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eh...evo...da objasnim naslov...radi se o e-mail adresama... ne znam kolko ih vi imate,kakve su,koja im je sve namjena...al ja ih imam strasno puno...jednom sam sjela i izbrojala one kojih se sjecam,i bilo ih je 17...al sam sigurna da ih imam vishe... ev vako je sve pocelo... ja(laik za internet) prije jedno godinu dana otkrijem da se slobodno mogu konektovati na ovo cudo zvano internet...i tako ja napravim svoju prvu mail adresu...tj.prvo dobijem jednu od bih-neta...sva ushicena uzivam dva dana u njoj...poslala sam mail svim ljudima koje sam abr jednom u zivotu vidjela,a da su mi ostavili svoj mail... dva dana nakon toga dodje moja haverka do mene,da mi malo pojasni te stvari...moje prvo otkrice je,ni manje ni vishe nego MSN...ili tacnije,hotmail...pravim svoju prvu nezavisnu e-mail adresu...i prvovodim prvu noc na msn-u...u pocetku mi se jaranica smije,jer ne stignem odgovoriti an njeno pitanje brzo,jer se prvo moram snaci na tipkovnici...nakon 5 sati chatanja,ja se smijem njoj,jer ona mene nemoze da stigne...to ujedno oznacava i pocetak moje ovisnosti o netu!!(Da ja jesam ovisnik!!!al ne bih to priznala nikome nikada uzivo)...nakon mjesec dana koristenja samo hotmail adrese,otkrivam yahoo,koji me toliko privuce,samim tim i geocities,koji mi daje mogucnost da napravim vlastiti website(imala sam i na freewebsu nekoliko,ali to je kasnije bilo)...tada mi pocinje nestajati slobodnog prostora za site,i u glavi mi se javlja podla idea...pravim josh 4 adrese na yahoo,pomocu kojih dobijem josh cetiri puta toliko web prostora za site,koliko sam vec imala...psotajem opsjednuta tim siteom,i svo svoje vrijeme posvecujem njemu...to traje jedno 3 mjeseca,kada totalno zaboravljam na njega...i on,bukvalno-propada!u medjuvremenu sam zaboravila i svoje mailadrese na yahooo.a kamoli password za njih...nakon toga,sam iz furka napravila porodicni mail na hotmailu,i sebi podjelila kontakte na one s kojima mogu uvijek pricati,na one koje znam uzivo,na one "bivse",i na one koje znam preko neta al me nerviraju,i one koje znam preko neta i ne nerviraju me...tako da sam napravila na hotmailu josh 6 adresa...znaci do tog momenta sam imala 7 hotmail i 5 yahoo adresa...odjednom se pocnem dopisivati s curom koja ima mail na i-netu...i skotnam"moram i ja!" i napravim jedan...i josh jedan...i josh jedan...hehe...(do sad 15,pratite?:D)...nakon toga da bih mogla komunicirati s havrekom koja se odselila u usa,a nema ni hotmail,ni nista,osim aol-a i mrsko joj instalirati ista drugo...ja napravim adresu i na aol-u...tu dobijem isto prostor za web,al mi je konfiguracija kod njih tako glupa,d ame niej privlacilo ni malo...e imala sam i svoju na dot.tk i svoju za skolski site(vazna licnost,hehe)...al da me ubijete ne sjecam se vishe...al kazem...imam najmanje 17...mozda i vishe... i sad,psoto skontah da na netu nema ishe nista interesanto za mene do te granice da mi se rado radi...napravih site u html-u koji funkcionishe na sistemu da imate detaljan opis sarajevskih rock-metal-punk okupljalista,koncertna desavanja,kampovi,organizovanje prevoza do susjednih zemalja,izvjestaji s koncerata,suradnja s dvije radio stanice,i centrom za djecu i omladinu...medjutim,tek je u fazi projektovanja...u nalazi se josh uvije u mom komu,jer me malo html handri...pozaboravljala sam dosta...(ne smijem psovat,sad ce ramazan :P-usput...nisam od onih vjerinka od blagdana do blagdana,...samo salim...)...uglavnom,kad to bude (ako Bog da)gotovo,dat cu vam link...premda,fakat to mislim da nema neke potrebe za tim siteom,al sta cu kad mi je dosadno i imama vishak slobodnog vremena!?a nije da ne izlazim...zadnjih 5 dana nisam kuce vidjela kako treba,idem u skoli(josh je tamo sve ok...josh...)imam i raznih drugih obaveza..dodjem na net...uradim ovdje svasta...i opet mi dosadno,i opet imam vremena...zato trazim posalic...al nemogu da andjem...jerbo,sam josh uvijek ucenica,neam strucne sprememe...al ja bi i kartone slagala sto se mene tice! et.. KRAJ |
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no name-just pain
    (ta 'pomenuta' scena iz filma 'sanjari')     Bendovi(i artisti) koje volim i cije cd-ove i mp3-ce trenutno forsiram maximalno Aqualung Tonic Turtles Blur Sufjan Stevens Adam green Oasis Imogine heep Jive Eles dios malos doves ellen ten dammme Dido Nelly furtado Negativ Juli sentenced iced earth nirvana placebo anathema lost prophets evanescence on thorns i lay lacuna coil guano apes alanis morisette papa roach(lovehatetragedy-u znak dobrih starih vremena:-)) van gogh i et...to e to trenutno... TRENUTNO CITAM 11 Minuta - citam... Choices - Nancy Toder - procitano Wien um 1900-procitano Oliver twist-na citanju Demijan—precitavam po ko zna koji put Tajna veza-procitana Zamka za snove-S.King=procitano Ponornica-S.Kulenovic-procitan kabinet cudesa-procitano linearni grad-nikako da dovrsim a nema ni 100 strana radije uzmi moga brata(njem.)