Welcome... go away :)

You're just jealous becouse the voices are talking to me...

nešto o meni:

Ime: Sanja

Grad: Karlovac

Datum rođenja: 7.9.1992.


Volim:

svoje prijatelje, sebe, svoj kul mobitel, glazbu, Gunse, Marilyn Mansona, sve što je kul, svoj novi razred a i stari isto, volim iskrenost, kada netko ima svoje vlastito mišljenje, slobodu govora, dobre knjige, dobre filmove, kada ne moram učit, volim ljetne praznike, dobro napravljenu kavu iz Zihera, cvijeće, sunce, more, vodu, sok od naranče, volim svoj grad Karlovac, volim subote s društvom, volim skladnost, mir, tišinu, smirenost, volim svoju kosu, sistericu svoju volim, zgodne dečke, dečke s kul tenisicama :), svoj blog volim, HAJDUK, CHELSEA i ljude koji misle da su kul.


Ne volim:

loše prijatelje, Fall out boy, Billy Idol, Artic Mokeys, učenje, ne volim metalce s dugim kosama, dvolične ljude, neiskrene, zlobu, lošu vibru, ljude koji maltretiraju druge ljude, ne volim Avril, tehno folk, ljudi koji misle da su reperi, ne volim kada volim, ne volim Božić, mrzim Božić, ne volim seljačine, brđane itd, ne volim Dinamo, Barcelonu, Milan, ne volim kada netko ima glupu frizuru i glupe tenisice, narkiće, lijenost, darkere koji mrze šminkere, šminkere koji mrze darkere, ne volim što se ljudi dijele na slojeve, živčanost, deračinu, subotu do 18h, plakanje....


[ ovaj dan želim zapamtiti]
danas sam loše.. uzeo si dio mene. ne.. ne želim.
voljela bih da ne mogu zamislit njega i nju.. kako grli i ljubi nju... ljubi ju kao što je mene.
zlo mi je.
želim zaboravit da postojiš, i ti i ona. želim vas izbrisat iz svog života.
sada sam... još jedno...
ali hvala ti za onih par sati sreće. za par dana zadovoljstva.
kada sam se osjećala lijepom.
a sada... mrzim te.
mrzim što si me uspio unatoč svim mojim naporima smekšati i zadobiti.
ovo je bilo za tebe.
za nju.
i za mene.
sad sam bolje.

mudrine... hh

Smješimo se jer sutra će nam bit još gore.

Trči, trči!! Umrijet ćeš zdraviji.

I kad već misliš da je bitka gotova, opet dobiješ udarac u glavu!

Nada se hvata svega što pluta.

Uvijek je negdje zima.

Odrekao se svega što voli zbog onog što voli najviše.

Čovjek koji je samopouzdan, pozitivan, optimističan i koji posvećuje rad sa sigurnošću u uspjeh, magnetizira svoje stanje. On sebi privlači stvaralačke sile svemira.

najgore je kad si zaljubljen, a ni sam nisi svjetan toga.

tužna, sretna... ružna, lijepa...

A beautiful lie.

Kiša je prešla u maglu zasićenu kapljicama.




Prelijepo je uživo vidjeti san...




Pokvariš sve u samo jednom danu. Što ti ja nisam bila dovoljna?
Kada se probudiš tamo gdje u ljubav vjeruju, što ćeš onda?
Sada je gotovo... možda si ovo htio, ali ako ne, nema povratka.
uf... trebalo nam je bit lijepo...
laži... jebene laži...

moje najdraže pjesme...

November Rain; GnR

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
in the cold November rain

Do you need some time.. on your own
Do you need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time.. all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time.. on my own
Sometimes I need some time.. all alone
Everybody needs some time.. on their own
Don't you know you need some time.. all alone

And when your fears subside
and shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
we still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one



Estranged; GnR

When you're talkin' to yourself
and nobody's home
You can fool yourself
You came in this world alone
(Alone)

So nobody ever told you baby
how it was gonna be
So what'll happen to you baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see
One, two

Old at heart but I'm only 28
And I'm much too young
to let love break my heart
Young at heart but it's getting much too late
To find ourselves so far apart

I don't know how you're s'posed
to find me lately
An what more could you ask from me
How could you say that I never needed you
When you took everything
Said you took everything from me

Young at heart an it gets so hard to wait
When no one I know can seem to help me now
Old at heart but I mustn't hesitate
If I'm to find my own way out

