Ej leptirice moje....ajme...ja vam se osjećem tako beskorisno u ovom životu...ponekad pomislim da sam zalutala u ovom vremenu...imam osjećaj da nikom nisam potrebna..,...da svi oko mene glume da su mi prijatelji..a zapravo me se jedva čekaju riješiti...imam osjećaj da me neki ljudi iskorištavaju.....neznam zašto odjednom tako mislim....al mislim da imam pravo....
kupila sam si novi traperice...na mrkvu...onako full uske....i probam ja njih u dućanu...i mama govori da mi odlično stoje...i kupim ja njih..iako se meni i baš i nesviđaju.....i dođem doma...još ih jednom obučem da vidim kako mi zapravo stoje....i ugledam svoja debela bedra...svoj oogomni struk i uvatom plakati....i sutra ih bome idem vratit.....i neću si ništa novog kupovat dok ne smršam...dok nebudem savršena.....
ajte bokić leptirice moje....držite se....VOLIM VAS!!!!!!!!!!
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Who is Yellow?????
Yellow ima 14 godina i živi u Zadru...
jako je temperamentna i emotivna osoba..jako je vezana za neke osobe...
....voli papati čokoladu iako od nje dobije prištiće i samo se bezveze deblja..
što još voli????...voli slušati muziku, plesati, pivati....voli se glupirati....
teška je šminkerica (nije sve po zadnjoj modi..al ipak..)....
obožava kad se probudi...kad osjeti..kad stavi svoje ruke na svoje kukove...pa kad se onako lipo ističu..
kad se vide...mmmmmm....neželi biti hodajući kostur...želi..želi smršati svoja debela bedra.....želi biti primjećena...želi da joj ber netko kaže da želi izgledati kao ona...samo da se zna...ona nije ni Ana ni Mia....jednostavno ima Ed (poremećaj u prehrani)
neželi više slušati kako joj govore da je debela...da je slatka al da triba smršaviti........uzori si joj....-Jessica Alba, - Andriana Lima, -Alessandra Ambrosio, -Nicol Richie...
visina: -160 cm
težina: -53 kg
1. cilj: 52
2. cilj: 50
3. cilj: 48
4. cilj: 47
5.cilj: 45
6.cilj: 43
..............
Zašto želim smršaviti?????????
*zato da mogu stati u xs
*zato da se nemoram skrivati od tuđih pogleda
*zato da mogu obući najuže traperice i da mi lipo stoje
*zato jer zelim steći samopouzdanje
*zato, ako smršam, jedino ću tada biti istinski sretna
*****CURE KOJE IMAJU SLIČAN PROBLEM KAO I JA*****NISU POREDANE NIKAKVIM REDOSLJEDOM****AKO NEKA NIJE MEĐU NJIMA-NE LJUTITE SE
Wannabe (perfect girl)
Rexy
Doica
x..skin and bones..x
Sad Girl
Ambra
Best friend to anna
Look what they done to my dream
Diet
Be my, be my baby
Can you see my bones??
Hilf mir fliegen
Ferry
Thinspiration Blog
King Andora -
Big Isn't Beautiful
I want your heart-shaped lips, lips,
Cooler hula hips,
I want to feel my bones on your
bones, yeah,
I wear my heartache at my sleeve,
I love myself too much to see,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,
Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....
I'm gonna shed me some skin,
Get me real, real slim,
I want to feel my bones on your
bones, baby,
I am a teenage drama queen,
I throw my guts up for self-esteem,
It haunts my dreams,
It haunts my every dream,
Every boy wants a body to die for,
And every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful,
Ohh, ohh, ohh,
Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....
Messiah -
Anorexia Nervosa
Time of puberty
Age of quandary
Sorrow and worries
Disagreement
Predicament
I enigmatize
Weakness overcomes my body, my brain's so empty
I lose my appetite, day in day out
My body's deeply marked, I'm undernourished
Mental changes, my mind is splitting
Inferiority complexes, time to confess
Pride and power, is giving me the hunger
Depression and apathy, is changing my spirit
Time to go hungry
It gives me great joy
Pleasure and satisfaction
To fight against
My hunger pangs
Gives me pride
Feeling of sheer terror
To see me in the mirror
I could be so fat
Every pound I lose
Helps me on the course
To my sheer perfection
I don't realize how bad my body's feeling
My eyes see only my perfect slim body
But really I'm a half-starved skeleton
Every boy wants a body to die for and,
Every girl who's thin is his rival,
I wish I had a body to die for,
Skinny is sexy,
Sweet anorexia,
Skinny is sexy,
Big isn't beautiful....
Mršavljenje je jedina igra u kojoj pobjeđuješ kad gubiš!!!!
Don't eat - feel beautiful
What I need from you
And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an Anorexia life
Debljina je izbor.
Ti odlučuješ želiš li
biti debela... Želiš li?
I'd rather die
Thin and Beautiful
then live
Fat and Ugly...
Because everyone thinks I can't do it!!!!!!
I'm stravin for perfection!!!
UGLY, no one wants a FAT girl. Don't EAT that, BAD girl. You're DAMANAGED.
Never THIN enough.
Because I' stronger than food.
If you eat again, you can never be like her.
If you eat...you will stay fat.
If you eat...no one remember
you as being pretty thin girl..
If you eat...no guy will never wants you.
If you eat.......the red dress will lool horrible on you.
If you eat...you will be ugly ferever