Just another lost soul...
27.05.2006., subota
Baš sam bila sretna što idem pisati post, ali onda sam vidla ovo di se piše naslov i odmah mi je pao mrak na oči...
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Koliko ste puta do trenutka kada čitate ovaj post bili zaljubljeni… (…) … dajem vam vrijeme da razmislite… pokušate se sjetiti… (…) … ali nemojte sada krenuti brojati ljude s kojima ste se barili… … to nije to… … jeste li ikada bili zaljubljeni… … jeste li ikada voljeli… … je li vam ikada do ikoga bilo toliko stalo da vam ni mane te osobe nisu bile bitne jer su i one bile sastavni dio te osobe bez kojih ona ne bi bila takva kakva je… (…) Ako jeste… nadam se da su vam ti osjećaji bili i uzvraćeni… Ja mislim da ja volim… ali me strah priznati to… samoj sebi… jer znam da mi ti osječaji nisu i neće nikada biti uzvraćeni... |
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 >… ja… … samo jedna naivna djevojčica… … izgubljena u svijetu odraslih… … djevojčica… … koja vjeruje da je život bajka sa happy endom… … ali ipak… … malo je onoga i onih koje voli… … malo je onoga što ju uistinu uveseljava… … malo je situacija kada se doista osjeća kao da negdje pripada… … puno toga ova djevojčica ne voli… … puno toga… smatra uzaludnim… … ali o puno toga… … ona šuti… … jer ju je strah… … strah da će na taj način svijetu pokazati svoje pravo lice… … da će otkriti svijetu… … gdje je najviše boli… … a to je preopasno… … toliko ne želi riskirati… … i zato šuti… … i trpi… ... i ponaša se hladnokrvno i nezainteresirano… … ali ljudi misle da je poznaju… … no, varaju se… … jer ova djevojčica… … ne poznaje ni sama sebe… 
 END TO A PARTY, MOM I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, His voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom Tell daddy to be brave, And when I go to heaven, Put Daddy's Girl on my grave. Someone should have taught him, That it's wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared. These are my final moments, And I'm so unprepared. I wish that you could hold me Mom, As I lie here and die. I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!" So I love you ....and.........good-bye... 
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