život je pun čudnih stvari..........

Bas kao sto kaze naslov nemogu izdrzat bol, a ni nemogu je izbrisati jer je prejaka. Zasto sam ga nakon toliko vremena morala vidjeti? Nije mi jasno, a pogotovo mi nije jasno zasto ga jos uvijek volim..........
Stvarno patim, srce samo sto se ne raspadne u milijun komadica, ali nikako ga nemogu zaboraviti, njegov pogled, njegov osmjeh, njegove usne na mojima, njegov zagrljaj........Zasto mi to radis? Stalno mi je ON u mislima, ne mislim ni na sta drugo nego na njega i nas. Stalno sam u depri zbog njega, iako se to inace ne vidi na meni, svi bi rekli da sam sretna......Ali iznutra nisam sretna, ali na neki nacin i jesam, jer ga stalno vidjam, iako mi to para srce, vise sam voljela dok ga nisam vidjala, jer nisam mislila na njega ali sada stalno mislim na njega, danonocno.

KELLY CLARKSON LYRICS

"I Hate Myself For Losing You"

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, oh
I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you
(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you
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