...everything I know is wrong, and everything is torn apart...

...sjedim u kutu sobe nagnuta nad stari drveni stol i pomoću male
noćne lampe zapisujem one sad već blijede osjećaje...
al opet bez ikakvog okoljevanja ruka sama piše „volim te“, „trebam te“,
„želim te“, i tako neprestano...iluzija srca vlada sobom...osjećaji pište, plešu,
naguravaju se kao u nekakvom labirintu...
više nisam bila ista osoba, životinja u meni nadvećala me i potisnula...
na ovom bijelom papiru borila sam se za tebe..
pokušavala sam ti oteti osjećaje, da mogu njima manipulirati, da bar jednom budem važna...
budem bitna...al igra mačke i miša svake večeri iznova bi pokazivala da sam ja ta koja gubi..
.ja proganjam, lovim, molim za ljubav al na kraju uvijek ti izađeš kao pobjednik...
ja iz ove „naše“ igre izlazim slomljena i razočarana...ja sam ta koja shvaća da je to sve iluzija,
a ne bitka za ljubav...jednom ću se naviknuti na poraz, al ne još...
još nisam spremna zauvijek ispustiti ovu olovku...
osjećam obavezu prema sobi, stolu, papiru a konačno i srcu...
igra mačke i miša se nastavlja...još uvijek ne želim naći izlaz iz labirinta...
jer očito samo u njemu mogu biti ono što ti želiš...mogu biti bolja ja...

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...take my hand and walk away...


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Kad si rekla da me volis

ti nikad nisi ni u sali
o ljubavi sa mnom probala
uvijek si neke odlikase kraj sebe
k'o cuke vodala

al' ko sem Boga zna
kada gvozdje postaje grozdje
al' ko sem Boga zna
odakle to i kako dodje

kad si rekla da me volis

ti nikad nisi ni u sali
o ljubavi sa mnom probala
uvijek si neke odlikase kraj sebe
k'o cuke vodala

al' ko sem Boga zna
da l' si budna il' spavas
imas li pojma gdje sam sad
da l' ti ista znaci ako cujes
da dolazim u onaj grad

kad si rekla da me volis
prvi put kad si rekla to
da ti tijelo gori
kao sto nikad nije gorilo
kad si rekla da me volis
prvi put kad si rekla to
kad si rekla da me volis

al' ko sem Boga zna
kada gvozdje postaje grozdje
al' ko sem Boga zna
odakle to i kako dodje

al' moja dusa zna
da l' si budna il' spavas
imas li pojma gdje sam sad
da l' ti ista znaci ako cujes
da dolazim u onaj grad

kad si rekla da me volis
prvi put kad si rekla to
da ti tijelo gori
kao sto nikad nije gorilo
kad si rekla da me volis
prvi put kad si rekla to
kad si rekla da me volis

pogledaj me sad
skoro da sam sijedi starac
to je opsjena
jos sam onaj isti
sto bi dao sve
na cemu mi zavide
samo za taj tren
da to moje oci vide

da l' si budna il' spavas
imas li pojma gdje sam sad
da l' ti ista znaci ako cujes
da dolazim u zabranjeni grad

da ti kazem da te volim
zadnji put da izgovorim to
da mi tijelo gori
kao sto nikad nije gorilo
kad si rekla da me volis
prvi put kad si rekla to
kad si rekla da me volis

...nešto o meni...

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Rođena san 31.10.
Po horoskopu san Škorpion
Škola: Jure Kaštelan
Raz:2b
Volin se zabavljat ,
zvono 6-og sata,izlaske...
Ne volim:cajke,dvolične ljude,školu ujutro...sebe...
U životu su mi najvažniij definitivno prijatelji,


"Photograph"

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, god, I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye.

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me...


...you...me...them...us...

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