Still talkin' to myself and nobody's home
(Alone)

So nobody ever told us baby
how it was gonna be
So what'll happen to us baby
Guess we'll have to wait and see

When I find all of the reasons
Maybe I'll find another way
Find another day
With all the changing seasons of my life
Maybe I'll get it right next time
An now that you've been broken down
Got your head out of the clouds
You're back down on the ground
And you don't talk so loud
an you don't walk so proud
Any more, and what for

Well I jumped into the river too many times
to make it home
I'm out here on my own, an drifting all alone
If it doesn't show give it time
To read between the lines
'Cause I see the storm getting closer
And the waves they get so high
Seems everything we've ever known's here
Why must it drift away and die

I'll never find anyone to replace you
Guess I'll have to make it thru, this time
Oh this time
Without you

I knew the storm was getting closer
And all my friends said I was high
But everything we've ever known's here
I never wanted it to die


Wish you were here; Pink Floyd

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.


Blind; Placebo

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
And guarantee a source divine,
Rid you off possessions fleeting,
Remain your funny valentine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I know the best have tried,
I'd fill your every breath with meaning,
And find a place we both could hide.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

You don't believe me, but you do this every time,
Please don't drive me blind.
Please don't drive me blind..

I know we're broken,
I know we're broken,
I know we're broken.

If I could tear you from the ceiling,
I'd freeze us both in time,
Find a brand new way of seeing..
Your eyes forever glued to mine.

Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind,
Don't go and leave me,
And please don't drive me blind.

I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it,
I know I broke it.



Tuga dolazi kasnije; Tina Vukov

Jednom kad sve ovo sad
bude daleko
kad svane dan, nestane mrak
kad dodje neko

I rasplete sve sto veze me
sve niti ovog sna
mozda tad cu ti priznat'
koliko sam te voljela

Jednom kad mi sretnemo se
u vervi grada
ako ti ime izgovorim
i ne zadrhtim tada

I ako se ti osmjehnes mi
kao nekada
mozda ti priznam
koliko sam te voljela

Mozda cu tad reci ti sve ali danas jos ne
to ne rade velike djevojke ne, ne, ne
one tek nasmjese se i odu bez tuge
jer tuga dolazi kasnije

Jednom kad ti pogledas
u oci moje
kad ponos vise ne bude
igra za dvoje

Tad cemo mi pricati
dugo ko' nekada
i mozda ti priznam
koliko sam te voljela


Eva; Nightwish

6:30 winter morn
Snow keeps falling, silent dawn
A rose by any other name
Eva leaves her Swanbrook home
A kindest heart which always made
Me ashamed of my own
She walks alone but not without her name

Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field

Mocked by man to depths of shame
Little girl with life ahead
For a memory of one kind word
She would stay among the beasts
Time for one more daring dream
Before her escape, edenbeam
We kill with her own loving heart

Eva flies away
Dreams the world far away
In this cruel children's game
There's no friend to call her name
Eva sails away
Dreams the world far away
The Good in her will be my sunflower field


Lamb Of God; Marilyn Manson

There was Christ in the metal shell
there was blood on the pavement
The camera will make you god
that's how Jack became sainted

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god
nothing's going to change
nothing's going to change the world

There was Lennon and a happy gun
There were words on the pavement
we were looking for the lamb of god
we were looking for Mark David

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god

Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
the world

it took three days for him to die
the born again could buy the serial rights
lamb of god have mercy on us
lamb of god won't you grant us

Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
the world

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god
nothing's going to change the world


24 sata; Aerodrom - ova je za moje frendice, znaju one na koga mislim. volim vas najviše na svijetu!

Priznajem grijesio sam bas kao I svi
Znam da sam prepun mana ali vjeruj mi
Moja ljubav oduvijek je bila cista I tebe dostojna

Zbog nje sam bio spreman se pokoriti
I protiv razuma se svoga boriti
I napustit svoje staro drustvo tebi je bilo svejedno

Ti nikad nisi saznala
Koliko mi je do tebe stalo
24 sata dnevno
S tobom je bilo premalo

Ti uvijek imas pravo se potuziti
Mozda su ti drugi mogli vise pruziti
Ali vjeruj kunem ti se nikad nisam za cijenu pitao

Koliko sam puta te na kisi cekao
Kasnila si sate nista nisam rekao
Za tebe sam htio sve na svijetu tebi je bilo svejedno