-procitano citadela-cronin- procitano misterije svijeta-davno predjeno g.g.marquez-ljubav u doba kolere-nikad procitala et...tolko za sad... ...Sweet child in time you'll see the line The line that's drawn between the good and the bad See the BLIND man shooting at the world Bullets flying taking toll If you've been bad, Lord I bet you have And you've not been hit by flying lead You'd better close your eyes and bow your head And wait for the ricochet... evo mojih dosadasnjih googlizama...tj.kako me ljudi nadjose na googlu... -ocu ajvar za cevape(???) -bol u ledjima kod djece -nazif gljiva.mp3(e ovaj mi je najkrvaviji bez sumnje) -Lyrics-sheeter feat.amy lee -blog sam uradila -pjesma za spavanje -jajacki izbori -dnevnik jedne teenager-ke -hand made nakit -pearl jam-voice for change -lektire za malu raju -bajke -srebrenicani slike(obratiti se gdniu Amoru Masovicu,a ne meni...) Guns'n'Roses-Don't Cry If we could see tomorrow What of your plans No one can live in sorrow Ask all your friends Times that you took in stride They're back in demand I was the one who's washing Blood off your hands Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight I know the things you wanted They're not what you have With all the people talkin' It's drivin' you mad If I was standin' by you How would you feel Knowing your love's decided And all love is real An don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight I thought I could live in your world As years all went by With all the voices I've heard Something has died And when you're in need of someone My heart won't deny you So many seem so lonely With no one left to cry to baby An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry tonight Baby maybe someday Don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry Tonight Cold Heritage-Lacuna Coil Don't tell me why I'm so near to commit a crime When I stay alone here in front of you (I'm here) Illusion falls when you're not honest about the way I feel I know I need only your voice Saving all my words only for you Forgive me Saving all my words only for you I don't know why There's a limit to defy With the vision of the future at my feet (I'm here) The night embrace me while The picture simply blows me away I feel I'll need only your voice And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Believe the light in me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Reveal the light in me Saving all my words only for you Forgive me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Believe the light in me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me I've never, never felt myself this way before And I want to leave with my tears If you'll disappear Believe in the light in me Saving all my words only for you Forgive me Falling on me knees only for you Forgive me Bosnia-the Crannberries I would like to state my vision Life was so unfair We live in our secure surroundings And people die out there Bosnia, was so unkind Sarejevo, change my mind And we all call out in despair All the love we need isn't there And we all sing songs in our room Sarejevo erects another tomb Sarejevo! Sarejevo! Sarejevo! Sarejevo! Bosnia, was so unkind Sarejevo! Sarejevo! Sarejevo! Bosnia, was so unkind Sure, things would change If we really wanted them to No fear for children anymore There are babies in their beds Terror in their heads For the love of life! When do the saints go marching in? When do the saints go marching in? When do the saints go marching in? When do the saints go marching in? Rummmpatipum, Rummmpatipum... Traboo, Traboo, Traboo... Watching Over Me-Iced Earth I had a friend many years ago One tragic night he died The saddest time of my life For weeks and weeks I cried Through the anger and through the tears I've felt his spirit through the years I'd swear, He's watching me Guiding me through hard times (chorus) I feel it once again It's overwhelming me His spirit's like the wind The angel guarding me Oh, I know, oh, I know He's watching over me Oh, I know, oh, I know He's watching over me We shared dreams like all best friends Blood brothers at the age of ten We lived reckless, he paid the price But why? Why did he have to die? It still hurts me to this day Am I selfish for feeling this way? I know he's an angel now Together we'll be someday I feel it once again It's overwhelming me His spirit's like the wind The angel guarding me Oh, I know, oh, I know He's watching over me Oh, I know, oh, I know He's watching over Shinead O'Connor-Nothing Compares To You It's been seven hours and fifteen days since you took your love away I go out every night and sleep all day since you took your love away since you've been gone I can do whatever I want I can see whomever I choose I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant but nothing I said nothing can take away these blues, 'cause nothing compares nothing compares to you It's been so lonely without you here like a bird without a song nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling tell me baby where did I go wrong? I could put my arms round every boy I see but they'd only remind me of you I went to the doctor guess what he told me guess what he told me he said girl you better try to have fun no matter what you do but he's a fool 'cause nothing compares nothing compares to you All the flowers that you planted momma in the backyard all died when you went away I know that living with you, baby, was sometimes hard but I'm willing to give it another try nothing compares Vader-Whisper Jaunting on maps of our bodies We wandering through vastness of inner and outer space Through and through Immersed in love of will. I am laying on my back And gazing at inky black sky Serpent shapes Moves of your hands The mind is burning Drowned in carnal desires Inflowing pictures Visions of dead world Fancy visions of dead world Gives me shiver when You caresses my body Emptiness beyond We are alone on this earth And all treasures of the world Belong to us The sacrilege of love And sacrificial love Weals are wandering on your skin You are wielding my sword This is the greatest gift We received from mother Earth So let's play this game Bodies surrounded by fire And envy of stars Stimulation of every part Of mind, body and soul Our never-ending ritual Will always go on Like war never ends Like fall always comes Like stars are shining On nightly sky Our love of will Will go on To eternal death Of the human world.
