wtf?!

He...he...
ewo me doma, danas nisam išla na prva tri sata jer je pitaala...pa se malo usro jazaliven a na kraju nije ni pitala...tako da...

Neznam zašto...ali danas se osijećam mrvicu bolje nego inače. Umorna ali...opet nekako čudno... Neznam.. jučer smo moi Schembi i ja krenule na kick4fun i mogu reć da imamo dugoročne planove što se tiče toga. Baš je bilo...odlično... doma išle crknute i mokre, a večera je bila 2 andola da se spriječi boolna upala mišića koja obično kod mene slijedi nakon što samo dignem nogu! I tako...danas ja u školi prepričavam svoje doživljaje...i mogu reć da sam se full ufurala... a i nekako mi se činilo da su mi noge već mršavije... Ma samo mi se pričinilo... ali ja..tip sam osobe koja je FULL lijena..i jedino što radim to je spavanje i jedenje. učim-njami, gledam tv-njami, pričam na tel-njami stallno. Kad mi je dosadno-đir do frižidera... i bilo mi je potpuno nemoguće zamislit da sam punih sat vremena u pokretu bila, osim kad sam ostala bez daha..morala sam stat... ali Schembi mi se full trudiokiss pohwale!! Mislim da se čak i zbog toga bolje osijećam...he..

I tako...malo sam zalutala... onako izgubila se svojim mislima. Čudno...neznam šta mi je? trenutno ono što me boli mi nekako daje snagu! koma...
neznam...bezbroj mogućnosti...samo što ih zapravo nema...
Mislima da sam napravila jedan korak naprijed, a onda se opet uhvatim u onom trenutku kad svoju bol pretvaram u neispunjivu maštariju, budna sanjam da ublažim bol koju nosi ova realnost... neznam...
VRTIM SE U JEBENOM KRUGU...opet..a trenutno ne mogu van...il ne želim?!
Neznam...ne vidim...


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jedna sasvim obična cura... a možda i nisam?! jedinstvena?! ...vrlo neodlučna... Realnost je sranje...zato maska i služi...
Volim se zajebavat, izlazit, plesat, cugat, bit sa frendovima, SMIJAT SE (kad sam to u stanju) ali volim i samoću... onaj neuhvatljivi trenutak kad mislim da shvaćam ono što mislim... volim tišinu u svojoj glavi...mir...volim sve što me čini sretnom...znači malo toga...

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Sam0 žIvIm0 iZ dAnA u dAn i sVaKi SaN dAvNo NeSta0 je IzbRisSan… K0ga dA PitAm BrAtE, tKo ćE mI dAt 0dg0v0rE rEci bIl0 šTa 0sIm Da jE m0gL0 biTi g0Re!!


When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
but If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fi
x you


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<p>Sanjala sam noćas da letim krilima anđela, <br />
da letim k tebi....<br />
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Noćas...anđeli će plakati,
a moje oči će krvave suze liti...

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U svijetu bez vremena i granica
bez tebe sam se našla...
lutam putevima ništavila...

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bEaUTIfUl....

Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one kiss and I’m
alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so
beautiful

Just one touch and I’m on fire
One
touch and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to
die
’cause you’re so beautiful


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One day I'm gonna forget your name
and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain
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The Funeral of Hearts

Love's the funeral of
hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of
hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining
upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was
the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so
vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of
hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of
hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying
in
All the troubles and fears you’ve for years tried to
forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were
like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond
divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The
last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a
question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On
flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating
me from you...


Every night every day
I tell my heart to forget you and to move away
Not to break anymore
But, oh, no matter
What I say
You're so deep in my mind
There's no way to leave this love behind
It used to be
I believe I could go on and find someone to
Rest upon anyone, anyone
Soon I found
There was no other
There you are
Framed against the sky
You are my life and I pray for when
You will be mine!
I see the rain in the sky
And I see your face
Through every tear that I cry
Whith every breath and every sound
I can hear another voice and swear that you're around
And every word is clear
'Cause I know
The memory won't let go
Until you're mine!
Who's to say what lives in the past
Who's to say that love won't last
Time's been standing still
Waiting so patiently until
Until that one day when
When I will have you...
To love again...?!

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