Još uvijek sam u nekom iščekivanju.. Čekam da me netko snažno tresne o zemlju.. I dobro me protrese.. I još uvijek pišem o nekim besmislenim stvarima.. I ne shvaćam puno toga.. .... Nije mi jasno.. Još uvijek... I.. ona moja lađa što je plovila nekim mojim morima sada polako diže svoja jedra i plovi negdje daleko.. Sprema se na daleke puteve.. No.. ja još uvijek nisam toga svjesna.. Zapravo.. ne želim biti svjesna.. Da gubim.. Još uvijek sam zarobljena u onom dječjem svijetu i ne želim iz njega izići.. Ne želim razmišljati o apstraktnim pitanjima, i zamarati se pitanjima životne filozofije.. Želim bubnuti,tu i tamo,pokoje glupo dječije pitanje.. ono na koje će se svi od srca nasmijati.. Želim vjerovati da će se,oni koji odlaze, brzo vratiti.. i zavaravam se tim,naprosto,dječijim vjerovanjem.. Skrivam se u tom svijetu bezbrižnosti kako bi izbjegla opširna razmišljanja.. o životu.. o sebi.. važnim odlukama i shvaćanjima.. ne želim shvaćati.. ne želim razmišljati.. ne želim više iščekivati oni tresak koji će me prodrmati i spustiti na tlo.. pa nek me tresne!!!.. ODMAH..!!! ili nikada.. ------------------------------------------------------------- Onome za kog sam sigurna da nikada neće, pa čak ni slučajno, kliknuti na ovu stranicu i pročitati ovo, želim SRETAN ROĐENDAN!!!!!... -------------------------------------------------------------- |
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"Torn"
I thought I saw a man brought to life
he was warm he came around like he was dignified
he showed me what t was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
you don't seem to know - or seem to care what your heart s for
I don't know him anymore
there's nothing where he used to lie
my conversation has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
lying naked on the floor
illusion never changed
into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
you're a little late
I'm already torn
so I guess the fortune teller's right
I should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
but you `crawled beneath my veins and now I don't care, I have
no luck
I don't miss it all that much
there's just so many things
that I can't touch
I'm torn
there's nothing where he used to lie
my inspiration has run dry
that's what's goin' on
nothing's right I'm torn...
"...Znam da sam ja u svakom životu prije ovoga tražila tebe.ne nekog sličnog tebi,nego tebe,jer su se moja i tvoja duša morale uvijek naći.a onda smo,iz nekog razloga,koji nije bio jasan ni tebi ni meni,bili prisliljeni da se rastanemo.Ali,ako se nikada više ne vidimo i ako je ovo doista rastanak zauvijek,znam da ćemo se opet sresti u nekom drugom životu.." (Zima za dvoje)
*silli-My precious...
*Luči-Cinta:)
*lyla
*luda mala
*dreamer
*shizofrenia
*neshvacena...
*Enie
*nasstassya
*josephmartonus
*lina01
*ragazzina
*ona
*technics
*lovesick
*chiquitta
*skladateljica snova
*Aurora
*wildchic
*anna
*EnlightenedPhoenix
*ivy-slatkica@
*forgotten girl
THE TROUBLE WITH LOVE IS
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love, yeah
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
A QUESTION OF HEAVEN
The time is close now, the end is near
My walk through the valley, trails of fear
I feel empty, my penance overdue, I guess it's too late now
To be with you
I'm extremely frightened of what will surely be
I sold myself, the death of me
I know you can't forgive me
I know I'm on my own, I've betrayed you
I walk alone
What exactly is the meaning of this
Just pawns in your twisted game
Severe pain for the lie I'm livin'
For a love I never could betray
Question me not say the lord unto thee
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Denied of this life is what you are to be
You have chosen your own fate and your own destiny
Lord I pound my fists at you
Won't you just let me die
Would I not suffer enough
No inner peace no after life
I did what I thought was right
All for the love of my life
I know it's sad but true
Something is very wrong
Condemned to suffer so long
For a love so true
The question that lies within
Is so hard to understand
It still tears at me
And in my dying breath
My heart holds no regrets
I wouldn't change a thing
My spirit begins to rise into the heavenly skies
Just to be shunned away by you
Now all I want is to die, no streets of gold in the sky
And I wash my hands of you
Rising to the heavens light
Just to plea for death