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Aj kvragu kad svi pišu nešto o sebi...

• Ajd pa da napišem nešto o sebi... Rođena sam jednog kišnog dana 2.11. davne nam 1989.g. u to su doba zidovi padali, kuće se gradile, a ja sam plakala i jela po cijele dane(o divna vremena, kamo ste nestala?!) i danas 7.09.2006.g., dakle gotovo 17 godina poslije otvaram ovaj blog i smišljam što da vam kažem o sebi... Meni bitne osobe me zovu Pepi... ili Kuna... Moje nick je oduvijek little black widow ili samo widow...pa me zovite kako vam drago.Dakle moja vam je škola jedna užasna... često zvana prokleta... Ne volim ju, isto kao što ne volim ni sol, ni sunce, ni bijeli kruh, ni pop, ni lazanje... Ali zato ima puno stvari koje volim: volim jednu vjevericu, volim svoju dragu Ami koja ima tajni blog, volim more, volim mrak, volim kruškovac s mlijekom i opijanje prije dirtya u Močvari. I dirty u Močvari. Ah, da i Močvaru općenito.Psihički sam jako nestabilna. Postoje 2 moguća uzroka: glazba koju slušam(tako bar tvrde moji roditelji) ili moja škola... možda kombinacija? Ma tak nebitno... Volim jako raznoliku glazbu i jako puno bendova pa počnimo: Smashing Pumpkins, Children of Bodom, In Flames, Ill Nino, Judas Priest, DevilDriver, Slayer, Tool, Depeche Mode, Dark Tranquillity, Opeth, Wintersun itd
  
  

The words that aren't mine but say what I mean perfectly

• Smashing Pumpkins
  Stand Inside Your Love
  
  You and me, meant to be
  Immutable, impossible
  It's destiny, pure lunacy
  Incalculable, insufferable
  But for the last time
  You're everything that I want and ask for
  You're all that I dream
  
  Who wouldn't be the one you love?
  Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
  Protected and the lover of
  A pure soul
  And beautiful
  You
  
  Don't understand, don't feel me now
  I will breathe for the both of us
  Travel the world, traverse the skies
  Your home is here within my heart
  And for the first time
  I feel as though I am reborn in my mind
  Recast as child in mystic sun
  
  Who wouldn't be the one you love?
  Who wouldn't stand inside your love?
  
  And for the first time
  I'm telling you how much I need and bleed for
  Your every moment
  Waking sun in my time
  I'll wrap my wire around your heart and you're mine
  You're mine forever
  
  Who wouldn't be the one you love? (And live for)
  Who wouldn't stand inside your love? (And die for)
  Who wouldn't be the one you love?
  
  
  Opeth
  "Credence"
  
  Deserted again.
  You speak to me through the shadows.
  Walking in closed rooms, using cold words.
  Captured by the night.
  The yearning escapes from my embrace.
  
  Strange silhouettes whisper your thoughts, scream your sadness.
  And they all turned away,
  unable to face more of this death.
  
  Credence in my word.
  Written in dust, tainted by memories.
  I confess my hope, recognize my loneliness.
  
  Your laughter weeps the truth.
  Push me into corners.
  Confirming the epitaph of my soul
  and displaying the once unknown KARMA.
  
  
  Dark Tranquillity
  "Through Smudged Lenses"
  
  Let none be themselves
  turn of the century lies not within the others
  turn on the watchful eye
  the blindness ends tonight
  shelter for the shattered in unison we strive
  dore to disassociate and cut the binds that tie abstractualize further
  to the ends of facts and foe
  will it out of meaning as silence speaks the truth
  
  I want to hear your scream
  I want to see you stand atop the patheon of fiction
  and your failure grasping for a hiding place among indifferent stones
  a brief reflection it sets the soul apart
  no selection
  it tears our world apart
  
  These walls are protecting us
  Burn them to the ground
  This haven of refuge
  Burn it to the ground
  So smudge the lens a little
  muffle the voice phase out of sound a while and let it go
  citizens of choice in a twilight world of your design
  left to our devices we stumble on
  
  Burn it to the ground
  No firewall will save you
  Burn it to the ground
  Take me to the keep and bare the darkest void
  thousand fold the agony of silenced screams
  Alone tune right out of static
  exorcise the dark how else can we move on
  
  
  Children of Bodom
  Bed Of Razors
  
  I see the candle light burning in your
  eyes, flareing up my eyes in flames
  On this pitch-black summer night...
  of passion and pain
  
  The razor caressed my flesh
  and my arms turned red, I feel a vast desire
  Years of pain are flowing down my arms.
  Sweet, red, warm stream you drink, make me released
  Give me your hand, let me make you feel the ease,
  in the bed of razors we bleed together...
  
