APATIJA
Svi su pomislili da je u pitanju konceptualna umetnost.
Da je u pitanju kreativni projekat koji pomera granice.
Dekonstrukcija. Tragicko igranje…ili sta slicno.
Svi su pomislili, da je to bilo stvarno otkaceno I pohvalili umetnika.
Svi osim mene.
Ipak ne.
Lazem. Niko nije shvatio. Niko cak nije ni ucitao smisao ovom zanimljivo, nedgovornom cinu. Niko. Osim mene. Ja sam mu naknadno ucitao smisao. Nacinio umetnicko delo blaziranog umetnika. Poigrao se apsurdom izgubljenog decaka.
U stvari sta se desilo.
Podneo sam projekat, za casopis.
Casopis sam naslovio “APATIJA”….
Jer apatija I jeste problem, koji bi mi trebali da resavamo (doprinosimo resavanju) ovim projektom.
Naravno svi su mi odmah rekli, zasto Apatija. (kao trebalo bi da bude nesto veselo…ili sta???) Ali nisam se dao. Insistirao sam na imenu. Jer, u tome i jeste ceka poenta.
Sam predlog projekat sam uradio jedva, na misice, bezvoljno, drugarica me cimala, za rukav. Ipak, uradjen je za jedan dan, tacnije za par sati. Imam malo iskustva, pa mi se moze na brzinu.
Na kraju predao sam ga. Sa neuradjenim budzetom, mada znao sam da to nece biti problem.
I tako. Vreme je prolazilo, projekat je prosao prvi krug, I vec prakticno bio prihvacen. I onda sam skontao. Pa nema ja zivaca, ni volje da se sada bavim tako necim i otkazao projekat.
Razlog za otkazivanje je bila cista, prirodna APATIJA.
I tako. Morao sa ovo da podelim sa vama.
Mislim, ne mogu da verujem da niko od mojih prijatelja i poznanika koji znaju za celu aferu nije povezao ove momente.
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