2]



"Worker's Song"


Yeh, this one's for the workers who toil night and day
By hand and by brain to earn your pay
Who for centuries long past for no more than your bread
Have bled for your countries and counted your dead

In the factories and mills, in the shipyards and mines
We've often been told to keep up with the times
For our skills are not needed, they've streamlined the job
And with sliderule and stopwatch our pride they have robbed

[Chorus:]
We're the first ones to starve, we're the first ones to die
The first ones in line for that pie-in-the-sky
And we're always the last when the cream is shared out
For the worker is working when the fat cat's about

And when the sky darkens and the prospect is war
Who's given a gun and then pushed to the fore
And expected to die for the land of our birth
Though we've never owned one lousy handful of earth?

[Chorus x3]

All of these things the worker has done
From tilling the fields to carrying the gun
We've been yoked to the plough since time first began
And always expected to carry the can


WISH I HAD AN ANGEL

I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight

Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before

Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder

I wish...

I'm going down so frail 'n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules

Old loves...

I Wish...

Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!

Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts

I wish...


NEMO

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh, how I wish...

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh, how i wish...

END OF ALL HOPE

It is the end of all hope
To lose the child, the faith
To end all the innocence
To be someone like me
This is the birth of all hope
To have what I once had
This life unforgiven
It will end with a birth

No will to wake for this morn
To see another black rose born
Deathbed is slowly covered with snow

Angels, they fell first but I'm still here
Alone as they are drawing near
In heaven my masterpiece will finally be sung

Wounded is the deer that leaps highest
And my wound it cuts so deep
Turn off the light and let me pull the plug

Mandylion without a face
Deathwish without a prayer
End of hope
End of love
End of time
The rest is silence

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ONE MOR NIGHT TO LIVE

Safely away from the world
In a dream, timeless domain
A child, dreamy eyed,
Mother's mirror, father's pride

I wish I could come back to you
Once again feel the rain
Falling inside me
Cleaning all that I've become

My home is far but the rest it lies so close
With my long lost love under the black rose
You told I had the eyes of a wolf
Search them and find the beauty of the beast

All of my songs can only be composed of the greatest of pains
Every single verse can only be born of the greatest of wishes
I wish I had one more night to live

A saint blessed me, drank me deeply
Spitting out the misery in me
Still a sinner rapes 1000 saints
Sharing the same hell with me

Sanest choice in the insane world:
Beware the beast but enjoy the feast he offers

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WISHMASTER

Master!
Apprentice!
Heartborne, 7th Seeker
Warrior!
Disciple!
In me the Wishmaster

Elbereth
Lorien

A dreamy-eyed child staring into night
On a journey to storyteller`s mind
Whispers a wish speaks with the stars the words are silent in him
Distant sigh from a lonely heart
"I`ll be with you soon, my Shalafi"
Grey Havens my destiny

Master!...

Silvara
Starbreeze

Sla-Mori the one known only by Him
To august realms, the sorcery within
If you hear the call of arcane lore,
Your world shall rest on Earth no more
A maiden elf calling with her cunning song
"Meet me at the Inn of Last Home"
Heartborne will find the way!

Master!...

Wishmaster
Crusade for Your will
A child, dreamfinder
The Apprentice becoming...

Master!...

WANDERLUST

I want to see where the sirens sing
Hear how the wolves howl
Sail the dead calm waters of the Pacific

Dance in the fields of coral
Be blinded by the white
Discover the deepest jungle

I want to find The Secret Path
A bird delivered into my heart, so

It`s not the end
Not the kingdom come
It is the journey that matters, the distant wanderer
Call of the wild
In me forever and ever and ever forever
Wanderlust

I want to love by the Blue Lagoon
Kiss under the waning moon
Straying, claiming my place in this mortal coil

Riding the dolphins
Asking the mountains
Dreaming Alaska
The Earth can have but Earth

I want to find...

It`s not the end...

Drown into my eyes and see the wanderer
See the mirrors of a wolf behold the pathfinder

srijeda, 23.01.2008.

"...Opet zivim snove svoje, sad sam opet slobodna... Ne bih nista tvoje, hvala vec sam probala... Ovo je mali grad, a ti si veliki gad... Moje srce tuce,tako mi je vruce, moje ce te ruke staviti na muke...!!!

Pa da, kako bih rekla... ajmo vako... BOK...
sad sam se pripremila za ovaj post... upalila lijepu mjuzu i to, sad ce mi rijeci ici samo tako....

