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Why must life be so cruel?

Konacno sam si uzela vremena da dovrsim ovaj blog.
Započela sam ga wec pred 4 mjeseca ali su me okolnosti spriječile da ga i dovrsim...
U međuvremenu mi se dogodila najgora stvar u životu. Nešto... nešto što ne mogu ni opisati. Izgubila sam prijatelja. A s njime i dio veselja. Od tog trenutka moj život je postao samo hrpa pobrkanih misli i osjećaja. Kako da shvatim da nije stvar u meni kad mi se cijeli život dogadaju tako grozne stvari. Kao da nije bilo dovoljno i to sto sam odrastala bez mame.
Ljudi mi stalno govore kako život ide dalje...Da znam, život ide dalje. Ali ja ne idem...
Koliko god se trudila, ne prođe ni jedan dan, ni jedan sat da me misli ne vrate u prošlost, u vrijeme kada su josh bili tu, pored mene. A kako da ga se ne sjećam kad me svaka stvar kraj koje prođem, svako lice, svaki glas, svaka riječ podjeća na nju.. Ali, znam da je ništa nemože vratiti, ali će 4ever ostati u mojim mislima. zar sam stvarno tražila previše? Samo sam željela imati nekog pored sebe, biti dio nečijeg života. Biti nečiji oslonac? Koliko god me slomila njihova smrt, zauvijek ću biti zahvalna što sam imala barem priliku da sam srela Dadu, upoznala i bila barem mrwica u njegovu životu. Stalno se pitam kako bi bilo da sam imala mamu, da sam imala nekog s kim bi razgovarala, s kim bih mogla podjeliti swoje probleme. Znam da swe ovo zvuci..., ali moji osjećaji su takvi. Razocarana sam u cijeli svijet.
Prije nego sam počela raditi owaj blog, proživljewala sam jedne od najljepših dana swog života,a onda je swe nestalo. U noći... Život mi se srušio u tren, kao kuća od karata... I koliko god nesretna bila ja zbog toga, i koliko god se trudila razumijeti NE MOGU, ne želim i neznam razumijeti. Why must life be so cruel?! ; (

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Don't cry

Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there beforeSomething changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had, baby

And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
How I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
tonight

"Easier To Run"

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(If I could take all the shame to the grave I would)
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

[Chorus]
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made)
It's easier to go
(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)
(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)
(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)
(I would take all my shame to the grave)