ajme,zasto ja uvik pisen postove kad san totalno u kurcu ili kad mi je ono uzasno ubitacno dosadno?to me tako zivcira,bas mi dođe da izbrisen ovaj glupi blog...bezveze je..ali eto...
vikend san provela na domu,pila votku ka uvik(a sljedeci vikend pijen stock 
),ma skroz bezveze,vise mi se nista ne da,neda mi se ic ni u o'hare ni u bountya ni nigdi,samo zelin sist negdi i pit u miru....sve mi je nekako dosadilo....cak i dim,nisan 2 tjedna pusila (jucer san uzicala 2 seke ali to se ne racuna),ne mogu virovat ali stvarno mi se neda pusit...
veceras san tribala ic do marine na posal sa zelenim pit,ali nije mi se dalo.muka mi je cili dan,rigala san pola dana,drob me boli od ovih ka ''stvari'',pa san cila zivcana danas da je to stvarno nesto prestrasno...a onda navecer padnen u depresiju...lol.cili dan samo zderen i lezim,boze sacuvaj....i sad san opet gladna...
e,i jos je sad ovo glupo valentinovo....a taj mi je dan tako naporan i glup i zivcira me,neznan stvarno mislin da malo pretjeruju...ali dobro...ja san za valentinovo uvik sama,i stvarno briga me,ali nekako sad me je sitilo na to kako san ja u biti sama tri godine.mislin tri godine nisan bila u vezi,znan da je to zato sta ja nisan tila jer se bojin toga i ne da mi se vezat za nekoga,ne zelin nikakvu obavezu...ali opet,tek mi je sad to pocelo nekako falit...fala bogu,sexa mi ne fali,ali brale ponekad mi je pun kurac svega..i ponekad bi tila da neko osjeca nesto za mene,a da mu nisan samo igracka.....i nean pojma zasto sad ovo sve pisen...
ugl.,i maskare su brzo,jedva cekan...neznan zasto san uvik bila toliko uzivljena u te maskare,to mi je draze i od doceka nove godine i od rodendana..valda zato sta tad mogu bit bilo sta,mogu obuc bilo sta a nikome nece gledat blido,mogu vani izac u donjem rublju ako ocu.... ove godine cu bit barbie,to san tribala bit prosle pa san bila bolesna...iden sad ca,dopisujen se sa condom na msn-u....lol
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Forsaken
I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see
I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
I'm over it
Why can't we be together
Embrace it
Sleeping so long
Taking off the mask
At last, I see
My fear is fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always whining
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
Everyone
Everyone
Everyone [fading out]
Reedemer
The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
The hunger inside given to me, makes me feel alive.
Always out stalking prey, in the dark I hide.
Feeling, falling, hating, feel like I am fading, hating life.
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day.
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me...
Oh, I say I did it always searching, you can't fuck with fate.
So instead you'll taste my pain.
You say your life I'm taking, always bothering me,
I can't take this anymore, I'm failing, always smothering me
You look down on me, hey what you see,
take this gift from me, you will soon feed from me.
Nothing seems exciting, always the same hiding
It's haunting me. It's haunting me. It's haunting me.
It's haunting me.
It's haunting me...
The logical song
When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
A miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well theyd be singing so happily,
Joyfully, playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
Logical, responsible, practical.
And they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
Clinical, intellectual, cynical.
There are times when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run too deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.
Now watch what you say or theyll be calling you a radical,
Liberal, fanatical, criminal.
Wont you sign up your name, wed like to feel youre, respecable, presentable, a vegtable!
At night, when all the worlds asleep,
The questions run so deep
For such a simple man.
Wont you please, please tell me what weve learned
I know it sounds absurd
But please tell me who I am.
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