Da si prvo dusu olaksam... Sad cu vam jednom zauvijek i javno reci, svima vama koji sumljate u mene: Ja nisam depresivna, ni neuravnotezena, ni usamljena, ni iskljucena iz drustva... Ne morate moje roditelje radi nicega uznemiravati, niti meni govoriti da postoji strucna pomoc ili antidepresiveri... grrrrrrrrrr tko uz to ne bi bio zivcan???? ha????? eto, to bi bilo to o tome... s menom je sve u najboljem redu... to sto nosim crno,slusam metal i punk-rock,volim neobicne slike (koje su po mome na svoj nacin pozitivne), pijem i puno visim na kompu nije nista lose.... to je moj zivot, to sam ja... i nisam nikako usamljena, mozda nemam prijatelje na razbacanje, al one koje imam su pravi.... eto vam na, sad znate... lol


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da se nadovezem na prosli post, ona promjena o kojoj sam govorila, dobra je to promjena... da, mislim da smo sad svi svjesni da se to dogada i zbog toga je vjerojatno dobra promjena... mislim nije to neka ocita promjena, nego sitnice... jos vise sam se zblizila sa zulom (ljube, nismo se cule odavno, hahahahaha) i dudom... jos vise visimo na kavama, al nekako smo svi sretniji i ispunjeniji... dobro je pocela 2008... nadajmo se da ce se tako nastaviti...

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ja sam izdrzala svoja obecanja iz zadnjih posteva, prestala sam gristi nokte (skoro, dajte mi jos tjedan dana i all will be right, mozda ovaj put zauvijek), vratila sam se jos sretnija i s jos vise ljubavi za svih (al ozbiljno, lol) i sto za sebe gledam kao najveci uspjeh, sada dani produ bez da se prisjetim lita... sve je to otislo iza meglene zavjese... polje maka su se stvorili tamo gdje su jednom bila ruzna sjecanja... Ponosna sam na sebe, pa sam vam se morala pohvaliti...

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sad dolaze maskare, jedva cekam... zule i ja smo se dogovrili da idemo vani sto vise mozemo... naravno, nas dvije ludace, jos lipo meni popodne skola, znaci odmah iz skole vani, pa zadnjim busom doma, o jea....
eto davida, tebe pozdravljam posebno i cestitam ti sto si uspio uspavat seku, a ko ne bi zaspao uz tako divnog brata,a???

eh da i kao secer na kraju, najuzasnija vijest: UKRALI SU MI MOBITEL.... ako znate ko ga je ukrao, javite mi plizzzzzzzzz.......... lol........... grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... hocu svoju bebu natrag... nista, dovoljno za danas, idem ja.......

kissac


UPDATE: kupila sam novi mob, broj mi je ostao isti...

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petak, 11.01.2008.

Ja nemam vise razloga,da jos ti jednom vjerujem,ja nemam vise snage za to...Ti nemas pravo na mene,jer izdao si stotine,za samo jednu noc nevjere...Sve rijeci sad su suvinse i ne znam koji mi je varg,da jos si meni drag...Ja ponosna jesam al nije me sram

Ojla......... ovde Rafo, hahahahah, ka niste vi to znali... Imam dobre vijesti, odlucila sam da imam posla sa krhotinama koje se mogu ponovo sastaviti i to sam napravila... Naravno mi je Zule pomogla u tom iako ovaj put nesvijesno, jer ona nije znala sto se dogada, nije znala da me sjecanja izjedaju iz nutra, da sam blizu toga da sidem s uma. Nisam joj to jednostavno mogla reci. Al bili mi na picu u ponedjeljak i ispricali se ipak se nismo vidili dva tjedna. Pricala je sto je bilo za Novu i tak. Proveli smo mi cijelo popodne na kavi (hahahahha kao obicno) i dok sam sidila u busu, odjednom se nes promijenilo u meni. Rekla sam samoj sebi da ne ide tako dalje, sto se dogodilo dogodilo se. Obecala sam sebi da si nikad vise necu dopustiti da se tako nesto ponovi, da cu jos vise uzivat i da se od sada igra po mojim pravilima (ooooo opasna ja, hahahah). I jos jedna dobra vijest, ja se od danas pokusavam ponovo odviknuti mojoj najduzoj ovisnosti; pokusat cu (opet) prestat gristi.

Neki stvari u mom zivotu ne bi smjeli biti takvi kakvi su, zato sto bonton to ne dopusta... a znate sto ja kazem na to? ko jebe bonton... shvatila sam da sam ostavila proslost, da sam si izgradila novi zivot... RAFO IS BACK... tj, bolje receno: RAFO SE PONOVO RODILA... jos veselija i s jos vise ljubavi nego ikad prije... ojea...

Imam osjecaj da se nesto dogada, neka promjena koja se ne tice samo mene. No, nekako imam feeling da mi nismo ni svjesni toga.... al cini mi se da ce biti dobra promjena... svakako nece vise biti isto... Ma bum mo vidili kad od ponedjeljka opet pocinje nasa sezona kavi.... hahahahaha.... Al cujte koliko god bila velika ta promjena, ne zelim nikog od vas izgubiti... to vam je valjda jasno... i necu poslusat savjet kojeg sam jucer dobila, da se maknem od onih mojih prjijatelja kojima se ne moze pomoc.... jer ja smatram da takve nemam... lol....

