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Bljogh jedne više-ne-iskompleksirane drugašice koja počinje krpat kraj s krajem--kojoj život više-ne-ispada iz ruku--koju boli kukac za sva sranja oko nje--koja voli samo nekolicinu ljudi i za njih valda i živi--koja nema sreće u ljubavi, a nema je ni u kartama (kako ona izreka nije istinita)--koju uveseljavaju male stvari, a rastužuju samo velka sranja--koja ne želi pokazivat svoje osjećaje u javnosti--koja voli sk8anje i sve vezano uz to--koja je proživjela previše šokova za svoje godine--koja je razočarana u nekim aspektima života--koju ljudi ne vole zato kaj je takva kakva je--koja voli i mrzi istinu--koja se trudi postić nekaj na ovom prokletom mjestu--koja ponekad želi nestat--koja voli nda--koja je polusretno zaljubljena--koja je djelomično sretna--za koju je čaša uvijek napola puna...
Da, to je ANT, htjeli vi to il ne...

YOU LAUGH BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT, I LAUGH BECAUSE YOU'RE UGLY!!!

IF YOU WANNA BUZZ ME:
msn:
antie_loves_ya@hotmail.com
mail:
antie@net.hr
ajsikju:
230-292-946

TKO LI JE LJUBAV TVOJEG ŽIVOTA?!?! KLIKNI PA SAZNAJ!!!

MOJ FETUS:

I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Naj boja: PLAVA
JA ŽELIM PIERCING NA USNICI
JA ŽELIM ŽIVJET U ENGLESKOJ (LONDONU)

Ljudofsi of my life:

Čegica:
NAJBOLJA frencica (i vi bi htjeli takvu). Obožavam ju, provodimo gro vremena zajedno i uvijek se dobro zabavimo. Ona je onaj tip koji će s tobom napravit sprdačinu i od najdosadnije stvari na svijetu. Mislim da bi pukla da nema nje. Nema toga kaj joj nemrem reć, uvijek je tu negdje (sveprisutna). Napokon sam i ja našla nekog ko će se moć nosit s mojim hirovima i ko će isto tako imat svoje hirove. Love ya!!!

Matija:
Moj prijatelj, jedna od rijetkih osoba kojoj mogu sve reć i s kojom mogu pričat o svemu. Znamo se i zakačit tu i tamo, ali ništa neizgladivo. Uvijek je za zajebanciju, a zna se da ja to posebno cijenim... On je član našeg nikad osnovanog benda, nesuđeni gangsta i povlašteni P.I.M.P. On je... MOJ BRAT!!!

Vedra:
Frendica koja oide u burazov rezred. To nije tolko bitno. Najbitnije je da je ona cura kojoj mogureć sve kaj me muči i kojoj se u svakom trenutkusvog života mogu skrpat a da me ona ne osuđuje zbog toga. Zbog nje sam upoznala još puno divnih ljudofsa u životu...

Gabi:
Frendica još iz osnovne. Jedina u osmom razredu, i hvala joj na tome. Dijelimo ljubav za Blue, i tajnu o dva pisma... Njoj se uvijek mogu obratit, uvijek ima neki dobar savjet... Iako se znamo posvadit zbog razilaženja naših mišljenja, lijepo je imat uz sebe i nekog drugačijeg!

Maja:
Moja sestrična i kuma. Ali kao da mi je sestra. S njom nikad nije dosadno, al kad nekaj trebam, uvijek je tu. Fakat sam hepi kaj imam tak nekog, ko ti je onak i femili i frend u jednom... Anbilivbl. Love ya!!!

Nenek i Nikola:
Bratići. S njima sam od kad znam za sebe... Super društvo za oblokat se, ali ima možeš isto tako reć sve kaj te muči. Sad pošto imam 16 već mogu polako uć u društvo. To čekam cijeli život, ali me još uvijek zajebavaju zato kaj sam najmlađa. PA KAJ ONDA?!!!

Koka:
On jedini razumije kako je to kad se vežeš za ljude u Pečuhu. Moja koka je stvarno zakon i tip je kojeg ne možeš ne voljet... Naravno, uvijek uz dozu zajebancije... Kao i sve u mom životu.

Jana:
Kewl curka, ide s menom na talijanski. Bolje smo se upoznale u Pečuhu i imamo podosta toga zajedničko. Dobra stvar je to kaj ne provodimo zajedno dovoljno vremena da bi došlo do konflikata...

