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o blogu: Just when you think that everything is perfect somebody will kill you inside...You are one of them...
O meni:
uff..ja sam jako uporna i naporna osoba,borim se za ono kaj hoću(cilj opravdava sredstva,ne?)
VOLIM:
**zvijezde
**ljeto i more
**ONE TREE HILL
**njega(wtf?)
**čokoladu
**crnu i ljubičastu boju
**sanjati
**svoju prošlost
**grliti se
**ovog bloga i ljude na blogu
. . .
NE VOLIM:
**svoj život
**neke određene osobice
**dok netko glumi nekaj ili nekog kaj nije
. . . puno toga još. . .
KLIKNITE OVO!!!
..My blood’s reaching the floor..
..It hurts me so much..
..I tried not to bleed..
..But it was worth of your touch..
..whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, with open arms and open eyes..
..Čudno je kako je malo potrebno da budemo sretni, i još čudnije: kako često nam baš to malo nedostaje..
..Sjećanje je jedini raj iz kojeg nas ne mogu istjerati..
..Prijatelje stvara sreća, a nesreća provjerava..
..Najgore je osjećati se sam u gomili..
..Da bi ostvario svoje snove prvo se trebaš probuditi..
..Doubt that the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move, doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt I love.. (-William Shakespeare)
..If you truly love someone, then the only thing you want for them is to be happy....even if it's not with you..
..U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart. U may be out of my reach, but not out of my mind. I may mean nothing to u, but u'll always be special to me..
..Falling in love is when she falls asleep in your arms and wakes up in your dreams..
..It's hard to live alone. It's harder to choose someone you could love.But the hardest part of living is to admit that you have fallen in love with someone you didn't mean to love love from the start..
..Najgori način da ti netko nedostaje je da sjediš pokraj njega,a znaš da ga nikada nećeš imati..
...UTJEHA KOSE ... ..
Gledao sam te nočas.
U snu.
Tužnu. Mrtvu.
Lice blijedo poput mjesečine koja se odražava
Na crnom jezeru, dok povjetarac moje ljubavi
Lagano giba na njegovu mračnu površinu.
U dvorani kobnoj
U idili cviječa,
Na visokom odru,
U agoniji svijeća.
Plamen je bacao sjene
Koje su plesale na laticama
Krvavih ruža
Koje su prekrivale tvoju figuru
Položenu na crni mramor
I obučenu u noć.
Gotov da ti predam život kao žrtvu
Pod ovim zvijezdama koje su padale
Kod naših poljubaca,
Kod svakog dodira,
Kod svakog uzdaha...
Nisam plako.
Nisam.
Zapanjen sam stao gledajuči sklopljene ruke tvoje
Koje su mirno ležale na prsima
Znajuči da me ti hladni prsti
Nikada dotaknuti više neće.
U dvorani kobnoj,
Punoj smrti krasne,
Tvoj miris još me podsječao na zagrljaje
Pune ljubavi okupane mirisom tvoga tijela.
Sumnjajuči da su tamne oči jasne
Poput dva crna kristala,
Više nikad smijat mi se neče.
Odakle mi nekadbolji život sjao,
Sve, baš sve je mrtvo. :
Oči, dah i ruke,
Sve što nekad bilo mi je sve,
Sad napušta me.
Sve što očajanjem htjedoh da oživim...
Tvoj glas poput glazbe
Još jednom da čujem,
Tvoj smijeh još jednom da me u zoru probudi...
U slijepoj stravi
I u strasti muke,
Na koljena sam pao
I bezživotnu te dotaknuo,
Željeći da me smrt prigrli
U tvoje naručje,
Da me k sebi na crnim krilima ponese...
U dvorani kobnoj
Mislima u sivim
Pustio sam suzu koja je klizila
Prema mojim usnama
Koje su dodirivale hladne obraze tvoje
Koja je sam mojih usana prešla na usne tvoje...
Samo kosa tvoja
Još je bila živa,
Dok je klizila preko svilene postelje tvoje.
Pa mi reče: « miruj! U smrti se sniva! «
U SMRTI SE SNIVA...
..A.G.Matoš ...
..Zašto biti kopija nekog drugog kad možeš biti original samog sebe?..
..Život je komedija za one koji razmišljaju, a tragedija za one koji osjećaju..
..Život je besmislen..
..Ove noći mogu napisati najtužnije stihove.
Pomisao da ga nema. Osjećaj da sam ga izgubila..
..Moje srce plače, a on nije uz mene..
..Tako je kratka ljubav, a tako pust je zaborav..
..Ne možete voljeti osobu koja vam sruši sve vaše snove, možete se samo sjećati svega toga i biti sretni jer ste izvukli još jednu pouku koja će vam jednog dana negdje u životu nešto značiti..
..Najviše mislimo na onoga koga najviše želimo zaboraviti..
