desired is the end

četvrtak, 31.01.2008.

SAMO JA..............

Your mother came up to me
She wanted answers only she should know
Only she should know
It wasn't easy to deal
With the tears that rolled down her face
I have no answers cause
I didn't even know you
But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste

How could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem?
That there were no more options for you?
I can't explain how i feel?
I've been there many times before?
I'm tastinthe cold steel of my life crashing down before me
But these words they can't replace
The life you
The life you waste

Did daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?
Well fuck them
And fuck her
And fuck him
And fuck you
For not having the strength in your heart to pull through
I've had faith
I have failed
I've fucked up
I've had plans
Doesn't mean i should take my life with my own hands
But these words
They can't replace
The life you
The life you waste
But these words
They don't replace
The life you
The life you waste

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OPET JA........THE CROW

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GGGRRRRRRRRRgggggggggrrrrrrrrrrr............

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for VUCICA..................

If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life that I am
Living now I guess its all so strange
To feel the way I do inside but
Have so much that I could feel some
Pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this

How do I feel? Ive been here before,
Ive felt this
Retreat to a place, a place within me
I need this. keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
Torture me like it used to

I try and try to break away from all the hate
Im feeling for everyone of you thats ever
Done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons
For the way Im living. I guess I cant cause
I dont feel like I deserve it

So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I cant take away
The shame I feel, forgive me

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srijeda, 30.01.2008.

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FORGIVE ME PLEASE (ZA BAT GIRL)

Theres nothing to me now.
An empty shell unfolded.
How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Are we a bit much stronger?
Do you think you can save me from living this way?
I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
For all those things Ive done, they keep on creeping by me.
And though weve changed our ways...
Still all our demons are laughing.
How long will this go on?
Arent we a bit much stronger?
Id like to think youve came into my life to stay.
I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
Dont know how to love.
Will you forgive me?
No, I cant live this way!
I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
I dont know how to love.
Past lives Ive lived.
Uncontrolled but sacred.
Youve finally seen all thats left of me.
So hard to see.
So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me?

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Listen to the rain fallin' day by day by day
Hey

I hear you calling, voices are here again
I hear you whisper, taking control of me
Watch the dancing shadows run away
All alone once again, afraid

All these faces, changing their shapes on me
I said laid it in my own world, will it ever be free?
Haunted figures around me, I want em' to stay
There always there to protect me, this is one thing you can't take away

Listen to the rain fallin' day by day.............I TAKO DALJE..............

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Too many things Ive never spoken
Im not feeling fine
I never told you what to do
I never made you a promise that you could hold me to
Thatll be the day you see me crying

Everyday, I still say youre dead and broken
Youre dead and broken

How many faces can you show me?
How many times can you be right?
Another world of fantasy
Another reason for dramatizing everything
Taking it all in just one more time
Im dying

Sorry to see that youre underestimated lately
Id rather be dead and broken than living in your grace..........

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MOJE OKICE...................

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HEHEHE

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All or nothing
Its sometimes lifes between whats undecided
And all for nothing
It seems Im wasting my time
Dont look down on me
Like I dont know anything that Ive been doing
You talk down to me
Its time you take a better look inside

Ill never be the same
Im moving back onto my ways
Im looking for changes into my way

Bow down to me
Taken your pride and stuff it down inside
Vows are ruined
Losing my faith, losing time
Better off you than me
I just cant stand another day when youre in my way
A long time brewing
Its time you kiss your ass goodbye..............

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the vampires

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the Vampires

"Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like vampires.
What explains our enduring fascination with vampires?
What is it about the vampire myth that explains our interest?
Is it the overtone of sexual lust, power and control?
Or is it a fascination with the immortality of the undead?
And what dark and hidden parts of our psyche are aroused and captivated
by the legends of the undead, by the legends of the undead,
by the legends of the undead.
The mystery of the undead will continue to fascinate the living.
Few creatures of the night have captured our imagination like vampires.
What explains our enduring fascination with vampires?
And what dark and hidden parts of our psyche are aroused and captivated
by the legends of the undead, by the legends of the undead?"

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sick of me.......

Nothings getting through to me.
Hypnotized from all my surroundings.
I wanna be something I could never be.
I wanna say things that I could never say.
Yeah, Im gonna do it again!Im gonna do it agin! Im gonna do it agayayayn
Sick of my life.
Im tired of everything in my life.
Dragged down.
Rubbing my face in the ground.
No time for the undecided.
I wanna know why Ive always felt alone.
And I wanna love.
Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, Im gonna do it again! Im gonna do it agin! Im gonna do it agayn........

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utorak, 29.01.2008.

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Hey! Oh, Mr. backstabbing son of a b****
You're living in a world that will soon be dying
And I know, everybody knows you try to be like me
But even at your best, as a man you couldn't even be a half of me

I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways
And now that is here, I see it all so clearly
I've come face to face with the enemy, oh the enemy!

You! You're another sh** talking punk to me
You're living inspiration for what I never wanna be
And I see, you've been blinded by what you believe
And now back up and sit and I'll show the act you need to be

I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways
And now that is here, I see it all so clearly
I've come face to face with the enemy, oh the enemy!
Come to me, come to me, the enemy, come to me, come to me

So predicting, you're the reason why
I lie
Safehold decision took too much time
To fly
Oh, check me, check me...

I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways
And now that is here, I see it all so clearly
I've come face to face with the enemy, oh the enemy!
Come to me

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Faith

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Faith

Kao smrtnik koji ceka smaknuce, ja gledam u bezdan i nadam se slobodi.
Trazim slobodu koju sam nekada imao, slobodu koju si mi ti dala....
I onda bih opet rasirio svoja krila otkinuo okove s ruku koje si mi ti stavila..........
Ali te slobode nema jer si ju ti uzela..........