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- Ajd pa da napišem nešto o sebi... Rođena sam jednog kišnog dana 2.11. davne nam 1989.g. u to su doba zidovi padali, kuće se gradile, a ja sam plakala i jela po cijele dane(o divna vremena, kamo ste nestala?!) i danas 7.09.2006.g., dakle gotovo 17 godina poslije otvaram ovaj blog i smišljam što da vam kažem o sebi... Meni bitne osobe me zovu Pepi... ili Kuna... Moje nick je oduvijek little black widow ili samo widow...pa me zovite kako vam drago.Dakle moja vam je škola jedna užasna... često zvana prokleta... Ne volim ju, isto kao što ne volim ni sol, ni sunce, ni bijeli kruh, ni pop, ni lazanje... Ali zato ima puno stvari koje volim: volim jednu vjevericu, volim svoju dragu Ami koja ima tajni blog, volim more, volim mrak, volim kruškovac s mlijekom i opijanje prije dirtya u Močvari. I dirty u Močvari. Ah, da i Močvaru općenito.Psihički sam jako nestabilna. Postoje 2 moguća uzroka: glazba koju slušam(tako bar tvrde moji roditelji) ili moja škola... možda kombinacija? Ma tak nebitno... Volim jako raznoliku glazbu i jako puno bendova pa počnimo: Smashing Pumpkins, Children of Bodom, In Flames, Ill Nino, Judas Priest, DevilDriver, Slayer, Tool, Depeche Mode, Dark Tranquillity, Opeth, Wintersun itd
The words that aren't mine but say what I mean perfectly
- Smashing Pumpkins
Stand Inside Your Love
You and me, meant to be
Immutable, impossible
It's destiny, pure lunacy
Incalculable, insufferable
But for the last time
You're everything that I want and ask for
You're all that I dream
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
Protected and the lover of
A pure soul
And beautiful
You
Don't understand, don't feel me now
I will breathe for the both of us
Travel the world, traverse the skies
Your home is here within my heart
And for the first time
I feel as though I am reborn in my mind
Recast as child in mystic sun
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
And for the first time
I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
Your every moment
Waking sun in my time
I'll wrap my wire around your heart and you're mine
You're mine forever
Who wouldn't be the one you love? (And live for)
Who wouldn't stand inside your love? (And die for)
Who wouldn't be the one you love?
Opeth
"Credence"
Deserted again.
You speak to me through the shadows.
Walking in closed rooms, using cold words.
Captured by the night.
The yearning escapes from my embrace.
Strange silhouettes whisper your thoughts, scream your sadness.
And they all turned away,
unable to face more of this death.
Credence in my word.
Written in dust, tainted by memories.
I confess my hope, recognize my loneliness.
Your laughter weeps the truth.
Push me into corners.
Confirming the epitaph of my soul
and displaying the once unknown KARMA.
Dark Tranquillity
"Through Smudged Lenses"
Let none be themselves
turn of the century lies not within the others
turn on the watchful eye
the blindness ends tonight
shelter for the shattered in unison we strive
dore to disassociate and cut the binds that tie abstractualize further
to the ends of facts and foe
will it out of meaning as silence speaks the truth
I want to hear your scream
I want to see you stand atop the patheon of fiction
and your failure grasping for a hiding place among indifferent stones
a brief reflection it sets the soul apart
no selection
it tears our world apart
These walls are protecting us
Burn them to the ground
This haven of refuge
Burn it to the ground
So smudge the lens a little
muffle the voice phase out of sound a while and let it go
citizens of choice in a twilight world of your design
left to our devices we stumble on
Burn it to the ground
No firewall will save you
Burn it to the ground
Take me to the keep and bare the darkest void
thousand fold the agony of silenced screams
Alone tune right out of static
exorcise the dark how else can we move on
Children of Bodom
Bed Of Razors
I see the candle light burning in your
eyes, flareing up my eyes in flames
On this pitch-black summer night...
of passion and pain
The razor caressed my flesh
and my arms turned red, I feel a vast desire
Years of pain are flowing down my arms.
Sweet, red, warm stream you drink, make me released
Give me your hand, let me make you feel the ease,
in the bed of razors we bleed together...
I feel the fire burning in my heart,
I see it sparkling in your eyes
The blaze you're feeding more and more
The razor caressed your flesh and your arms turned red.
I feel your vast desire
Tearing pain is flowing down your arms.
Sweet, red, warm stream I drink to make you released
Holding your arms, cherish this composure,
in the bed of razors we sleep together, forever...
Blackmore's Night
"25 Years"
25 years since I woke up trembling
25 years since that terrible dream
I could see that the world was crumbling
Nothing is ever as it seems
Tried to run but my feet were frozen
Tried to scream but there was no sound
In my head voices echoing
Girl you should know better by now
Long ago, Far away…
In the mist of yesterday
And you tried so hard to save me
How do you save someone from themselves
All those years, wasted wishes
Drowning in the wishing well…
25 years since I woke up trembling
25 years since that terrible dream
I could see that the world was crumbling
Nothing is ever as it seems
Wintersun
"Sadness And Hate"
Sad night, the weeper of starwind sky
Take me where the shimmering lights are fading out
Through the shadows of hate and through the fires of grace
I followed the voice in the night, beautiful as black sky,
But nothing I found
My thoughts are captured by the magical chants
Of the spirits, but I cannot see them with these dead eyes
Lost I am in these dismal streams
Lost I am forever in my life
The snow is falling on the withering leaves, I am left in the cold
The shadows are crying in the moonlight
Is this night the last of my life
Have we arrived from our journey, I must ask you now
At last I can cry, 'cause these sad words are calling me tonight
My eyes bleed for you my star, my pride and the love of my heart
But why did you had to fly so far, I raged and it tore me apart
I promise to you with sadness and hate
Wherever I might go, you will know...
I give my life to the withering leaves
To the bleeding moonlight
To the crying shadows
I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU
In Flames
"Discover Me Like Emptiness"
I run this world alone
A song stuck in my mind
Are you feeling alright?
Don't mind if you ask me once
Discover me like emptiness
A defense for a broken heart
Still offers a smile to the world betrayed...
Always close to the drop
Disappear with yesterday
Cure this dream that makes me fall
Blame me...
Escape me...
Ss you walked away
Tie me...
For my sake
To the dream that haunts you
Could never stand the middle
Want to go far and further
But something drags me down
Shapes me...
Forms me... into dillusion...
As I bank other options
Make this picture distant
Signing off
Leave me alone
I blur you into... the never...
69 Eyes
Forever More
Been a while ever since
The wildest of the winds
Been whispering
About you again
Been a while ever since
The wildest of winds
Started whispering
About you again
Feel my heartbeat
Like it's just begun
Feel my heartbeat
On this endless run
Feel my heartbeat
Forever more
Feel my heartbeat
Feel my heartbeat
Like it's just begun
Feel my heartbeat
On this endless run
Feel my heartbeat
Forever more
Feel my heartbeat
Once more
Been a while ever since
I let it shine in
Been wandeing
without you within
Been a while ever since
I let it shine in
I've been wandering
Without you within
Theatres Des Vampires
Never again
I miss your skin
I miss your hands on me
In my bed your scent
But as a dream it fades away
I scream your name
I cry my tears again
I need you
Love and pain
Wonder and desire
I need you
Love and pain
Never never again
Never again
Stop my pain
Your lies in my head
Your silence on my heart
I feel your breath
All my thoughts are
Breaking down
Far away from you
Far away from me
Again
I need you
Love and pain
Wonder and desire
I need you
Love and pain
Never never again