Veka:
Cura iz škole, četvrti razred, jedna od boljih osoba koje sam u životu upoznala... Stvarno je super i uvijek me pokuša oraspoložit. Nevjerojatna je, ne znam samo od kud crpi tolku energiju!

Kosta:
Eto, doživio je da ga i ja tak zovem... I on je još uvijek čovjek. Ne znam zakaj al me uvijek uspije razvedrit, osobno mi je jedan od best frendova, fakat mu mogu sve reć i on me neće osuđivat zbog toga. (Eto, ja imam nekaj o tebi).

J	Joyful
O	Orderly
A	Ambivalent
N	Neglected
N	Natural
E	Edgy

Ono što nije stalo u prvi box

FRIENDS 'n' STUFF

1.Čegica; my bestest frend
2.Napoleon; nadobudni car
3.Lara; najkul heri poter fan (poslije mene)
4.*metalka*
5.Sunce ide dolje; ide, ide, da
6.Kukavica; ona koja misli da sam ja mračna
7.KOSAC; riječi su suvišne
8.Mandule; jednom zakon, sad samo oukej
9.Gollum; MAJ PRECIOUS na djelu
10.BaDvaEr po novom Obožavatelj_Leda; opet na staroj adresi
11.Marko_sve_zvijezda; koji zna di su mi oči
12.Ponovno rođena; jedan od najdubokoumnijih
13.Čokoladna Louisa; ona koja me se sjeća :D
14.Pobunjenica; veeeljiki fan Dobrog Šarlota
15.Pola boda manje; frend koji voli iste stvari ko i ja
16.DeadFucker; _LiFe-ZaJeB_
17.SAAAAVE; njezin vlastiti kutak pakla
18.SexShrunk; sve jasno iz priloženog???
19.Unwanted freak; SKATERICA!!!!!!!!
20.Škoro; ima i ona svoj link sada-SORKA
21.Neoznačena; prava pjesnička duša
22.Sico; bendovski čovjek
23.Shorty; još jedan fan GC
24.Martyna; ne znam kaj da velim
25.Denser; now shake it!!!!!!!!!
26.Tomy; cool guy, SK8ER ;)
27.Didona; božica... nečega... hihih
28.Tw!le; very kul Dalmoš koji je i sk8er usput :)
29.Sjenina Nevjesta; ona konzumira život
30.Usamljena Sanjačica; back again!
31.Masterflomaster; Uhm, ovaj, duh!
32.Ivanaaaaa, moja imenjakinja =)
33.Pekmezić; onaj koji me odlučio čitat...
34.Ne Govori; tužno/sretni stihovi jednog mozga

Kaj se sluša (žestokije uglavnom):
Linkin Park, Gwen Stefani, No Doubt, Avril, Green Day, Coldplay, Good Charlotte, Mando Diao, Prodigy, Nirvana, Blink 182, Blue, The White Stripes, Placebo, Queen, Franz Ferdinand, Eros, Daleka Obala i R'n'B kad treba plesat.

Kaj se čita:
Heri Poter, R.L.Stine, Patricia Cornwell, Agatha Christie, Dostojevski, Da Vincijev kod i još neka mladenačka sranja.

Za kog se navija:
DINAMO, Chelsea, Ančić, Engleska, Benni Raich, Kimi Raikkonen...

Kaj se voli:
Ples, rolanje, mjuza, pjevanje, izležavanje, posteri, Engleska, Zagreb, London, moj blog, moj mobitel, čokolada (za kuhanje), komp., CD-i, pisanje, čitanje, U3ne, moja soba, anime, Yugi, klizanje, jelo, martini, tequila, broj 5, miris omekšivača, obična voda, svađanje, dečki s piercingom na usnici, dreadovi, alternativa, sk8, nogomet, odbojka, F1, plavi orbit...

Kaj se ne voli:
Umišljene ljude, hlače nagurane u čižme, Mambo, riba, gazirani sokovi, Real Madrid, preseravanje, gluma (ne mislim kao profesija), ulizivanje, svoj prosjek, glupe šale, snobizam, metrosexualce, potrčkala, techno, Britni Spirs, Lindsi Lohan, sestre Olsen i sva ta ostala smeća...

Moje naj osobine:
Tvrdoglavost, svojeglavost, ludost, zbunjenost, poštenje, pouzdanost, organiziranost.

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O Boze hvala ti kaj purgeri smo mi, o kakobi vi sretni bili da ste purgeri...
Lije krv a suza nema, ti si boja mojih vena, neka cjeli svijet sad cuje, to ja volim DINAMO!!!


