Judita na Antipsihoticima

[Verse 1: Lil Peep]
Bitch, I've been a man since the age of five
If I stop my glow, then I might just die
When I'm on my own I just smoke and cry
I turn off my phone, I can't hear your lies
I've been smoking dope, you can see in my eyes
Goth girl come over, and I'm squeezin' her thighs
Tell me that she love me, but I know that's a lie
I know that you're playing them, but I'm not the guy

[Verse 2: Boy Froot]
I'm rollin' up a blunt while she looks in my eyes
Back of the club, I'm not going outside
Sparking up this dope shit and I'm smoking it here
She likes the way I touch the hair that fall down her ear
I love the way she looks when she sees me around
Pouring syrup in my sprite, this shawty is down
She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen
Baby you're my world, you're my everything

[Verse 3: Yung Rhubarb]
If I'm gon' talk to death, man I hate this life (Hate this life)
And we gon' be talking to the end of time (It never end)
Cause glaciers always flow, (Bitch?) ain't ever die (Glacier)
Steady up my grind, keep me energized
I be with Lil Peep and Boy Froot
Sipping lean all day, cause that's what I do (I do)
I'm never gonna fall, yeah just break it through
I'm never gonna fall, yeah just work it through
Always on my work in the kitchen man (The kitchen)
Every day is different, never stays the same
Fall in love with Jamie, she just keeps me sane (Jamie)
Stunting with saint bloom, bitch we glacier gang (Glacier)




....................................................................................................
Quant je suis mis au retour (Guillaume de Machaut)

When I return
from seeing my lady,
upon my soul,
I haven't a care in the world.
Dear God, how I love her,
with a pure and faithful love.

The memory of her gentle beauty
makes me glow,
night and day,
with the flame of love.
Dear God, how I love her,
with a pure and faithful love.

The very thought of her sweet perfection
so melts my tender heart
that my one wish is to serve her
constantly and selflessly.
Dear God, how I love her,
with a pure and faithful love.



[Intro]
"When it comes to drugs, pill-pushers and takers, we are a country virtually out of control. If you're feeling depressed, to get relief, take a pill. Most of us are addicts."

[Verse 1: Lil Peep]
Life gets hard sometimes, I know
So I be leaning, I be smoking my dope
I see your face everywhere that I go
It's the only thing that remind me of home
I be with my team racing whips on the road (Skrrt)
Rolling off a bean that I took at the show
Young limousine I'm a backseat rider
She only call my phone when she think that I'm dying
Baby, you're the one for me, that's fo' sho'
I just need your company, so ride slow
This ain't what you want from me, so cold
Girl, you're the only one for me, I know

[Chorus: Cold Hart]
You're the only one that I love
I can't name one person I trust
If you're on one, then I'm on one too
If you're leaving, then I'll go with you
You're the only one that I love
I can't name one person I trust
If you're on one, then I'm on one too
If you're leaving, then I'll leave with you
I'll leave with you
I'll leave with you, I'll leave with you
Cold Hart, baby, GothBoiClique

[Verse 2: Cold Hart]
Yeah she asking me, "What are we?"
I'm like, "What you mean?" (What you mean?)
I'm smoking gasoline with my team
GBC, they'll be there with me
I know I ain't shit but you a masterpiece
Kurt Cobain jeans, you my Courtney Love
Thraxxl Rose how I got the club going up
Taking bars for anxiety
Smoking kush is my therapy

[Chorus: Cold Hart]
You're the only one that I love
I can't name one person I trust
If you're on one, then I'm on one too
If you're leaving, then I'll go with you
You're the only one that I love
I can't name one person I trust
If you're on one, then I'm on one too
If you're leaving, then I'll leave with you
I'll leave with you

[Outro]
"A lot of people have seen their friends die. I don't want anyone to see any of their friends die anymore."

26.01.2021. u 15:49 | 0 Komentara | Print | # | ^



Darovanje (Strong as lions, gentle as flowers)

Ljutmila se umila u jutarnjoj rosi
Bila sam silovana ali sam i naughty
(On je moja voda)

I ja sam nekad bila dobra djevojka
molim da umrem, a našla sam Boga

Plakao je umjesto mene
Zato znam da ima Boga
u prsima 23-godišnjeg mladića

Kad je pjevao bila sam vlažna
Kad ga gledam u meni gori vatra
Kad me čuva, čuva me od divljih lavova

Uči me da nisam sama
Ja mu dajem da me vodi
k izvoru
izvoru života, zar ne?

On je dovoljno hrabar da osvoji moje srce
ja sam dovoljno hrabra da rukama nam držim svijet
On je u meni
i on je na mojoj strani,
moj dečko.

