body

I eto...opet je kraj...ostavila sam ga a volim ga ka nikad nikog. Kriva sam, nisam m dopuštala da mi se približi, udaljila sam se od sviju al najviše od njega. Bilo me strah da mu se ne otvorim...da mu kažem za sve ovo, ostavio bi me.
Laga mi je, laga mi je da me voli...ne preko poruke nego u facu...gleda me u oči i govori da me voli, da nemore živit bez mene, ljubi me ispred profesora - nije bitno...zagli me i opet poljubi. Ali eto...tek je preko poruke zaista rekao što misli i osjeća...ja sam kriva, kriva što sam dopustila da mi neko koga stvarno volim tek tako ode.....Plakala sam, prije škole, u školi, poslje škole...al nije me vidio, nisam mu dopustila sam me vidi tužnu. Još sam se i smijala...lažno naravno...i sad plačem...opet zbog Njega...Jednostavno se ne mogu kontrolirati kad pomislim na Njega....Znam da većina od vas nije očekivala ovakav post al jebiga...on mi je jedino na što mislim trenutno....već 3 dana ništa nisam učila...ocjene opet padaju...Zbog koga??? Zbog Njega....Ne znam...Volim ga to sigurno...samo ne shavaćam kako sam si to dopustila...da pustim Njega koji me uvijek tješio, s kojim sam provodila dane, s kojim sam se smijala ko ludo, s kojim sam zaboravljala tko sam.....al život ide dalje...bez Njega naravno....bez mog razloga za život...

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Who is Yellow?????

Yellow ima 14 godina i živi u Zadru...
jako je temperamentna i emotivna osoba..jako je vezana za neke osobe...
....voli papati čokoladu iako od nje dobije prištiće i samo se bezveze deblja..
što još voli????...voli slušati muziku, plesati, pivati....voli se glupirati....
teška je šminkerica (nije sve po zadnjoj modi..al ipak..)....
obožava kad se probudi...kad osjeti..kad stavi svoje ruke na svoje kukove...pa kad se onako lipo ističu..
kad se vide...mmmmmm....neželi biti hodajući kostur...želi..želi smršati svoja debela bedra.....želi biti primjećena...želi da joj ber netko kaže da želi izgledati kao ona...samo da se zna...ona nije ni Ana ni Mia....jednostavno ima Ed (poremećaj u prehrani)
neželi više slušati kako joj govore da je debela...da je slatka al da triba smršaviti........uzori si joj....-Jessica Alba, - Andriana Lima, -Alessandra Ambrosio, -Nicol Richie...


visina: -160 cm
težina: -53 kg
1. cilj: 52 yes
2. cilj: 50
3. cilj: 48
4. cilj: 47
5.cilj: 45
6.cilj: 43
..............



Zašto želim smršaviti?????????
*zato da mogu stati u xs
*zato da se nemoram skrivati od tuđih pogleda
*zato da mogu obući najuže traperice i da mi lipo stoje
*zato jer zelim steći samopouzdanje
*zato, ako smršam, jedino ću tada biti istinski sretna
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Wannabe (perfect girl)
Rexy
Doica
x..skin and bones..x
Sad Girl
Ambra
Best friend to anna
Look what they done to my dream
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King Andora -
Big Isn't Beautiful

I want your heart-shaped lips, lips,
Cooler hula hips,
I want to feel my bones on your
bones, yeah,
I wear my heartache at my sleeve,
I love myself too much to see,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,
Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....
I'm gonna shed me some skin,
Get me real, real slim,
I want to feel my bones on your
bones, baby,
I am a teenage drama queen,
I throw my guts up for self-esteem,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,
Every boy wants a body to die for,
And every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful,
Ohh, ohh, ohh,
Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....



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Messiah -
Anorexia Nervosa

Time of puberty
Age of quandary
Sorrow and worries
Disagreement
Predicament
I enigmatize
Weakness overcomes my body, my brain's so empty
I lose my appetite, day in day out
My body's deeply marked, I'm undernourished
Mental changes, my mind is splitting
Inferiority complexes, time to confess
Pride and power, is giving me the hunger
Depression and apathy, is changing my spirit
Time to go hungry
It gives me great joy
Pleasure and satisfaction
To fight against
My hunger pangs
Gives me pride
Feeling of sheer terror
To see me in the mirror
I could be so fat
Every pound I lose
Helps me on the course
To my sheer perfection
I don't realize how bad my body's feeling
My eyes see only my perfect slim body
But really I'm a half-starved skeleton


Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....


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Mršavljenje je jedina igra u kojoj pobjeđuješ kad gubiš!!!!

Don't eat - feel beautiful



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What I need from you
And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life



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Debljina je izbor.
Ti odlučuješ želiš li
biti debela... Želiš li?


thin

I'd rather die
Thin and Beautiful
then live
Fat and Ugly...


Skinny:
Because everyone thinks I can't do it!!!!!!

I'm stravin for perfection!!!

UGLY, no one wants a FAT girl. Don't EAT that, BAD girl. You're DAMANAGED.
Never THIN enough.

Because I' stronger than food.


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If you eat again, you can never be like her.
If you eat...you will stay fat.
If you eat...no one remember
you as being pretty thin girl..
If you eat...no guy will never wants you.
If you eat.......the red dress will lool horrible on you.
If you eat...you will be ugly ferever


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