utorak, 28.11.2006.
neznam kak vi al ja živim iz dana u dan...
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nedjelja, 26.11.2006.
All my life I've been searching for something. Something never comes never leads to nothing. Nothing satisfies but I'm getting close, closer to the prize at the end of the rope..
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četvrtak, 23.11.2006.
jesi li ikada plakao? glavu u pjesak zabijao? koliko je puta molio.. a njoj je bilo svejedno... dobro došao na čistinu, apostolu u blizinu pa kad te njegova ruka pomiluje, možda se i gazda smiluje.....
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Ovaj post će bit smušen al čisto mi se jebe za to. Neznam zašto al ja sam nekad tak sjebana, tak mi je pun kurac svega i tak puno počnem prostačit kao sad npr i svi mi idu na živce. Pokušam sve to izbacit van iz sebe al ne mogu. Problemi kud god se okreneš. I kad pomisliš da je to prestalo, oni se opet pojave i opet nanovo. Nekad me čisto zaboli ona stvar al ne mogu se ne obazirat na neke stvari. Prije nekoliko tjedana, meni draga osoba, rekla mi je da se sve rješava razgovorom. Kolko sam puta pokušavala neke stvari riješit razgovorom al jednostavno nekad nemam riječi kojima bi opisala ono što želim reći. Nemam riječi kojima bi misli pretočila u govor. Zašto? Neznam. Pun mi je kurac toga kad mi netko kaže da sam lijepa kad nisam. Možda to i je istina al ja se ne osjećam lijepo i iako nisam jebeni pesimist, to je tako i jebe mi se za ostale kako će to protumačit. Kada mi netko kaže da imam pun kurac sreće u ljubavi, nemam. Gdje je ta sreća? Sada, nakon ovog posta, možda će netko reći: sanja, ne živciraj se.. dobra si ti cura. Koji kurac mi vrijedi to kaj sam dobra i ja se smatram dobrom kad ima onih koji misle da sam teška kučka. Ne u tom smislu al ipak. Sjetim se nekad i društva iz Siska i usporedim ih sa društvom iz Petrinje. Ovi u sisku su ful konzervativni. Moraš nekak imat sve po njihovom standardu jer inače ispadaš iz lige. Jel meni to sila? Nije. A ovdje u petrinji.. nekako su mi ljudi bolji, pristupačniji.. pomognu oko tvojih problema il kaj već dok ovi u sisku samo misle na svoje guzice. Pun mi je kurac toga. I sad kad netko pomisli kakva sam ja cura kaj tak prostači, boli me kurac i za to. Nisam ja jebeni robot! I ja se nekad moram ispraznit. Nije me briga više. Za ništa. Šta me krene, krene a vjerojatno se ništa neće pokrenut sa mrtve točke al nema veze. Valjda će se i meni jednom onaj odozgora smilovat jer vjerujem u njega od malena i bilo bi vrijeme da nešto poduzme kaj se tiče misije: ljubav i slično tome.. gotovo..točka.. |
srijeda, 22.11.2006.
neznam kaj mi je al ovu pjesmu cijelo vrijeme pjevam...joj...ugl...
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nedjelja, 19.11.2006.
sad je srce stijena...
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never let the fear of striking out.. keep you from playing the game
-
Gerard Butler (from the film: p.s I love you)
Something about me
About me:
Name: Sanja
Age- 21
Town- Petrinja
Kontakt: tilaponka@hotmail.com (za one koji se
žele družiti ili uputiti pokoju riječ
ili jednostavno uspostaviti kontakt samnom :))
Well, let's see here,
I'm not very fond of describing myself, but I'll give it a shot.
I find beauty in expressing your feelings through words on
paper. I play a guitar, which is named Falcon and I
also do vocals. I don´t have a band but I would like to.
