Sehnsucht/Herzeleid

Sorrow...

Ja sam idiot, teški sam kreten kakvog teško da ćete moći sresti bilogdje. U stanju sam sjebati najbolja prijateljstva s najboljim ljudima na svijetu, radim to od osnovne ali me ljudi više-manje podnose... ali ja ni sam sebe više nemogu podnijeti, jer stvarno, pokušavam biti u dobrim odnosima s ljudima... jebeš školu, jebeš sve kad jednostavno moram napisati o ovome... neznam više šta da radim, dosada sam tražio utjehu u izlascima s frendovima, u tome mi je mislav puno pomogao, ali nemožemo se više družiti jer jebena škola spriječava... ovih dana sam toliko izgubljen... nemam s kime pričati, nemogu više svirati, nemogu katkad ni slušati Red Hot Chili Pepperse... za koje bi u bilokojem trenutku dao život... jednostavno više neznam što da radim, u školi i vani se zajebavam ali ipak se primjeti da nisam isti... nikada nisam mogao zatomiti svoje osjećaje, tako nemogu ni sada, kada sve svoje gluposti, nesigurnosti i sranja istresujem na ovaj mrtvi blog...

I eto sva te moje gadne osobine su došle baš kada sam upoznao najispravniju i najbolju osobu ikada... sve što bih ikada tražio od ikoga ta osoba ima... toj osobi bih se htio ispričati, u lice, a ne preko jebenog mobitela jer sam zamrzio poruke i pozive i sve...

i svima vama kojima sam se ikada zamjerio, želim se ispričati, oprostite mi, jer ja sam sebi nemogu... evo vam pjesme koje su mi značile cijeli svijet ovih tjedana...




"Ever Fallen In Love With Someone (You Shouldn't've Fallen In Love With)?"

You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with
Fallen in love with
Ever fallen in love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with


Looks to me like heaven sent
No lullaby kid no 5%

Any way you want to cut that cake
She's dyin' from the likes of abandonment

Lost in the valley without my horses
She need somebody to hold

It looks to me like heaven
Sent this for your roughest night
She looks to me
She looks to me all right

Who's going to take you home
And hold you when things aren't so bright
She looks to me
She looks to me all right

It's a long walk down those tracks
It's a dirty walk in
It's a dirty walk back
Gonna learn awe way too much
Shootin' dope in the back
Of a cadillac jack

Slow down the road to my back 40
She needs somebody to hold

Down in the south seas
Give me your mouth please
Resuscitation
Is the way I find these
I give you major
You give me minor
Don't fade away
Like an ocean liner
Now

Lost in the valley
Without my horses
No one can tell me
What my remorse is

God made this lady
That stands before me
She need somebody to hold

She shows the world up with a smile
And then she throws the fight
She looks to me she looks to me
All right

Down on the bathroom floor
She's searching for another light
She looks to me she looks to me
All right