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tu se postojat samo moje "dubokoumne" misli i gluposti koje švrljam pod satom....
ako me itko treba iz bilo kojeg razloga moj msn je
Angel - put sad wings around me now
Protect me from this world of sin
So that we can rise again
Oh angel - we can find our way somehow
Escaping from the world we're in
To a place where we began
And I know we'll find
A better place and peace of mind
Just tell me that it's all you want
- for you and me
Angel won't you set me free
Angel remember how we'd chase the sun
Then reaching for the stars at night
As our lives had just begun
When I close my eyes
I hear your velvet wings and cry
I'm waiting here with open arms
- oh can't you see
Angel shine your light on me
Oh angel will we meet once more
- I'll pray
When all my sins are washed away
Hold me inside your wings and stay
Oh! angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
Angel take me far away
Put sad wings around me now
So that we can rise again
Lonely Day
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It’s a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It's a day that I’ll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived
Demon You / Lily Anne
I met the demon on a summer's day
Her name was Lily Anne was what she said
She was standing there alone, waiting for the fall
So I asked her would she wait for me
For night to take this day away
But with the night she ran away, the demon clad in grey
I summon the demon you
So I learned the way the demon plays
From this beauty clad in ashen grey
How she left me with the fall, left me all alone
Only sorcerers of death remains
Only shadowed ones as some would see
And the night that sings to me, of Lily Anne the grey
I summon the demon you
Kill Miss America Lyrics
I wanna be a fucking prize winning drag queen
With the platform boots and the tombstone looks
I want the whole world to hate me
With the bolts on my neck and the gun in my dress
Tonight I’m the prettiest zombie alive
I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive
And I don’t care what it takes I’m gonna win the prize
I’m gonna kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America, yeah, yeah, yeah
I want you to spit when you see me
And if you don’t I’m gonna spit on you
I love it when they hate me
And when I win I’m gonna rub it in
Tonight I’m the prettiest zombie alive
I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive
And I don’t care what it takes I’m gonna win the prize
I’m gonna kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America, yeah, yeah, yeah
I got murder on my mind
Ten seconds till death tonight
Mama’s little baby’s gonna die, die, die
I’ll cut her throat and take what’s mine
(insert scream here)
I’m gonna kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
Kill Miss America
I’m gonna kill miss America
I’m gonna kill miss America
I’m gonna kill miss America
I’m gonna kill miss America, America
Kill, kill, kill miss America
The Power Of One
“My father’s land, my mother’s tongue
Misleaded me so shamelessly
For many years I misbelieved
The hatred is the path for me..”
Father I have killed many angels,
I think.
I will now walk to the sea.
I hope I will someday forgive me
Please moor
my empty boat on a pier
I can blame for the blue blood
that runs in my veins.
But I seem to forget that we
are all the same.
In your own blaze of hate
you've spawn the fear in many lifes
You've taken action thinking
it was all said on the signs.
You cannot heal the feeling burning
deep inside your spine
You now collapse,
cave in revealing scabby marks of life
Mother I've seen too much,
I hate to live my life.
Forgot every word you told me,
stubborn little child, (angel of your life)
I have to find my Eden now,
the gates I left behind.
But the pain will remain.
No power to gain.
Now I have time to dwell on,
self awareness, dreadful crime.
I saw the colors too bright,
not knowing that I was blind.
I slayed a man who took
a chance and drank the forbidden wine.
The map I draw reveals that
I have been complete, machine, in team.
Father I've seen too much,
I hate to live my life.
Forgot every word you told me,
stubborn little child, (angel of your life)
I have to find my Eden now,
the gates I left behind.
The pain will remain.
No power to gain.
Mother where's your son.
When has this begun?
Who has been the fool?
No one was born to be a
servant or a slave.
Who can tell me the color
of the rain?
In the world that we live in,
the things said and done
They can well overrun
The power of one.
No one was born to be
a servant or a slave.
Can you tell me the color
of the rain?
In the world that we live in,
the things said and done
They can well overrun
The power of one.
To live and let die
To give hope and take life
Is that what you're here for?
To think that you are right
To make sure it won't fly
Is the making of a hate crime
In the lands of the brave,
In the homes of the land slaves,
We are all the same
I need to believe.
