opet neman naslova,kad neznan sta bi napisala...i neznan zasto jos uvik pisen blog kad su ga svi odjebali i uzivili se u myspace koji ja nista ne kuzin,ali eto...umiren od dosade,mrzin glupe nedilje,svi su doma,a meni je pun kurac i kompa i msn-a i svega,televiziju ne gledan nikako i doma mi je tako dosadno.a spavat ne mogu.mislin ne mogu spavat po noci.neki dan san popila 2 tablete za spavanje da mogu zaspat i ujutro se dignit i ic izvadit krv napokon,i lezala san u krevetu sve do 5 ka debil i nisan uspila zaspat nikako...grozno nesto.sad bi najradije popila cili pak tih tableta i isla lec i spavala lipo.ali neznan zasto to ne ucinim....osjecan se tako glupo nakon ovog vikenda.vukla san opet nakon duze vrimena i pocela me pucat neka agresivnost bolesna i sinoc san razbila mobitel,pukla ga na dva dila,neznan zasto san to ucinila.ali tako da sad opet nean mobitel,i moran zicat svoje da mi kupe novi iako ne virujen da oce.a bez mobitela san totalno izgubljena...a jebiga kad san glupa.sranje je kad imas toliko energije u sebi a nemas je jednostavno di potrosit jer su svi isli doma,a ti neznan sta ces sa sobom i onda moras nekako tu energiju potrosit na krivi nacin,ili razbijes nekoga bez razloga ili razbijes mobitel...lol
veceras san pricala sa emom o tome kako triban definitivno prominit neke stvari u svom zivotu.jednostavno san probila,sjebala san sve sta san mogla sjebat,i sta je najgore nean neke volje bas da to popravim.i osjecan se uzasno radi toga.triban smanjit pice,bar da ne pijen priko tjedna,ali jebiga kad mi navecer bude tako dosadno da samo zelin izac vanka i pit bezveze.i veceras se na msnu dogovaran sa condom kako cemo sutra pit.
nemogu niti opisat kako se osjecan glupo zbog toga,ali totalno san otupila,i neznan do cega mi je vise stalo u zivotu.bas san postala totalni jebivjetar.
......i odlucila san prikinit sve sa ovin likom jer se zelin prominit bar sta se tice toga,nezelin da me vise ijedan lik iskoristava tako,nezelin vise bit nicija glupa igracka.ali tako se bojin sta ce bit posli,kad to odjeben,opet san totalno sama i neznan ocu li moc to.i zivcira me kad se sitim njega di god da dođen,i cak ode u dnevnom boravku gledan ovu glupu fotelju pa se opet sitin njega.glupe uspomene....
ajme da mi je sad bar jedna truba da me opusti i da mogu zaspat.iman osjecaj ka da je 3 popodne a ne skoro 1 ujutro.
ajme koji glupi dugi post...
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Forsaken
I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see
I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
I'm over it
Why can't we be together
Embrace it
Sleeping so long
Taking off the mask
At last, I see
My fear is fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
Everyone
Everyone
Everyone [fading out]
Reedemer
The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive.
Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating life.
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me,
I can't take this anymore, I'm failing, always smothering me
You look down on me, hey what you see,
take this gift from me, you will soon feed from me.
Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding
It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.
It's haunting me.
It's haunting me...
The logical song
When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well theyd be singing so happily,
Joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
Logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
Clinical, intellectual, cynical.
There are times when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.
Now watch what you say or theyll be calling you a radical,
Liberal, fanatical, criminal.
Wont you sign up your name, wed like to feel youre, respecable, presentable, a vegtable!
At night, when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.
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