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mali dnevnik
Nesto o meni:
Hm,ja sam mateja...
Zvana joka,il patka..ma
kak hoces......
Dosla na ovaj crazy svijet:
05.07.1993.g.u Zagrebu
di i zivim...skola osnovna...
naravno...volim:crtati,rolati
se,hm,internet,plisane
medeke
........
spaaavati,setati po gradu,
hm,ludi i otkvaceni stil,
mp3,neke cool marame,
onda...hm,ici van i malo
se opustiti,umjetnost,
glumu,ples,crtanje...
To je to....
Ne volim:sve sto
volim(SALIM SE)
To je to...valjda
Moj san:ehm,nadam
se da cu postati poznata
slikarica....
Don't you know that you make my days count?
And I'm always happy when you're around
it doesn't matter what we do
as long as I'm here with YOU
Do you believe in the miracle of Love
Do you believe in you
Do you believe in Love
Do you believe it could happen to you
Take me in your arms, don't ever leave
With you in my arms, I'll make you believe!
I believe in Love, always and forever.
I believe in us, you and I together.
To you My Love I gave you this
For you to know where my heart is
The day we met, we laughed a lot
I wish that day, would never end
One day I woke up and looking for you
I don't know why, I don't understand
I looked into my eyes, I can see is you
I heard my heart saying I love you
Ah! the song you sing,
and the mystery you bring,
I love everything,
for my soul has taken wing,
like the skylark in the spring.
I am thinking of you.
If I could have just shown you
how much you mean to me
then I could have died happily
with the tears of joy in me
Your eyes, your smile,
The way you laugh,
The things you say and do.
Take me to the places,
My heart never knew.
Let me take you in my arms tonight
hold you close and dance so slow
we move together in the candlelight
I whisper words of love to let you know
When I looked into your eyes
I knew it was true.
My heart never lies
I was in love with you.
As you stood there
just looking around,
my whole body melted
into the ground.
I remember the day,
I remember the time,
I remember the place,
It was always on my mind.
You looked so good
in your shirt and jeans.
I remember that night,
you were in my dreams.
I wish I could be with you
day after day,
Because I love you
more than words can ever say.
It's time to take you home
and somewhere on the way
ask to see you again...
...I wonder what you'll say.
I'll walk you to your door
and with a goodnight kiss
I know I'll want many...
...many more nights like this...
There will always be a heartache,
and often a silent tear,
but always a million wishes,
wishing you were here.
There will always be your reflection,
in my lonely saddened stream,
and there will always be a 'you and me',
as long as I can dream.
Don't know how to explain it
Can't really put it into words
You've touched my life in so many ways
You never cease to amaze me.
I don't know what the future holds
I can't pretend that I do
I just know beyond a doubt
I always want you around.
Whether we stay the closest of friends
Or I become the love of your life
Or maybe even both occurs
As long as your in my life I can smile.
Something about you makes me smile
Not just with my mouth
And not just with my eyes
But all the way to my soul.
Thank you for what you are to me
For being who you are
And adding happiness to this life
And giving me a reason to smile.
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real
Your touch is with me always,
It’s burnt into my skin,
As soft and warm as sun rays
When a summer day sets in.
Your soft voice never silent,
It’s forever in my ears,
Serenading every moment
And calming all my fears.
Your arms always enfold me,
The strength of angels wings,
They support and protect me wholly
With the safety a true love brings.
While I can never repay you,
For the wonder you bring to my life,
I can forever be true,
I was sort of hoping,
That you would come along,
Like the answer to a prayer,
And the music to a song.
Like the kind of thing that happens,
At a special place and time,
That will change our lives forever,
Like a fantasy of mine.
The fantasy was there before,
I ever knew your name,
And now that I have found you,
We will never be the same.
So, pardon, if I look at you,
Forgive me if I stare,
At the fantasy I knew before,
I saw you standing there.
For I was always hoping,
That you would come along,
Like the answer to a prayer,
And the music to a song
If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way
It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes
You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me
You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.
You’re the orchard in the jungle,
you’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me
Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.
When I wake up in the morning
Sunshine's falling on my skin
And I call you up to tell you
What a happy mood I'm in
Feel the rhythm in my body
And sing is all I wanna do
I feel the day will bring me sunshine
for it's another day with you
If there's one face I want to see,
so beautiful, so true,
one smile that makes a difference,
to everything I do.
If there's one touch I long to feel,
one voice I long to hear,
whenever I am happy,
or just needing someone near.
If there's one joy, one love,
from which I never want to part,
it's you, my very special love,
my world, my life, my hear
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Pozdrav svima!
Za pocetak moram reci da sam
totalno zbunjena...vise nista neznam...
Maloprije sam buljila ko tele u nebo
i odjednom...suze na mom licu..a zasto?
Nemam pojma...Rijetko placem...
A upravo sada mi se sve nakupilo,
i bijes,i razocarenja i sveee....
Argh,kako to mrzzimmm....
Dakle sta da kazem:provela sam
fenomenalan dan u srijedu...
S razredom na jarunu...
Cinili su se svi super....
No danas,ah,opet...razocarenje...
Nezelim radje u detalje.....
Takodjer sam isto jedan detalj
saznala sasvim slucajno...radi
se o mojoj freeendici...