Mozda bi bilo bolje da prestanem pisat, ovo vas sigurno ne zanima... iako bi ja jos svasta mogla napisat.... heheheheh
Al jedno jos moram napraviti, stavljam slide, od zadnjeg dana skole i mene nakon nastupa... ovo vam je prvi put da sebe stavljam na blog, inace sam se skrivala donekle iza anonimnosti, no dobro, za sve postoji prvi put.... lol........

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subota, 05.01.2008.

Kleknila sam na domovinsku zemlju i iz dna duse i pluca poviknula HVALA...

Evo stigoh ja kuci... sad sam skinula marte i odmah nakon sto sam nazvala Zulu, sjetila sam se napisat novi post.... SRETNA VAM NOVA... (posebno svima kojima nisam stigla napisat poruku) Proslava za Novu je bila mirna, trijezna... Ne tako zanimljiva kao Zulina i Olivina, al na svoj nacin posebna... eto toliko o Novoj godini....
Moram priznat da mi je drago sto sam se vratila, ne samo jer cu vidit frendove, nego jer sam se u njemackoj nekako sjetila neceg... malo sam vise nego obicno razmisljala o ljetu.... grozno sam spavala... puno plakala a uopce ne znam zasto....

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Neki ljudi kazu da je jedini nacin da se pomiris sa prosloscu da oprastas, al to bome nije jednostavno... Ne mozes tek tako oprostiti, ako te neko skoro slomio...

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Neki drugi tvrde da postoje krjotine koje mozes sastaviti i krhotine koje ne mozes sastaviti. Za one krhotine koje mozes sastaviti moras naporno raditi da ono sto sastavis slici na ono sto je prije jednom bilo. Treba uloziti puno napora i truda. No one krhotine koje ne mozes sastaviti, moras ostaviti iza sebe, jer bi te inace samo jos jace povrijediti. Ako se ne mozes opet sastaviti ne pomaze ni najveci trud ni napor. Al tesko je saznat s kakvim krhotinama imas posla.... o daaaaaaaaa....

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Zvuci depresivno........ oooooooo..... al nisam... sretan sam ja da sam natrag... happy... samo mi fale Zulf i Oliva i Ante i Dudo i Ninncek i Dave i mnogi drugi... omeeeeeeeeeeeeee........ hocu vas svih izgrliti.... iz cmakati........ maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaizgnjecit cu vas, cim vas vidim........ heheheheheh cuvajte mi se... lol...

nasao sam jos jednu pismu, da,da, kao obicno nije moj stil mjuze, ali je tekst ono skakljivo.... jednom bih rekla da vrijedi za mene.... na srecu vise ne....... lol.......

KUCA OD KARATA

Trazim ono, sto ce me pustiti zaboraviti,
sto ce pustiti da u je mrak u mom zivotu
i da noc zaokupi dan
i meni ne ostavlja ni tracak svjetlosti.

Meni ne fali nista al ipak mi nedostaje puno,
preslaba sam da jos jednom ustajem
i prejaka da tu ostajem lezati.

Sad sam se probudila,
drzim svjetlo u svojim rukama,
vise i nisam vjerovala,
da ce se list jos jednom okrenuti.

Ti si mi zivot ponovo stvorio,
zarazis me s tvojom snagom,
sve cinis tako vrijednim zivljenja,
ne zelim se boriti protiv toga.
Postavio si svijecu
i donosis svjetlost u moj zivot,
cinis od mog zivot kucu od karata,
sagradeno na tebi.

Kao sto svaka rijec treba svoj glas,
kako sto mjesec uranja u svaku noc,
kao sto svaka istina treba svoje lice
isto tako trebam tebe.
Ti si vjetar koji me nosi gore
i znam, mozes me vidjeti kako letim
i s jednom rijec prisiliti na lom.
Opet sam se probudila,
s mrakom u mojim rukama,
nikad ne bi mislila
da ce se list opet okrenuti.

Ugasio moj zivot,
i nisi nista mislio pri tome,
bio si smisao i vrijednost zivota
i sad nista vise nije vrijedno.
Jednostavno gasis moju svijecu,
jer je vise ne trebas,
cinis od mog zivota kucu od karata
i izvlacis najdonju kartu.


(nije pravi spot, al je tu pisma najlipsa)

Ninncek,jesi se naslusala mojih bisera???hahahahahahah
jel dovoljno dug post??? a ne znam.... lol... valja....

kissac i topli hug...

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