It is easy enough to be pleasant,
When life flows by like a song,
But the man worth while is the one who can smile
When everything goes dead wrong.
For the test of the heart is troubled,
And it always comes with the years.
And the smile that is worth the praises of earth
Is the smile that shines through tears.
Ella Wheeler Wilcox
"All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners & change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak & hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us".
-The Wonder Years-
"Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile".
-Franklin Jones-
"You know when you listen to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes by so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway...then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again, you're still sing in the exact same time with it. That's what love is like."
"Woman was created from the rib of man: Not from his head to be thought of only, nor from his hand to be owned, nor from his foot to be beneath, but from under his arm to be protected, from his side to be equal, and from his heart to be loved..".
"Take your life in your own hands and what happens? A terrible thing: no one to blame."
-Erica Jong-
"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can't help but talk about. Some things we just don't want to hear, and some things we say because we can't be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say, they're what you do. Some things you say cause there's no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself. And not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves."
"He that falls in love with himself will have no rivals."
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift; that’s why they call it the present."
"Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead.. but when you're young, one hour can change everything." -OTH-
nobody said it was easy..no one ever said it would be this hard...
nedjelja, 31.10.2004.
dream must stay alive
I ponovo citav dan ja u kuci...ali ovaj put je bilo drugacije...probudila sam se u osam uri i nisam znala sto da radim,pa sam se pridruzila braci u njegovom maratonskom gledanju crtica..nisam znala da ih ima onoliko,i to i na novoj i na rtl-u a i na hrt-u...i to svi su slicni,ali bar sam nesto radila do 10 uri..da tocno gledala sam crtane pune 2 ure...a onda su parentsi i seka dosli iz kupovine i ustanovili su da sam ja ostala u istoj pozi otkad su oni otisli i da se nisam jos izvukla iz pidame..i da nisam nista posredila...samo su se MALO naljutili i tako je ana u roku od 5 minuta izasla iz pidjame,usisala kucu oprala sude i uspjela ukrotit svoj krevet,tako da sad izgleda donekle normalno...bila sam bas ponosna na sebe..ali nisam uspjela zadivit mamu koja me malo zbunjeno gledala dok sam ja jurila po kuci...a mislim da nije bila bas happy s cinjenicom da sam ja uspila u dvi minute usisat ono na sto ona obicno utrosi po ure..ali nije komentirala jer se zurila na posao...dosao je rucak i nakon njega dok si rekao keks nestali su svi clanovi obitelji koja bas i nije mala..tako da je ponovo meni ostala duznost napornog,dosadnog pranja suda..ali posto nikog nije bilo mogla sam uzeti liniju i na njoj raspaliti cd-e s pismama ovog lita...tako sam skakala i prala uz zvukove maroon5,avril black eyed peas,limp bizkita i naravno neizbjeznog hoobastanka i njihovog-the reasona.. stvarno sam uzivala u pismama...posli sam pustila jos jedanput my happy ending i the reason zatvorila sam sva vrata i izuzivala sam se..vrtila sam se,skakala cak sam otplesala jedan engleski valcer(prava glazba za taj ples :)) da nastavim...znate kako svi na noc vjestica dignu sve one horore i imaju maraton,ja sam isto htjela tako,ali posto uvik sanjam scene iz filma odustala sam..ali sam ipak imala svoj maraton..romanticnih komedija...sto cete ja sam jedna mala romanticna dusica..pogledala sam coyote ugly,10 razloga zasto te mrzim,ona je sve to,a onda sam odustala,jer sam se posli svega samo tila bacit s balkona.zato jer se to meni ne dogada...:( naravno nisam jer sam pomislila sto bi vi bez mene..ko bi vam dosadivao...mislim mukama zivota bez mene ne mogu vas podvrci... isla sam onda pokupit robu sa zice i ponovo sam raspalila muziku(nema mi susjeda pa gustam) ali ovaj put nickleback i him...stvarno mi je dobro doslo,malo me ubediralo,ali ako nista danas sam se dobro iskakala..danas samo slusam muziku,ona mi je ko neki ispusni ventil,a i uvik odrazava moje raspolozenje.. tad je dosla seka doma..vecerali smo i onda smo se nas dvije bacile na pranje suda i ponovo sam upalila muziku,ovaj put discman zato sto je didu bio dnevnik...ali malo mu je smetalo moje pjevanje...stvarno ne znam zasto.... to je valjda sve, jos uvik smisljam naslov,jednostavno ne ide
25 stvari, osjecaja i dogadaja bez kojih moj zivot ne bi imao smisla...
1. suncokreti
2. miris kreme za suncanje
3. jagode
4. ruka oko ramena
5. hvala i molim..
6. miris kože nakon kise...
7. osmijeh..
8. rijeci.. pisanje...
9. zaljubljenost
10. cipele..
11. lakovi za nokte..
12. brinuti se za nekoga
13. sanjariti....
14. razgovori do dugo u noc..
15. milli mill- eurokrem
16. kucu na plazi.. pjesak.. more i sve zajedno..
17. osjecaj kada mislis da je sve okey.. volis i voljen si..
18. trcanje.. ono koje te tako izmori da nitijedan problem vise nije ostao...
19. glazba..
20. ljubav iz knjige, dovoljno velika da stisa alarm
21. cvijetici i duge i leptirici i oblaci, baloni od sapunice...free falling..
22. putovati.. pokusati naci svoje mjesto..
23. poklone.. one samo da znas da je stalo..kamencic, pismo, cvijetic...
24. biti drama queen.
25. samopouzdanje..