I'm a problem solver I suppose, I can usually choose the
best course of action for any situation and the answer
usually turns out well.I'm a very easy person to get along
with. I love to have fun and i hate getting hurt. I tend to be
very shy at first but after awhile i get quite loud.I don't think
i am pretty at all. I stand up for what a believe in and when
i get into something i will do anything for it.I've never really
tried to "fit in" in any group. My personality is pretty wild i
can be happy and energized most of the time but every
now and then i just need a quiet day . People say that
I'm a fun person to be around. I always joke and laugh,
and try my best to be good company to those I socialize
with. I believe that it is important to live life fully, and just
have a blast all the time. But don't get me wrong, I can
also be very serious. It depends on the situation.
Plastic surgery, to me, is something that should be
done to people with medical problems. People that
feel uncomfortable about the way they look, should
first of all se a psychologist before they go to the
extreme measure of getting plastic surgery done on
them. Of course it is a human right to do
what you want to yourself, but at the same time,
it is way too many beautiful people that go through
plastic surgery just because they want to look just
a little better. That is unnecessary. I class myself
as just another person. I believe everyone is
unique, yet at the same time everyone is the same.
My personality can change depending on who
I am around, not because I'm trying to impress
them, but because of how comfortable I feel around someone.
I am a very simple yet complex girl, not the kind you usually
walk by in the mall or down in the street, i am hard to come
by cu´z i am so unique. i have a personality with 1000 lies
and face worth 1million reasons why, i have been hurt badly,
treated goodly, and wronged by the right people,, its a harsh
complicating world out there,, and i have the tools to survive it.
i am almost always alone out here but i have many friends now
that can warm me up with many hugs.
Strongly dislikes:
fakes, [stay off my page fer real..i hate fakes, I am everything
you don't need. But somehow you all want more. I'm done taking
orders, and I'm done trying to satisfy you. I don't care anymore.
It's my turn to speak up. and it's everyone else' turn to shut the
fuck up and listen. I don't care who you are, or what you think of
me. Honest. None of you impress me. Your friend count doesn't i
mpress me. Your photoshopped pictures don't make me envious.
I am not one to fall for your bullshit. Lifes not about being yourself,
it's about finding yourself.] perverts, boring people, strawberry
yogurt books oatmeal and this bugs the crap outta me:
PEOPLE WHO TELL ME THEY ARE UGLY AND WONT
QUIT TELLING ME THAT!!!don´t tell me u´r ugly when yew
know very well you're not..or yew have pics of yourself up on
tagged. If yew think u´r that ugly then don´t make an account!
Who really cares about looks..[yea only obsessed people who
think way too highly of themselves]. i know, i know...self esteem
right.. .only reason u´r self esteem is so low is b/c yew let other
people judge yew. Yew let them get to u´r head..well here´s a tip ..
IGNORE THOSE LOSERS!!! And if u´r one who judges others
based on looks.. seriously u need to get a life.
Giving hugs is my favorite hobby. When I say "LOL"
I'm probably not laughing, but smiling. I laugh at things
that happened last month. When people stare at me,
I either wave or stick my toung out at them. I usually
make a weird noise when I yawn.
I'll go anywhere in my pajamas because I'm too lazy to
get dressed.
My life dream is to meet Blind Guardian group
and James Blunt :) ... I adore them :)
Country: Croatia
Bilo vas je:
(zaboravila sam prije stavit :) )
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Oni koji su od početka samnom:
Luka
Jiggo
Invisible kid
Bugga
Veki
Prorok
Ed hunter
Smisao života
Sound of a child
Oni malo poslije ali ne manje dragi:
Estel
Spazz Emo Princess
FOTKO
Lima
littlewordsofmine
Ima jedan svijet gdje živjet bi htjela
Kalu
Ivo
Bitter sweet simphony
Always different
Julias Memorial
mala tlesejica
Mona
Dinamički dečko
Faber
Emo sweety
If she couldnt she would fly away
Miyu
an_eo
Morticia
ONO ŠTO SLUŠAM:
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I am still here
- "You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time."