There's more than the eye can see
All colors of rainbow.
No one was born to be a slave
Seek the past and place the blame
Tell me the color of the rain
No one was born to be a master
In the land we live, we die
praise the oneness, praise the lie
To bind a web around the faker
We will need a true
Rainmaker
No one was born to be a slave
Seek the past and place the blame
Tell me the color of the rain
No one was born to be a master
"Children of Abel,
Children of Cain
Can live in harmony,
without shame
The keys that I grant thee,
The Sacred Land
Are dry desert sand
on the palm of your hand
Without the water,
the wisdom of past
Will run through your fingers,
forgotten so fast
Thus now when I leave you,
I'm truly blind
This blindness, this blessing,
the hope of mankind..."
False News Travel Fast Lyrics
I Look out the Window,
I see the sun in the sky, for now,
it is not for me
Stories of old times,
Black Book of Lies with
no reason nor rhymes
No secrets, no disguise
Colour of the jealousy
that hangs over thee
Why don't you believe,
You still do not know me
Books of true tales,
Mirrors of tragedy
Remorseful and pale
As always
These news travel fast
Walking cross snowfields,
how can I trust in this path
I leave
fading behind me
Pleading not guilty.
It's in the nature of humankind
Installed in a manchild
Life can -do it in many ways,
toss dirt on your face
But I am your man,
and for you I do all I can
[Repeat chorus]
Standing on the station,
watching your train slowly
disappear
I'm only shell of a man,
I thought you knew who I am...
But go ahead and blame the fool
You have beliefs that aren't true
I have not lived the life you
read from
The books of true tales,
Mirrors of tragedy
My life is no game
It's a real shame the
false news travel fast
Why do you keep me
in the agony?
"The Book of true tales"
How can you hate and
keep me in this agony?
"The Mirror of tragedy"
I haven't lied, I haven't
cheated!
"The Book of true tales"
What do you think?
What do you see when
you look in
"The Mirror of tragedy"
And I'm still your man,
and for you I do all I can
Books of true tales,
Mirrors of tragedy
Remorseful and pale
as in past,
these news travel fast
The books of true tales,
Mirrors of tragedy
My life is no game
It's a real shame the
false news travel fast
Breathe No More Lyrics
I've been walking in the
mirror for so long
That I've come to believe
my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling
shattered
Shards of me too sharp to
put back together;
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me
into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her
And I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
I take a breath and I try to
turn off what my spirit's will.
Yet how can you refuse to
drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me, convince me that
I've been sick forever
And all of this will make
sense when I get better.
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?
so I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no-
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe
I breathe,
I breathe...no...more.
Unfaithful-Rihanna
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows
I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy
with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
Accepts I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see you dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer
Our Love...his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this anymore ...whoah..anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer... a murderer...
no no no yeah yeah yeah..
As I lay dying-Forever
Forever, your eyes will hold the
memory.
I saw your heart as it overtook
me.
We tried so hard to understand
and reason
But in that one moment, I gave
my heart away.
I gave my heart away.
In that moment, I gave my heart
away.
In that moment, I gave my heart
away.
With that perfect breath where my
mind lay beside me
And all I knew is what had overtaken me.
With no reason, I am comforted by
inability to understand.
Forever, your eyes will hold the memory.
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
We tried so hard to understand and
reason
But in that one moment, I gave
my heart away.
I gave my heart away.
In that moment, I gave my heart away.
In that moment, I gave my heart away.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory.
Forever your eyes will hold the memory.
When I wake from this dream,
Will your smile still open my heart
And leave me transparent?
When I wake from this dream,
Will your smile still open my heart?
01.12.2006.petak
....NAUČILA SAM MRZITI....
Pišem pismo,
više nismo,
nismo jedno
sad smo dvoje....
Dvoje stranaca sa jednom pričom,
dvoje uništenih PROŠLOŠĆU,
prošlost je kuja i treba je ubiti....
Mrzim svoje tijelo,
mrzim svoj mozak,
mrzim svoje postupke,
mrzim svoj postanak,
mrzim svoju stvarnost i cjeli život,
mrzim majku i oca jer su mi usahnuli život,
a ponajviše sebe mrzim.