In The End

It starts with one...
One thing,
I don't know why,
It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind,
I designed this rhyme,
To explain in due time,
All I know,
Time is a valuable thing,
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings,
Watch it count down 'till the end of the day,
The clock ticks life away,
It's so unreal,
You didn't look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window,
Trying to hold on,
Didn't even know, I wasted it all,
Just to watch you go,
I kept everything inside,
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart,
What it meant to me
Will eventually be,
A memory of a time, when ,

I tried so hard and got so far,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
To lose it all,
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter,

One thing, i don't know why,
It doesn't even matter how hard you try,
Keep that in mind,
I designed this rhyme,
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
In spite the way you were mocking me,
Acting like i was part of your property,
Remembering all the times you fought with me,
I'm surprised it got so far,
Things aren't the way they were before,
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore,
Not that you knew me back then,
But it all comes back to me,
In the end...
I kept everything inside,
And even though i tried it all fell apart,
What it meant to me, will,
Eventually, be a memory of a time when,

Chorus

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as I can go,
For all this,
There's only one thing you should know,

I've put my trust in you,
Pushed as far as i can go,
For all this,
There's only one thing you should know...

Chorus

Linkin Park



Don't Speak

You and me we used to be together
Every day together, always
I really feel that I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe this could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real, well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Our memories they can be inviting
But some are altogether mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry

Chorus

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying, are we?

Chorus

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak, don't speak, don't speak, oh
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons

I know you good, I know you good
I know you real good, oh

Ladadada, ladadadada
Don't! Don't!

Oh, oh
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush - don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling
Hush, hush - don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Oh
Hush, hush, darling - hush, hush, darling

No Doubt


Rape Me

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one (x4)

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me my friend

I'm not the only one (x4)

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one (x4)

Rape me! (x9)

Nirvana


Yellow

Look at the stars; look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along; I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh what a things I've done
And it was all yellow

And Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
You know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across; I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cos you were all yellow

I drew a line; I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know?
For you I bleed myself dry
For you I bleed myself dry

It's true
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for(you)
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

Coldplay


All The Small Things

All the small things
True care, truth brings
I'll take one lift
Your ride, best trip

Always, I know
You'll be at my show
Watching, waiting
Commiserating

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na

Late night, come home
Work sucks, I know
She left me roses by the stairs
Surprises let me know she cares

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na

Say it ain't so, I will not go
Turn the lights off, carry me home
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill
The night will go on, my little windmill

Say it ain't so, I will not go (na na na na na na na na na na)
Turn the lights off, carry me home (na na na na na na na na na na)
Keep your head still, I'll be your thrill (na na na na na na na na na na)
The night will go on, the night will go on (na na na na na na na na na na)
My little windmill

Blink 182


Braking The Habbit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Linkin Park


Like A Friend

I never had anybody treat me quite like you do
I love your honesty
We met, we clicked, we shared a vibe that was true
And it was plain to see, it was plain to see.
Oh yeh

I did not want to face the truth
You said you had a man
And you were so in love with him and nobody else

What do you do when someone don't love you
They show you all their feelings like you're a friend
Like you're a friend
What do you say when things don't go your way
And you're frozen in a picture like you're a friend
Like you're a friend

I don't want to be your friend, no way.

When I was trapped I was dependant on you
And there was no escape
I was a fool to think that I was the one
I let you criticize everything I done, no no

I did not want to face the truth
You said you had a man
And you were so in love with him and nobody else

What do you do when someone don't love you
They show you all their feelings like you're a friend
Like you're a friend
What do you say when things don't go your way
And you're frozen in a picture like you're a friend
Like you're a friend

Well, I know I can't have you
And I can't live without you
But I guess I can't have it my way
For the love you're not feeling,
My heart is still breathing!
Girl how can you treat me this way?

What do you do when someone don't love you
They show you all their feelings like you're a friend
Like you're a friend
What do you say when things don't go your way and
You're frozen in a picture like you're a friend
Like you're a friend

Just like a friend...No No

No more friends.

Blue


Down

The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so
Down down down down [x4]
It gets me so

Blink 182


Easier

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Linkin Park


Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we see
No I won't be afraid
No I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

So darling, darling stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh stand now
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountain should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry
No I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

So darling, darling stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh stand now
Stand by me, stand by me

* * *

So darling, darling stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh stand now
Stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh stand now
Stand by me, stand by me

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me
Oh stand by me, oh stand now
Stand by me, stand by me

John Lennon