-from"Never Been Kissed"
"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
Kat Stratford - "10 Thing I hate about you"
* Forrest Gump; My mama always said; ''You got to put the past behind you, before you can move on.'' And I think that's what my running was all about. I had run for 3 years, 2 months, 14 days, and 16 hours.
Forrest Gump;''My mama always said life was like a box of chocolates...you never know what you're gonna get.''
Carrie Bradshaw
“Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate.”
“So many roads. So many detours. So many choices. So many mistakes.”
“When a relationship dies do we ever really give up the ghost or are we forever haunted by the spirits of relationships past.”
“When real people fall down in life, they get right back up and keep walking.”
“After all, computers crash, people die, relationships fall apart. The best we can do is breath and reboot.”
“If two people have only one thought between them, something is very wrong.”
“Can you really forgive if you can't forget?”
“Charlotte: I could never! I have the most terrible fear of heights!
Carrie: Well, I do not... you've seen my shoes.”
“The Eskimos have hundreds of word for snow but we've invented three times that many words for relationships. What really defines a relationship?”
"Let's be honest. Sometimes there is nothing harder in life than being happy for somebody else. Like lottery winners. Or extremely successful people who are 27. And then there's that hell on earth that only your closest friends can inflict on you -- the baby shower."
"Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous."
Billy : All I'm saying is that there's no good way to break up with someone.
Carrie : Well, it's funny you should mention that Billy, because, actually, there is. You can have the guts and the courtesy to tell a woman, to her face, that you no longer want to see her. Call me crazy but, I think that, you can make a point of ending your relationship in a manner that does not include an e-mail, a doorman, or a missing persons report. I think you could all get over your fear of looking like the bad guy and actually have the uncomfortable break-up conversation Because, here's what; Avoiding that is what makes you the bad guy. And just so you know, Alan;
Andrew : Andrew...
Carrie : Uh huh. Most women aren't angry, irrational psychos. We just want an ending to a relationship that... That is thoughtful and decent and honours what we had together. So my point, Billy, is this; There is a good way to break-up with someone, And it doesn't include a post-it.
Carrie : People say 'Everything happens for a reason.' These people are usually women. And these women are usually sorting through a break-up. It seems that men can get out of a relationship without even a 'Goodbye,' But, apparently, women have to either get married or learn something.
Carrie : Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart. And if you're very lucky, a plane ride away.
"If you want people to listen,
you can't just tap them on the shoulder anymore,
you have to hit them with a sledge hammer.
Then you'll notice you've got their strict attention"
(kevin spacey- se7en)
Melanie: Why would you want to marry me for anyhow?
Jake: So I can kiss you anytime I want.
(Sweet Home Alabama)
"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone."
(Garden State)
Seinfeld
# I was the best man at the wedding. If I'm the best man, why is she marrying him?
# It's amazing that the amount of news that happens in the world every day always just exactly fits the newspaper.
# What is a date really, but a job interview that lasts all night? The only difference is that in not many job interviews is there a chance you'll wind up naked.
# You know you're getting old when you get that one candle on the cake. It's like, "See if you can blow this out."
# Men want the same thing from their underwear that they want from women: a little bit of support, and a little bit of freedom.
# Dogs are the leaders of the planet. If you see two life forms, one of them's making a poop, the other one's carrying it for him, who would you assume is in charge.
# Now they show you how detergents take out bloodstains, a pretty violent image there. I think if you've got a T-shirt with a bloodstain all over it, maybe laundry isn't your biggest problem.Maybe you should get rid of the body before you do the wash.
# That's the true spirit of Christmas; people being helped by people other than me
# There's very little advice in men's magazines, because men don't think there's a lot they don't know. Women do. Women want to learn. Men think, "I know what I'm doing, just show me somebody naked."
# According to most studies, people's number one fear is public speaking. Number two is death. Death is number two. Does that sound right? This means to the average person, if you go to a funeral, you're better off in the casket than doing the eulogy.