  I feel the fire burning in my heart,
  I see it sparkling in your eyes
  The blaze you're feeding more and more
  
  The razor caressed your flesh and your arms turned red.
  I feel your vast desire
  Tearing pain is flowing down your arms.
  Sweet, red, warm stream I drink to make you released
  Holding your arms, cherish this composure,
  in the bed of razors we sleep together, forever...
  
  
  Blackmore's Night
  "25 Years"
  
  25 years since I woke up trembling
  25 years since that terrible dream
  I could see that the world was crumbling
  Nothing is ever as it seems
  Tried to run but my feet were frozen
  Tried to scream but there was no sound
  In my head voices echoing
  Girl you should know better by now
  
  Long ago, Far away…
  In the mist of yesterday
  And you tried so hard to save me
  How do you save someone from themselves
  All those years, wasted wishes
  Drowning in the wishing well…
  25 years since I woke up trembling
  25 years since that terrible dream
  I could see that the world was crumbling
  Nothing is ever as it seems
  
  
  Wintersun
  "Sadness And Hate"
  
  Sad night, the weeper of starwind sky
  Take me where the shimmering lights are fading out
  Through the shadows of hate and through the fires of grace
  I followed the voice in the night, beautiful as black sky,
  But nothing I found
  
  My thoughts are captured by the magical chants
  Of the spirits, but I cannot see them with these dead eyes
  Lost I am in these dismal streams
  Lost I am forever in my life
  
  The snow is falling on the withering leaves, I am left in the cold
  The shadows are crying in the moonlight
  Is this night the last of my life
  
  Have we arrived from our journey, I must ask you now
  At last I can cry, 'cause these sad words are calling me tonight
  My eyes bleed for you my star, my pride and the love of my heart
  But why did you had to fly so far, I raged and it tore me apart
  I promise to you with sadness and hate
  Wherever I might go, you will know...
  
  I give my life to the withering leaves
  To the bleeding moonlight
  To the crying shadows
  I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU
  
  
  In Flames
  "Discover Me Like Emptiness"
  
  I run this world alone
  A song stuck in my mind
  Are you feeling alright?
  Don't mind if you ask me once
  
  Discover me like emptiness
  A defense for a broken heart
  Still offers a smile to the world betrayed...
  
  Always close to the drop
  Disappear with yesterday
  Cure this dream that makes me fall
  
  Blame me...
  Escape me...
  Ss you walked away
  Tie me...
  For my sake
  To the dream that haunts you
  
  Could never stand the middle
  Want to go far and further
  But something drags me down
  Shapes me...
  Forms me... into dillusion...
  
  As I bank other options
  Make this picture distant
  Signing off
  Leave me alone
  I blur you into... the never...
  
  69 Eyes
  Forever More
  
  Been a while ever since
  The wildest of the winds
  Been whispering
  About you again
  Been a while ever since
  The wildest of winds
  Started whispering
  About you again
  
  Feel my heartbeat
  Like it's just begun
  Feel my heartbeat
  On this endless run
  Feel my heartbeat
  Forever more
  Feel my heartbeat
  Feel my heartbeat
  Like it's just begun
  Feel my heartbeat
  On this endless run
  Feel my heartbeat
  Forever more
  Feel my heartbeat
  Once more
  
  Been a while ever since
  I let it shine in
  Been wandeing
  without you within
  Been a while ever since
  I let it shine in
  I've been wandering
  Without you within
  
  
  Theatres Des Vampires
  Never again
  
  I miss your skin
  I miss your hands on me
  In my bed your scent
  
  But as a dream it fades away
  I scream your name
  I cry my tears again
  
  I need you
  Love and pain
  Wonder and desire
  I need you
  Love and pain
  Never never again
  
  Never again
  Stop my pain
  
  Your lies in my head
  Your silence on my heart
  I feel your breath
  
  All my thoughts are
  Breaking down
  Far away from you
  Far away from me
  Again
  
  I need you
  Love and pain
  Wonder and desire
  I need you
  Love and pain
  Never never again