U spomen na Antonina

nedjelja, 02.12.2007.

Osjecam se napusteno od svih

Kako popraviti stvari kad nisi ni sam siguran sto si lose nabavio.
Zasto ti oni koje najvise volis okrecu ledja, S čim sam ih tako povrjedio da me odbacuju sada. Jesam li presebican da ne znam ili mozda istina ne lezi u tome.
Mozda je bilo nehotice, mozda u trenutku ljutnje, mozda jednostavno im nisam dovoljno dobar, mozda ... nesto nije u redu sa mnom!
Lutam mislima i borim se sa necim sto ne mogu naci, i to me unistava! Pokusao sam sa isprikama, cine mi se ne dovoljne iako su iz srca.
Očajnički tražim savjet u srcu ali moje srce je mrtvo, totalno razoreno poput drveca nakon oluje. Zasto netko ne priskoci u pomoc, zasto nitko ne cuje moj plac, prijatelji moji trebam vas, ne znam, izgubljen sam, kako dalje?
BOL JE ONO STO OJACA ČOVJEKA ILI GA... UBIJE!

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