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Najbolji opis mene...

Ako kreneš put prema ničem, doći češ meni, a meni se jebe za tebe jer volim samo sebe...

Ako misliš da sam mrtva, ne plači od sreće...
samo pogledaj osmijeh na mom licu i shvatit češ da kuje poput mene nikad ne umiru od boli...

...ja sam... ni sama ne znam...
...pokvarena do srži, bez duše, s komadima ledenog, odavno slomljenog srca u ovom umornom tijelu koje postaje sve gore iz dana u dan...
...Demonic Angel je moje gotičko ime...
...Slušam Iron Maiden, Apocalypticu, Xandia, Nightwish, Avantasia, Dream evil, Creed, Evanescence, Bob Marley, Cradle Of Filth, Hammerfall, a i Metallicu, Black Sabbath, Simpla Plan, Hladno pivo, System, Gunse...
...Živim radi: Martine, Grima, Kike, Milea, Anđelina, a i Benjaka, Tkalca, Posavca, Geroja, Tine, Hele...
...Stvari koje mi život čine: društvo, muzika, smrt, park i vrtić, izlasci, cuga, zmije - hladnokrvne, bez osjećaja, egoistične, otrovne, podle... nije ni čudo da me ljudi povezuju s njima...

Ako me nešto trebate pišite na mail: sweet_devil@net.hr
Moj ICQ broj je: 337587701
Moja MSN addressa je: evil_gotic_girl@hotmail.com

Blogovi koje posjećujem:

...Martina - jedna od osoba za koju znam da me neće iznevjeriti... fakat ju volim!

...Mile - za taj blog nema komentara jer nije dostojan riječi... super je...

...Trius Fantasticus - blog je ludi, oni su luđi, i sve zajedno je ludo u 3pm...

...Angelus - olmost prfekt primjer za olmost prfekt blog... blog je zwerka...

...Draculla - jedna od onih koja vidi da je svijet sjeban, a nade polaže u zlo jer jedino je ono istinsko...

...KingOfHell - zweka blog... metal, sotonizam... to su prave stvari...

...Melancholy - "Music running through my veins"... naslov jednog njegovog posta... to je pravi opis...

...Slaughter Angel - prekrasne pjesme... rasplakala sam se na jednu(post 08.05.)... morate to pročitat...

...~*Lucifer Jr.*~ - Suicide of love took away all that matters... dovoljno za reći... i voli Marley-ja

...Krejzi mašrum - Dođoše nam opet.. neda se ona... tako treba...

Evo malo lijepih slikica:

Evanescence - Angel Of Mine
You are everything I need to see
Smile and sunlight makes
Sunlight to me
Laugh and come and look into me
Drips
Of moonlight washing over me
can I show you what want from?
Me

Angel of mine, can I thank you
you have
Saved me time and time again
Angel, I must confess
it's you that always gives me strength
And I
Don’t know where I'd be without you

after
All these years, one thing is true
Constant force within
My heart is you
you touch me, I feel I'm moving into
You
I treasure every day I spend with you
All the
Things I am come down to you

Angel of mine
Let
Me thank you
you have saved me time and time again

Angel, I must confess
it's you that always gives
Me strength
And I don't know where I'd be
Without you

back in the arms of my angel
Back
To the peace that I so love
Back in the arms of my angel I
Can finally rest
giving you a gift that you remind me

Simpla Plane - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Xandria - Eversleeping (Single Version)

Once I traveled 7 seas to find my love
And once I sang 700 songs
Well, maybe I still have to walk 7000 miles
Until I find the one that I belong

Once I crossed 7 rivers to find my love
And once, for 7 years, I forgot my name
Well, if I have to I will die 7 deaths just to lie
In the arms of my eversleeping aim

I will rest my head side by side
To the one that stays in the night
I will lose my breath in my last words of sorrow
And whatever comes will come soon
Dying I will pray to the moon
That there once will be a better tomorrow

I dreamt last night that he came to me
He said: "My love, why do you cry?"
For now it won't be be long any more

Darkwell - Blackheart

All my desire are the flames of the eternal fire
Strange winds of time killed the flames
Blew out all the was mine
My heart was
My soul was
Neverending source
Of Devotion
And Spirits
Unbroken Force
Creation my hearts purpose
Devotion my souls bane
In the end it fades away
All my desire are the flames of the eternal fire
Strange winds of time killed the flames
Blew out all the was mine
His heart was
His soul was
Impending doom
Of desperation
And submission
Undying Bloom
All that I tried to reach
An Imortal bond
In the end it fades away
All my desire are the flames of the eternal fire
Strange winds of time killed the flames
Blew out all the was mine
All my trust
All my pain
Wasted hopes
Never
Will I Hunger
For this again
Take this curse from me
Let me walk alone
In the end all fades away
All my desire are the flames of the eternal fire
Strange winds of time killed the flames
Blew out all the was mine

