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...o svemu šta mi padne na pamet....nekim zbivanjima u životu-dobrim i lošim...neka moja razmišljanja...
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Blogovi koje ja čitam, komentiram:
Anchie
Maša
Čohan
Ines
Sale
Erdeljac
Bojan
Družak
Sara
Čupy
Sanjica
Rudlava
Pajić ml.
Pajić st.
Mrtva duša
Ivana
Dinko
Aca
Marija
Nyka
Maja
Pintar
Hotko
Martina
Haba
Susjeedee
Bojana
Anđeo
Zovem se Matea.
Idem u 4. razred u Gimnaziju. Slušam rock, metal i nešto punka. Izlazim u Ziher, nekad River i sl.-di stignemo :).
MOJ MSN:
negative-m@hotmail.com
| M | Mysterious |
| A | Adventurous |
| T | Tender |
| E | Extreme |
| A | Appreciative |
System of a down:
Chop Suey!
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup)
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die, Die,
Wake up,
Grab a brush and put a little (makeup),
Hide the scars to fade away,
Hide the scars to fade away the,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table?
Here you go create another fable
You wanted to,
Grab a brush and put a little makeup,
You wanted to,
Hide the scars to fade away the shakeup,
You wanted to,
Why'd you leave the keys upon the table,
You wanted to,
I don't think you trust,
In, my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
In my, self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die
Father(mother), Father(brother), Father(fuck you), Father(ahhhh),
Father/ Into your hands/I/commend my spirit,
Father, into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die,
In my self righteous suicide,
I, cry, when angels deserve to die.
Nightwish:
Nemo
This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
My flower, withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom
gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forever more
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forever more
my name forever more
Him:
Killing loneliness
Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains
in an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness
that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls
and secret words are said to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness
that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
System of a down:
Atwa
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore.
na nana na na nana na na nana...
na nana na na nana na na nana...
Hey you, are me, not so pretty,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
Silent my voice, I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
I don't see, anymore,
I don't hear, anymore,
I don't speak anymore,
I don't feel.
na nana na na nana na na nana...
na nana na na nana na na nana...
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
I don't sleep, anymore,
I don't eat, anymore,
I don't live anymore,
I don't feel.
Hammerfall:
Dreams come true
Never thought I'd feel again,
feel the darkness fade and see the morning sun arise
Never thought I'd feel alive again,
senses dull and blunt from all the lies...
Now, when I hold your face so close to mine
I see a place where the sun will shine,
with you it is divine...
Looking down into those eyes, I know,
I''l be lost and never found again.
Kiss me once and I will surely melt and die,
Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side...
Dreams come true....
Do I dare to trust this time?
Ooh, the Bells of Fortune, will I ever hear them chime?
Only those who have been burned before truly
know the meaning of Hell's flaming core.
I was the brooding night and you were dawn
Saving me, for I was forlorn,
in your light I am reborn...
Looking down into those eyes, I know,
I'll be lost and never foun again.
Kiss me once and I will surely melt and die,
Kiss me twice and I will never leave your side...
Dreams come true....
Then, when the walls are breakin down on us,
When all we see is misery,
Will you still believe in me?
Lookin down...
....
Evo, da napokon napišem neš novo...
(iako ni sad nemam neku inspiraciju al mi je dosadno 
)
Početkom tjedna sam bila tako neraspoložena i živčana da sam pomalo zaobilazila svakoga... E, mislim da ako bi mi neko došao s nekom jadnom forom dobio bi šamar kojeg bi se sjećao cijeli život....
Al, eto, Mirta me nekako razveselila pa je bolje. Hvala, srećo 
!
Inače, frendice i ja idemo na trčanje preko tjedna; jučer je bilo prezabavno 
....LOL, long story.
Run, bitches, run!
I tak... To je sve zasad.
Pusa svima.
Za kraj: mudra izreka mudre jedne mudre osobe:
Kad si mi već gazio srce možeš i nogu.
(sjetit će se Maša i Anchie nečeg 
)
Ne mari za tooo...
Čudno je to kakve tragove na nama ostavlja vrijeme. Nekad se pitam kako je moguće da se tako malo stvari dogodilo u toliko puno vremena, a nekad kako je moguće da se toliko tog događalo u tako malo mjeseci...
I onda počneš tonuti u neki oblik očaja. Postaješ samome sebi dvoličan.
Uporno želiš sačuvati sve te uspomene, a nekad se ježiš na svaki predmet koji te podsjeća na 'to' nešto, pun si ogorčenosti...
....i onda sva ona pitanja: zašto ne cijeniš nešto više kad to imaš, a ne kad to izgubiš? zašto uporno to nešto želiš vidjeti il doživjeti, a kad se to dogodi pitaš se vidljivo razočarano (ili ljutito): zašto sam to sad morala proći?
...i tako u krug, u svim mogućim kombinacijama. Ionda shvatiš kak si odjednom u bedari.
Ali drugi to ne shvaćaju jer si u društvu brbljava, raspoložena, puna energije.
Nekad bi nekome i rekla jer imaš dojam kako ispadaš plitka osoba jer si još pred koji tjedan bila poput hodajućeg mrtvaca...a sad je sve ''skroooz ok''....
...Ali nećeš reć. Ljudi čuju tužnih priča na dan i previše. Ali to nije ono glavno; jednostavno si ne želim dopustit da opet budem tako blizu 'dnu', sad ja želim veselit druge, zabavljat se s ekipom kad god mogu...!
...
Pojavi se nekad i neki problem sa strane. Ljutim se na sebe. 