painkillers cooperated
Imaginary-Evanescence i linger in the doorway of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name let me stay where the wind will whisper to me where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story in my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby i lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me don't say i'm out of touch with this rampant chaos - your reality i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge the nightmare i built my own world to escape in my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby i lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me swallowed up in the sound of my screaming cannot cease for the fear of silent nights oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming the goddess of imaginary light dreaming my dreams-the Crannberries All the things you said to me today Changed my perspective in every way These things count to mean so much to me Into my faith you and your baby It's out there 3x If you want me I'll be here It's out there 3x If you want me I'll be here I'll be dreaming my dreams with you And there's no other place That I'd lay down my face I'll be dreaming my dreams with you It's out there 3x If you want me I'll be here 2X I'll be dreaming my dreams with you And there's no other place That I'd lay down my face I'll be dreaming my dreams with you oceans-On Thorns I Lay In the magic mirror of my soul, I stare at the person that I love, It's the magical carpet on which, I travel on the erebus, In the land of fairy tales So I close my eyes again Feeling so lonely in the rain The mother of sunrise gives hope She can fly me over green fields And... The great oceans away from Days of hatred and despair... I saw immortal roses And a gold field with giant trees That shined immensely... I saw ancient walls and palaces everywhere... Amidst ancient gardens and magical trees... So I close my eyes again... Whit Bitterness and Joy-Sentenced It has now spread itself all over inside me all the way to the brain and down to my knees My time comes closer with each day it lets me see - with each night the pain keeps me from sleep Life has given me much - maybe taken more but those good times were always worth waiting for When it's time for goodbyes I will leave grieving and yet so relieved with bitterness and joy Pleasure and pain; Heaven and Hell - my memories What a long and strange trip this has been for me What a short and strange life this has been It has given me much - maybe taken more but those good times were always worth waiting for When it's time to take leave of this world I will leave with bitterness and joy What a long and strange trip this has been for me What a short and strange life this has been It has given me much - maybe taken more but those good times were always worth waiting for When it's time for goodbyes I will leave grieving and yet so relieved with bitterness and joy Life has given me much - maybe taken more but those good times were always worth waiting for When it's time to take leave of this world I will leave with bitterness and joy Nothing Else Matters-Metallica So close no matter how far couldn't be much more from the heart forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never opened myself this way life is ours, we live it our way all these words I don't just say and nothing else matters yea, trust I seek and I find in you every day for us something new open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know and I know so close no matter how far couldn't be much more from the heart forever trusting who we are and nothing else matters never cared for what they do never cared for what they know and I know never opened myself this way life is ours, we live it our way all these words I don't just say trust I seek and I find in you every day for us something new open mind for a different view and nothing else matters never cared for things they say never cared for games they play I never cared for what they do I never cared for what they know and I know yea, yea, yea so close no matter how far couldn't be much more from the heart forever trusting who we are no nothing else matters Skid Row-Slave To The Grind You got me forced to crack my lids in two I'm still stuck inside the rubber room I gotta punch the clock that leads the blind I'm just another gear in the assembly line-oh no The noose gets tighter around my throat But I ain't at the end of my rope CHORUS 'Cause I won't be the one left behind Can't be king of the world If you're slave to the grind Tear down the rat racial slime Can't be king of the world if you're slave to the grind. Get it? A routine injection, a lethal dose But my day in the sun ain't even close There's no need to waste your prayers on me You better mark my words 'cause I'm history. Yes indeed You might beg for mercy to get by But I'd rather tear this thorn from my side CHORUS They swallowed their daggers by turning their trick They tore my intentions apart brick by brick I'm sick of the jive You talk verbal insecticide CHORUS I said slave to the grind Slave to the grind Slave to the grind |
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