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srijeda, 04.08.2010.

I feel like dating is a waste of my time and tears. Does anyone else feel this way?

Lately I just haven't been interested in anyone. I know that I like guys :), but I don't have one guy that I really really want to be with. My friends always say, oh you should get to know THIS guy, you'd be great together bladiblabla, but I either lose interest after a little while or I realize I never liked them to begin with. Part of the problem is, I'm 17 and I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life, and I don't want to follow someone else's dreams when I barely know what I want to do with my life. Another part of the problem is I really don't know what exactly I like or what I want. When I DO find a guy I like, it seems like he never likes me. This makes me feel really inferior, though I know that possibly nothings ever clicked because there's someone better waiting for me, I feel like there's never going to be a guy that really likes me for me. I feel like I'm the wrong kind of beautiful, like I'm not anyone's type. I feel so different from other girls. The way I look, dress, and act. I'm short/skinny/tiny and curve-less, I've got curly hair, big eyes, funny looking crooked teeth, and a different sense of style. People think I'm super unique, which I think is a good thing, but I don't know if that's attractive. I feel like most guys just want a stereotypically beautiful girl and they don't really care about personality or uniqueness. :/

I know this question is a little confusing, because I'm really confused, but I hope you'll help me. People I know just can't seem to understand WHY I'm single. Does anyone else feel the way I do? If you do, say something! :)

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