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh really? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so what did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss nuthing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................>silence<..........
boy- is something wrong?
girl- no nothing at all
boy- good.
girl- ..............how much do u care about me?
boy- i would give u the world in a heartbeat if i could.
girl- u would?
boy- yeah.........of course i would >sounding worried< is there something wrong??
girl- no, everythings fine......
boy- are u sure?
girl- yeah.
boy- ok.......i hope so.
girl- ..............would u die for me?
boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun
girl- really?
boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong???
girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine.
boy- ............ok
girl-......................well i have to go ill c u 2morrow at school.
boy- alright, bye. I LOVE YOU.
girl- yeah, i love u 2, bye.
THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL:
boy- hey, have u seen my g/f 2day?
friend- no
boy- oh.
friend- she wasnt here yesterday either.
boy- i know, she was acting all wierd on the phone last nite.
friend- well dude u kno how gurls are sumtimes
boy- yeah........but not her.
friend- idk wht else 2 say, man.
boy- k well i gotta get 2 english, ill c ya after school.
friend- yeah i gotta get to science, ttyl.
THAT NIGHT:
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girl- hello?
boy- hey
girl- oh, hi.
boy- y weren't u at school 2day?
girl- uh.......i had another doctor appointment.
boy- are u sick?
girl- ..................um i have 2 go, my mom's callin on my other line.
boy- ill wait.
girl- it may take a while, ill call u later.
boy-........alright, i love u hun.
very long pause<
girl- (with tear in her eye) look, i think we should break up.
boy- what???
girl- its the best thing for us right now.
boy- y????
girl- i love u.
click<
THE GIRL DOESNT COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 MORE WEEKS, AND DOESNT ANSWER HER PHONE.
boy- hey dude
friend- hey
boy- whats up
friend- nothin, hey have u talked 2 ur ex lately?
boy- no
friend- so u didnt hear?
boy- hear what?
friend- um idk if i should be the one to tell u......
boy- dude, wtf tell me
friend- uh....call this number....433-555-3468
boy- ok............
BOY CALLS NUMBER AFTER SCHOOL
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voice- hello, suppam county hospital, this is nurse beckam.
boy- uh.......i must have the wrong number, im looking for my friend.
voice- what is her name, sir?
(boy gives info)
voice- yes, this is the right number, she is one of our patients here.
boy- rele? y? what happened??? how is she???
voice- her room number is ..646, in building A, suite 3.
boy- WHAT HAPPENED??!!!!
voice- plz come by sir and you can see her, goodbye.
boy- WAIT! NO!
*dial tone*
BOY GOES TO HOSPITAL, AND TO ROOM ..646, BUILDING A, SUITE 3. GIRL IS LYING IN THE HOSPITAL BED.
boy- omg are u ok??
girl- ..................
boy- sweetie!! talk to me!!
girl- i..........
boy- u what?? U WHAT???
girl- i have cancer and im on life support
boy- .....................>breaks into tears<......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.
BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.
but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.
NEXT DAY
the boy is found dead with a gun in his hand..with a note in the other...
THE NOTE SAID:i told her i would take a bullet for her....just like she said she would die for me...
EI..ljudovi moji...ja sam živa!..heehe,da..živa sam,ono wee!Kod mene je sve većinom super!..U školi moram još par predmeta odgovarat za 5..još imamo i par testića,ono..pa zato tak kasno odgovaram na komentare..i baš nisam na blogu kak ja to znam,al nadoknadit ću pod ljetnim praznicima.Da,znam,naporno je sve to..I tak vam ja baš ne visim na netu,al ono znam se skrasit navečer..hihi..i onda me nekad zna i neko depresivno stanje primit,ko neki dan..AMY-SAD JE SVE OKEJ!SORRY KAJ SAM TE ZAMARALA!UVIJEK SAM TU DOK ME TREBAŠ!..ili znam pročitati tak neku pričicu koju sam vam stavila gore,pa me opet mood primi..i svašta vam ima kod mene..al glavno je da je to sve prolazno!I da prestanem misliti na to,i onda sam onak opet okej..ona LUDA Petra..i opet počnem zezati sve koje stignem..i opet se počnem smijati..i opet pišem gluposti svima po svim mogućim MESINĐERIMA..i onda si ljudi svašta misle o meni..a oni koji me znaju..lol..moraju me trpit..mada su već naviknuti na sve to..i tak vam moji dani prolaze..hihi..još malo i nema škole više..i onda weee..uživanje doma,pred kompom..hihi..dada,već ja to planiram,lol!A ono,znam da vam je ovaj post čudan,malo više od čudan(lol)..i da tak ja inače ne pišem,al neznam,primilo me je!hihi.Da,drugi put ću vjerojatno napisati već nekakvu dubokoumnost..već vam vjerojatno fali..aaa..PRIZNAJTE!No,okej..ajde,čujemo se!
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