Nightwish - Angels Fall First

An angel face smiles to me
Under a headline of tragedy
That smile used to give me warmth
Farewell - no words to say
beside the cross on your grave
and those forever burning candles

Needed elsewhere
to remind us of the shortness of our time
Tears laid for them
Tears of love, tears of fear
Bury my dreams, dig up my sorrows
Oh, Lord why
the angels fall first

Not relieved by thougts of Shangri-La
Nor enlightened by lessons of Christ
I'll never understand the meaning of the right
Ignorance lead me into the light

[Repeat chorus]

Sing me a song
of your beauty
of your kingdom
Let the melodies of your harps
caress those whom we still need

Yesterday we shook hands
My friend
Today a moonbeam lightens my path
My guardian

Systam of a Down - Lonely Day

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived

Evanescene - Even In Death

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

[CHORUS:]
I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on

Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me

[Chorus]

And I can't love you, anymore than I do

People die, but real love is forever.

Nightwish - Nemo

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh, how I wish...

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh, how I wish...

Iron Maiden - Wasting Love

Maybe one day I’ll be an honest man
Up till now I’m doing the best I can
Long roads, long days,
Of sunrise to sunset, sunrise to sunset

Dream on brother while you can
Dream on sister I hope you find the one
All of our lives covered up quickly by the tides of time

Spend your days full of emptiness
Spend your years full of loneliness
Wasting love in a desperate caress
Rolling shadows of nights

Dream on brother while you can
Dream on sister I hope you find the one
All of our lives covered up quickly by the tides of time

Sands are flowing and the lines are in your hand
In your eyes I see the hunger
And the desperate cry that tears the night

Metallica - Devil's Dance

Yeah, I feel you too, feel those things you do.
In your eyes I see a fire that burns to free the you
that's wanting through.
Deep inside you know the seeds I plant will grow.

One day you will see and dare to come down to me.
Yeah, come on, come on now, take the chance.
That's right.
Let's dance.

Snake, I am the snake, tempting that bite to take.
Let me make your mind, leave yourself behind.
(Hell, yeah, hell, yeah.)
Be not afraid.
I've got what you need, hunger I will feed.

One day you will see and dare to come down to me.
Yeah, come on, come on now, take the chance.
Ha, ha.
Come dance.

Yeah, come dancin'.

One day you will see and dare to come down to me.
Yeah, come on, come on now, take the chance.

Yeah, I feel you too, feel those things you do.
In your eyes I see a fire that burns to free the you
that's wanting through.
Deep inside you know
The seeds I plant will grow.

One day you will see and dare to come down to me.
Yeah, come on, come on now, take the chance.
That's right.
Let's dance.

Mm, it's nice to see you here.
Ha, ha.

Iron Maiden - Childhood’s End

I’d sail across the ocean
I’d walk a hundred miles
If I could make it to the end
Oh just to see a smile

You see it in their faces
The sadness in their tears
The desperation and the anger
Madness and the fear

No hope, no life, just pain and fear
No food, no love, just greed is here

Starvation and the hunger
The suffering and the pain
The agonies of all - out war
When will it come again

The struggle for the power
A tyrant strikes again
Just what the hell is going on
When will it ever end

No hope, no life, just pain and fear
No food, no love, just greed is here

You see the full moon float
You watch the red sun rise
We take these things for granted
But somewhere someones dying

Contaminated waters
Pollution and decay
Just waitng for disease to stike
Oh will we learn someday?

No hope, no life, just pain and fear
No food, no love, no seed
Childhood’s end

Evanescence - Farther Away

[Guitar Solo Open]

I took their smiles and I made them mine.
I sold my soul just to hide the light.
And now I see what I really am,
A thief a whore, and a liar.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

I’m numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

Try to forget you,
But without you I feel nothing.
Don't leave me here, by myself.
I can't breathe.
I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.

I run to you,
(And run away from this hell)
Call out your name,
(Giving up, giving in)
I see you there,
(Still you are)
Farther away.
Farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away,
farther away.

Evanescence - Lies

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above

[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

[Chorus]
[Chorus]

Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you

[Chorus]

Iron Maiden - The Thin Line Between Love & Hate

When a person turns to wrong, is it a want to be, belong?
Part of things at any cost, at what price a life is lost

At what point do we begin, fighter spirit a will to win
But what makes a man decide, take the wrong or righteous road

There’s a thin line between love and hate
Wider divide that you can see between good and bad
There’s a grey place between black and white
But everyone does have the right to choose the path that he takes

We all like to put the blame on society these days
But what kind of good or bad a new generation brings

Sometimes take just more than that to survive be good at heart
There is evil in some of us no matter what will never change

I will hope, my soul will fly, so I will live forever
Heart will die, my soul will fly, and I will live forever

Just a few small tears between someone happy and one sad
Just a thin line drawn between being a genius or insane

At what age begin to learn of which way out we will turn
There’s a long and winding road and the trail is there to burn

