srijeda, 14.05.2008.
Iza debelih stakala.....
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Dok gledam sivilo kroz prozor koje je zauzelo nekad svijetloplavo nebo, osjećam da u meni kopni i zadnja nada. I dok gledam ono mrtvo i tmurno sivilo želim pobjeći iz ove tople i bučne prostorije gdje je svako lice veselo i nasmijano. Mrzim kada se moram pretvarati pred drugima da mi je stalo i da sam sretna. |
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- Punk is not dead.
Turbo folk is dead.
And Mozart lives forever!
Music is my life...
Don't kill me with turbo folk!
Današnja mladež sluša cajke,
njima su priče iz Vukovara samo bajke!
Don't eat my friends!
Don't test on my friends!
And don't wear my friends!
''... When you cried I wipe away all of your tears. When you scream I fight away all of your fears and I hold your hand through all of this years but you still have all of me...'' Evanescence, My immortal life
Angels call your name. Can you hear what they are saying? Would you ever be the same?
''... I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. Become so numb, so much more aware by becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you...'' Linkin Park, Numb
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'' Rape me, my friend, rape me again. I’m not the only one. Hate me, do it and do it again. Waste me, taste me, my friend. My favorite inside source. I’ll kiss your open sores. Appreciate your concern, you’ll always stink and burn. '' Nirvana, Rape me
"Welcome To My Life" Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
VOLIM:
*starke: zapravo obožavam starke! Htjela bih imati tridesetak pari ali moje financijsko stanje to ne može podnijeti. Tako da se moram zadovoljiti s dva para
*glazbu: zaista ne mogu zamislit svoj život bez glazbe. Bio to Paganini ili Evanescence. Glazba liječi sve moje rane...
*emo dečke: što reći osim da su mi preslatki s tom njihovom kosom...
*hranu: iako se ne vidi na meni (
) ja obožavam jesti! Neprestano bih mogla nešto grickati... Pogotovo čokoladu!
*prijatelje: oni su mi bezuvjetna podrška koja mi je potrebna svakodnevno. Sve bih dala za njih, kao što bi oni za mene. Volim vas!
*životinje: svojim stavovima protiv testiranja na životinjama, protiv bundi i protiv ubijanja i mučenja samo da bi se mi nažderali, pokušavam nešto učiniti za ovaj svijet koji polako ali sigurno propada.
*knjige: dajte mi neku knjigu i ja ću bit presretna! Ništa mi ne odvrati pažnju s ovog usranog svijeta kao dobra knjiga. Uz nju zaboravim sve brige koje me muče...
*plesati: naravno, u privatnosti svoje sobe. Kad mi dođe neki mušica, pustim neku glazbu i dobro se isplešem. To mi pomaže i kad sam isfrustrirana nečime.... Ili nekome.
*ležati u kadi: obožavam dugo ležati u kadi. To me zaista opušta i smiruje.
*biti na msn-u: ne smije proći niti jedan dan a da nisam barem pogledala tko je uključen... Zaista svaka čast tom čovjeku koji je izmislio msn. Tko god to bio. Ili bila.
*zimu i ljeto
*spavati dugo
*džeparac
NE VOLIM:
*umišljene osobe: takve me osobe iritiraju UŽASNO! Najrađe bih ih ubila kad ih vidim...
*nepravdu i vrijeđanje: ako me išta može izbaciti iz takta onda je to nepravda i vrijeđanje! Pretpostavljam da znate zašto...
*putovanja: odmah mi je zlo kad pomislim na auto ili bus (doslovno)...
*sebe
*svoj bivši i sadašnji razred (osim par osoba)
*kada netko viče na mene
*cajke: zapravo ih mrzim. Znam da svatko ima svoj ukus ali ne mogu ih podnijet...
*diskriminiranje žena
*bogate i utjecajne ljude koji ne žele pomoći drugima iako mogu
*jesen i proljeće
*ići na sprovode: mislim, tko voli? Ali meni je to ipak previše da bih podnijela
*ustajati rano ujutro ili kada me netko probudi
*mačo muškarce
*laži (ponekad)
*paukove i ostale bube: ježim se od njih!