Zašto ne mogu osjećat prema osobi šta i ona prema meni, kad to zaslužuje? Zašto uopće zavlačim s nečim kad znam tome budućnost (tj. nema je po mom)?
''YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM,
I'M TORN BETWEEN THIS LIFE I LEAD AND WHERE I STAND...
YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM,
SO LET ME GO...
JUST LET ME GO....''
...i ne vjerujem u teoriju 'prava i kriva' osoba. Ako si ti tako izabrao onda to nije kriva osoba. Čemu bit s nekim tko ima možda i dvostruko više kvaliteta od nekog prije ako NEĆEŠ bit JEDNAKO SRETAN?!
...
No, sve je to dio svakidašnjice.
I ne želim sad neke komentare tipa da je ovo tužan post. Nije.
Ovo je realnost.
MOJA realnost.
...A i post nije gotov.
Moram dodat da su ovi praznici bili stvarno fora, kao neki mali 'lijek'..., zaboraviš na tren, viđam više meni drage osobe, neke sam ljude bolje upoznala, dobih new starke (ovim sam se naravno morala pohvalit, lol)...provala je palo i previše (Anchie je objavila MOJE, ko što znate 
)....i tak.
I DRAGO MI JE DA SAM NEKE OSOBE RAZVESELILA PROŠLIM POSTOM
Pusa
UTJEHA KOSE
GLEDAO SAM TE SINOĆ. u SNU. TUŽAN. MRTVU.
U DVORANI KOBNOJ, U IDILI CVIJEĆA,
NA VISOKOM ODRU, U AGONIJI SVIJEĆA,
GOTOV DA TI PREDAM ŽIVOT KAO ŽRTVU.
NISAM PLAKO. NISAM. ZAPANJEN SAM STAO
U DVORANI KOBNOJ, PUNOJ SMRTI KRASNE,
SUMNJAJUĆI DA SU TAMNE OČI JASNE
ODAKLE MI NEKAD BOLJI ŽIVOT SJAO.
SVE BAŠ, SVE JE MRTVO: OČI, DAH I RUKE,
SVE ŠTO OČAJANJEM HTJEDOH DA OŽIVIM
U SLIJEPOJ STRAVI I U STRASTI MUKE,
U DVORANI KOBNOJ, MISLIMA U SIVIM.
SAMO KOSA TVOJA JOŠ JE BILA ŽIVA
PA MI REČE: MIRUJ! U SMRTI SE SNIVA!
(A.G.Matoš)
...Baš volim ovu pjesmu pa da ju podjelim s vama , da vas ne gnjavim nekim svojim. Lol.
....Zapravo, neda mi se pisat o ničem posebnom, nikakvim novostima... Ono, uživancija, kavice, izlasci... 
Eto van na!
Lol
Da. I dalje me ono moje neko ludilo drži. Jbg.
...Zadnje 2-3 dana su bila prejebena....khm, oooo da...!
Al znam stvarno pretjerat, aww 
... Hehe, sad se paše ona:
"...ovako nešto se ne događa često, premda, priznajem, ponekad pretjeram i nekud otplovim sam...."
Najbolje je bilo jučer... Jel da, Anchie?! 
Oćemo reprizu danas? heheheheeee... Živjele mi! (koji ego ).
Za kraj samo da pozdravim ljude meni definitivno vrijedne spomena:
moju "ssd" Anchie , Mašu i Marinu , bubanu mi Mirtu, sekicu Sanjicu, dragu mi Ivonu (rudlavu), Erdeljca, Saleta, Anu M., Andreju, Andreu, Ines, Berota, Čohana, susjedu Saru, Čupy, drugu Saru, Mrtvu dušu, Družaka, Dinka, Pajiće 
, Ivanu (spoiled bitch), jednu dragu osobu koju sam jučer upoznala , Žgelu, Đalta....
...itd. O, God, help me... Ak sam sad nekog zaboravila....aww!
Love u all! C u tonight!
black angel
...jbte kako vrijeme leti...!
Već 4. mjesec došao, stižu proljetni praznici, a u mojoj glavi oni zimski kao da su tek završili...
Da.
I baš kad su svi (dobro, većina) super raspoloženi meni se događaju sranja... Da, uvijek suprotno od normalnog. Niš novo.
Al ko što sam rekla: vrijeme leti pa se tako i nadam da će bit po onoj:
TIME ALWAYS KILLS THE PAIN...
Otišlo je kvragu sve. Jbg.
Glavni cilj za ove praznike će mi bit 'dobit' se - ponešto vratiti u normalu, nešto promijeniti...i tak....
dok nije kasno, tj. dok ne prolupam još više.
Osjetim i sama da sam se promijenila... Rekli su mi svi drugi, a sad sam i ja svjesna tog. 
...Kako nebi upropastila ovaj post (da ne bude kao zadnji), ima i par lijepih stvari:
u petak sam bila sam na prvom satu u školi; cijelo popodne naravno u Ziheru bila...kewl.
....E, i u subotu je bilo ludo vani...khm, da . Iznenadilo me ponešto. Grrrr...! Volim osobe sa mean facom...! Grrrr...
A još sam mislila ne ići.
Al znate okvirno kak moje subote izgledaju ...i, bilo je baš lijepih trenutaka (to je 'ono' što me iznenadilo) tak da me to zaokupilo pa me nisu morali gledat onak sjebanu ko zadnjih...hmm....MNOGO dana.
....
Ali jbg. U mojoj podsvijesti je i dalje onak... Ma, kužite valjda, neću o tom. Probat ću.
P U S A S V I M A
****Anchie, mene još drži...khm....THERE'S SOMETHING THAT DRIVES ME WILD **** lol