# Sometimes the road less traveled is less traveled for a reason
# The Swiss have an interesting army. Five hundred years without a war. Pretty impressive. Also pretty lucky for them. Ever see that little Swiss Army knife they have to fight with? Not much of a weapon there. Corkscrews. Bottle openers. "Come on, buddy, let's go. You get past me, the guy in back of me, he's got a spoon. Back off. I've got the toe clippers right here."
# Why do people give each other flowers? To celebrate various important occasions, they're killing living creatures? Why restrict it to plants? "Sweetheart, let's make up. Have this deceased squirrel."
# Why do they call it a "building"? It looks like they're finished. Why isn't it a "built"?
# People who read the tabloids deserve to be lied to
# Seems to me the basic conflict between men and women, sexually, is that men are like firemen. To men, sex is an emergency, and no matter what we're doing we can be ready in two minutes. Women, on the other hand, are like fire. They're very exciting, but the conditions have to be exactly right for it to occur.
# The big advantage of a book is it's very easy to rewind. Close it and you're right back at the beginning.
# I have a friend who's collecting unemployment insurance. This guy has never worked so hard in his life as he has to keep this thing going. He's down there every week, waiting on the lines and getting interviewed and making up all these lies about looking for jobs. If they had any idea of the effort and energy that he is expending to avoid work, I'm sure they'd give him a raise.
# To me, a lawyer is basically the person that knows the rules of the country. We're all throwing the dice, playing the game, moving our pieces around the board, but if there is a problem the lawyer is the only person who has read the inside of the top of the box.
# Men don't care what's on TV. They only care what else is on TV.
# The idea behind the tuxedo is the woman's point of view that men are all the same; so we might as well dress them that way. That's why a wedding is like the joining together of a beautiful, glowing bride and some guy. The tuxedo is a wedding safety device, created by women because they know that men are undependable. So in case the groom chickens out, everybody just takes one step over, and she marries the next guy.
# My parents didn't want to move to Florida, but they turned sixty, and that's the law.
# I will never understand why they cook on TV. I can't smell it. Can't eat it. Can't taste it. The end of the show they hold it up to the camera, "Well, here it is. You can't have any. Thanks for watching. Goodbye."
# Somebody just gave me a shower radio. Thanks a lot. Do you really want music in the shower? I guess there's no better place to dance than a slick surface next to a glass door.
# See, the thing of it is, there's a lot of ugly people out there walking around but they don't know they're ugly because nobody actually tells them.
# What would the world be like if people said whatever they were thinking, all the time, whenever it came to them? How long would a blind date last? About 13 seconds, I think. "Oh, sorry, your rear end is too big." "That's ok, your breath stinks anyway. See you later."
# You know what I never get with the limo? The tinted windows. Is that so people don't see you? Yeah, what a better way not to have people notice you than taking a thirty foot Cadillac with a TV antenna and a uniformed driver. How discreet. Nobody cares who's in the limo. You see a limo go by, you know it's either some rich jerk or fifty prom kids with $1.75 each.
# You can measure distance by time. "How far away is it?" "Oh about 20 minutes." But it doesn't work the other way. "When do you get off work?" "Around 3 miles."
# Are there keys to a plane? Maybe that's what those delays are sometimes, when you're just sitting there at the gate. Maybe the pilot sits up there in the cockpit going, "Oh, I don't believe this. Dammit..I did it again." They tell you it's something mechanical because they don't want to come on the P.A. system, "Ladies and gentlemen, we're going to be delayed here on the ground for a while. I uh..Oh, God this is so embarrassing...I, I left the keys to the plane in my apartment. They're in this big ashtray by the front door. I'm sorry, I'll run back and get them."
# I once had a leather jacket that got ruined in the rain. Why does moisture ruin leather? Aren't cows outside a lot of the time? When it's raining, do cows go up to the farmhouse, "Let us in! We're all wearing leather! Open the door! We're going to ruin the whole outfit here!"
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