There’s a thin line between love and hate
Wider divide that you can see between good and bad
There’s a grey place between black and white
But everyone does have the right to choose the path that he takes

I will hope, my soul will fly, so I will live forever
Heart will die, my soul will fly, and I will live forever

I will hope, my soul will fly, so I will live forever
Heart will die, my soul will fly, and I will live forever

The thin line between love and hate

The thin line between love and hate

Black Sabbath - Changes

I feel unhappy
I feel so sad
I lost the best friend
That I ever had

She was my woman
I loved her so
But it's too late now
I've let her go

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

We shared the eve's
We shared each day
In love together
We found a way

But soon the world
Had its evil way
My heart was blinded
Love went astray

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

It took so long
To realize
That I can still hear
Her last goodbyes

Now all my days
Are filled with tears
Wish I could go back
And change these years

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

Seether featuring Amy Lee - Heart Shaped Box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on angel hair and baby's breath
Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice
Your advice
Your advice

Hammerfall - Remember Yesterday

Can you tell me why
it seems so hard to carry on
When you hear a voice
from long ago, so bittersweet
Even though I try, I can not
read between the lines
You know I tried,
Oh, yes, I tried, what's wrong
Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day I'll return again

Remember Yesterday
and think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
don't leave me with the sorrow
Cause I have to live today

Every morning I awake
to see the newborn day
To carry on the flame
until the end of time
Too late to turn back time
To look over my shoulder
Maybe one day I'll return again

Remember Yesterday
and think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
don't leave me with the sorrow
Cause I have to live today
Oh, oh, oh, don't you step aside
and pretend about the future
Oh, oh, oh, never live a lie
don't you know tomorrow never comes

Remember Yesterday
and think about tomorrow
But you have to live today
Oh, lonely yesterday
don't leave me with the sorrow
Cause I have to live today
Oh, oh, oh, don't you step aside
and pretend about the future
Oh, oh, oh, never live a lie
don't you know tomorrow never comes

In the darkness there is always a bright spot, DEATH!

14.11.2006., utorak

Zašto su ljudi takvi? Zašto su takvi? Zašto… Zato jer su LJUDI!

Alojs!
Ja sam živa, vi? Ma, ko da me je briga za vas… (nije) šala!!!

Mene muči jedno pitanje – zašto su ljudi takvi? Kakvi – bezobrazni, hladni, kad nekaj lepo pitate, odbruse vas, egoistični, dvolični itd itd…
Uvijek govore u zagonetkama, do pola reče rečenicu a kakti bi se mi ostali trebali snaći, prokužiti kaj je netko rekao… a onda dok si mi krivo protumačimo, onda nam vele da smo glupi… uf…
I, da, zakaj ljudi seru po drugima prije nego provjere istinu o tome nečemu???
I tjeraju te da obećaš nekaj, a ti to nećeš! I onda dok prekršiš to nešto što nisi obećao, onda te jebu u zdrav mozak???
Zakaj ne mogu reći jasno, glasno, direktno u facu sve kaj misle bez obzira na posljedice???? Uvijek se nađe kompromis… ako se želi naći…

Znate zakaj, zato jer smo ljudi – najsavršenija greška prirode… naprosto smo stvoreni da budemo gamad! I kaj ti vredi biti dobar, kada se onda svi gaze!!!

Mene škola muči… zaposlena sam biologijom, tako da svi drugi predmeti stradavaju… što naravno nije dobro, ali kad volim biologiju… počela sam s Nini (inače, frendica se zove Anđelina, ali ju ja tak zovem od milja) raditi radnju za natjecanje...

ako bum pak 7 na županijskom, pojest ću sve uzorke gljiva koje skupljamo oko škole… moram se potruditi da to bude fakat super… iako to podrazumijeva još 2 sata (ne školska) poslije uobičajenih 7 sati u školi, ići okolo s nožićem, fotićem i dnevnikom rada gotovo puzajući po zelenim područjima naše divne škole… čitanja raznih literatura od 380 stranica(kakvu sada imam kod sebe) zanimljivih naslova – Atlas gljiva… bljeeeeeee……. I to je tek početak radnje… jbg… nitko me na to nije tjerao…

Uz sve to, moram naći vremena za sebe(sama sebi sam najvažnija),školu(suta pišem 2 zesta i zadaćnicu), društvo, obitelj(kak to lepo zvuči, mislim samo na mamu), malo da pospremim sobu jer zgleda kaj da je atomska pala…
Zato, ljudovi moji, koji ste u blizini mene, sorite zbog zanemarivanja vas i daj imajte malo razumijevanja dok vam kaže da me pustite da se ohladim… to će vas spasiti jer dok meni padne mrak na oči, nitko me neće spriječiti da vam skočim za vrat i počnem vas gristi, čupati, vrištati vam pod uho, ritati, zgađati se stvarima, baciti vas kroz prozor itd itd… dobro je jedino to kaj se to desilo samo jednom…=)

Ajd, gospodo moja, stay evil… =)

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