Sama sebi idem na zivce,
svaki mali detalj me razljuti...
Pokusavam to sakriti da
nitko ne skuzi...neznam ni
sama kaj zelim reci s ovime...
Danas sam ljepo isla u skolu..
morala sam pisati test(sve mi je tocno)
I 2 minute prije testa su me moji
draaagi frendovi ZALILI s 5litara vode...
Buuu...isla sam mokra na sat i jos
sam se sva prikeljila uz stolicu..
Jedva cekam ljeto,da se maknem
od svega...Da zaboravim na SVE...
Da dodjem doma kao nova osoba..
To sam napravila i prosle godine,
ali bez uspijeha...Ali sad zelim
izbrisati SVE ruzne uspomene...
A ostavit cu one ljepe daaane...
Osjetila sam i sama velike
promjene u meni...Nisam
ko prije......sad je bolje...
Sada samo govorim istinu i
drzim se svog misljena...
I zao mi je sto sam ikada ikoga
povrijedila i ovom prilikom
se SVIMA ispricavam za svako
moje glupo ponasanje....
Zelim da sa svima budem oke,
i da mi niko nista ne zamjeri previse...
Dosta je bilo...pozdrav
Ja...nemogu opisati tocno...ovo SVE...
Zar jedan trenutak moze sve
preokrenuti...Preokrenuti na gore....
Drzi me jedna osoba...jedna
prijateljica.Zapravo to i je jedina prijateljica
koju imam.I uz svu bol koju sam joj nanjela
ona je uz mene.TENA,HVALA TI!!!!
Izgubila sam sve...Tako mi i treba...
Tek na kraju dobis ono sto si zasluzio...
Zivot je takav...
Subota je!Naravno dan za izlazak...
A ja?Isto cu se danas zabavljati...aha..
Mogu ja to!!Netreba mi niko....
U skoli...sve ide na bolje...dajem
sve od sebe da se popravim i ide mi!!!
Neki ljudi prolaze pored mene...i znate ono:
Prave se kao da me ne vide...takvih je puno....
A,bas te osobe su mi dosta znacile,a i ja njima...
Zar je tako lagano sve zaboraviti...
Gdje sam toliko pogrijesila?
Zasto se ja brinem...pa cijela ova godina
je bila samo jedna velika farsa,koja
mi je donijela velike posljedice....
Otvoriti oci i poceti ispocetka,ma nije
prekasno...upravo mi je to prvo na planu...
I mjenjam se,jako...na bolje...
Moja dva lica...JOKA:bahata i bezobrazna
cura kojoj je stalo samo do misljenja drugih...
nije imala svoje JA....
-to sam ona nova bila.....
MATEJA:ona stara djevojcica prije
Joke...osjecajna,dobra,uvijek spremna
pomoci i zrtvovati se...
-da to sam prava JA...i sad sam se vratila
Naravno...vratila sam se...
Ponovo...zaputila sam se u svijet blogova....
Hm,neznam odakle da pocnem...toliko se toga dogodilo...
Od velikih uspona do veeeelikih padova....
I sve je ono bilo super,ono moje : SRETNA SAM....
Ali sada...neznam...Ne,nisam u nikakvoj depri,
nit sam tuzna...samo sam razocarana i bijesna.....
Nema nista novo osim sto:nemam sna,svake jebene
noci puknem i placem,stari ce me dovesti
so sloma zivaca,svaki dan mi je lose,u skoli...vecini,
necu reci svima,ali velikoj vecini mojih frendova se
jebe za ovo kaj mi se dogadja...i to mojim najblizim
frendovima...al ne dira me...ne dira me nista...U tako
kratkom vremenu toliko sam toga prosla da mi se
za sve jebe....Ehm,pardon...Ne bas za sve....
Ima tu i osoba koje mi pomazu npr.moja sestra i
moja mama,par frendica i frendova iz skole...
Uzasno sam se zacudila ovih dana...shvatila
sam kako imam fenomenalan razred,decki iz razreda
(za koje sam mislia da su totalni debili)vratili su
mi osmjeh na lice,puno im hvala..cure su
isto oke,a mislila sam da su obicne babe...
Svi su se zapravo tako promjenili na dobro,a
ja nisam to primjetila jer sam cijelo vrijeme
bila s potpuno drugim drustvom,potpuno krivim...
Ne,nisu oni krivi,oni su najbolji frendovi koje
sam ikada upoznala...ali mladja sam od njih,ja
trebam imati svoje drustvo,neko mojih godina...
A ne da im se stalno krpam,i ne zamjecujem
kako imam dobar razred....kako su moji
vrsnjaci zapravo jako dobri...I hvala svima
koji su mi govorili da ne markiram,DA ODEM
DOMA I KAZEM TATI SVE U LICE,DA MARKIRAM
I DA BUDEM ISKRENA TE DA NE POKVARIM DO
KRAJA NJIHOVO POVJERENJE...to je rekla jedna
osoba i puno joj hvala za to....al nazalost...bila
sam glupa kad ga nisam slusala....
Eto,necu vise se zaliti,ali neko vrijeme cete
svi biti bez meene,mozda na srecu,a
mozda na nesrecu!To sami prosudite....