Najcool i najjači dečko, on je moj.
Čuva me kao bisernu rosu
i sav je svoj.



26.01.2021. u 13:57 | 0 Komentara | Print | # | ^



Suicidalne tendencije (Prvo žrtva onda mrtva)


Pusti me da se ranim
ili me obrani.

Kada plačem vi ste grubi,
čujem vaše prijetnje,
a i beskućnike hranim - realno.

Ne zovi mi hitnu,
kad izađem ranit ću se odmah opet
jer ne mislim ići opet,
više nikad.

Imam lijepu plavu haljinu,
jesu li mi zadnji dani?

Pusti me da se ranim,
i predbaci mi da je sebično,
sebično kao sve što držim u svojim šakama,
ovaj krhak život.


Ljubavlju napaljena,
opečena i spaljena
još gorim živa.

Sveta drolja,
za vaš zločin kriva?
Ha


Ljutmila
Gangsterka


Imam nadrkani stav,
imam napaljeno srce
Sad sam sasvim realna -
ponosna sam kad me mrze.

Samo ponos, nikad stid
Mašta mi je homicid
Želja mi je suicid.


Imam dugu kosu,
samo stisni me za zid,
ja udaram jače
i kada odlazim - idu van još tri.
Znat će se imena njih koji su silovali.

Na dnu ormara mi je haljina.
Vaše rane liječila sam svojom krvi.

Niste znali, reći ćete,
ali će me jesti crvi,
ha.

Silovana od malena,
nema srca, nema problema.
Imam PTSP od malena, gutam tablete
doviđenja (voljela sam)

Ljutmila, ljuta na sve vas.
Tražila sam oprost,
ali odlazim od vas.

Sudnji dan, moj dan.
Voljet će me svi - jeste li me branili?


I još jedno za kraj - neka jebe se sustav,
neka jebe se pravosuđe i policija,
neka umru pedofili i s njima pornografija,
i ovo je skraćeni natpis,
u mom srcu ima puni natpis, a u njemu ne stoji utjeha.


Imam nadrkani stav,
imam napaljeno srce
Ja sam sasvim realna -
ponosim se kad me mrze.

Jer vas volim, jer me mrze,
jer ne znaju za drugo,
neću ni ja više.

Pusti da se ranim,
ili me obrani.
Ne zovi nikad nikog,
ako si na mojoj strani.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8A4dvZAibI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZkLIwAg0q4

23.01.2021. u 15:58 | 0 Komentara | Print | # | ^


Pjesma

Divila sam se tvojoj ljepoti
Kao da si mi dlane milovao maslacem,
uronjen u pjesmu sebe.

Kao da sam umazala rahlu zemlju u lice svoje
i izrasla kao crven mak.
Tako sam se ozarila, tako sam se očarala,
vidjevši te kako u sebi glazbu doživljavaš.

Nema slikara, nema te mekoće, da dočara tvoje lice
- samo neka bude po želji tvojeg srca.

Samo maslac se topi kao ljepota ćudi tvoje
- vidjevši živo biće, vidjevši to čudo duše,
gorila sam tako toplo, daleko od hladnog svijeta.

Da si rosa, nosio bi milo jutro svakom cvijetu.
Hodala bih tražeći te bosa.

15.01.2021. u 18:02 | 0 Komentara | Print | # | ^




Zapaljena


Nema tog xanaxa
Da me tješi kad sama sam
Lažem da jaka sam
Da brza kao šaka sam

Ali i ja imam svoje tajne
Volim da me primiš s bedra
Dok na tebe sjednem
Kao u stilu daddy, tatice
To pali me čak ako si mlađi od mene
Primi me

I ja imam strahove i ja poznam strahove
Povraćala sam krv
Tješi me
Dragaj mi kosu
Ljubi mi suze
Zar tako strašno je
Ako palim se na tebe

Suze iz očiju
Kao mokro iz moje pičkice
Na tvoje traperice

Moj svijet je stvoren slomljen
Možeš sakupiti s poda šljokice
Sjajnu prašinu

Tvoje riječi su mirne kao valovi,
Školjkice


Trljam nogice u deku
I duboko dišem
Hoćeš li doći bliže?

Hoćemo li zajedno razbiti staklo?
Htjela sam vidjeti krv
Ali sad tebe želim više.


Dying Lil Peep

07.01.2021. u 16:06 | 7 Komentara | Print | # | ^

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Mi, milosrdnošću našom,
Ljutmila z murske zemljice,

Judita na antipsihoticima,
Frustrirana PTSP-ovka,
Gospodarica zvjeradi,
Sveta Prokleta,
Nadrkana Jebačica™
Madlove
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