WHISPERING FOREST

gore u naslovu je opisano kak se trenutno osjecam a razlog je zato sto sam vjerovatno povrjedio jedinu osobu do koje mi je stalo i koju volikm,na koji nacin i kako nije vazno...vazno je to da sam nenamjerno svojom gluparijom napravio sranje...mogu misliti kako je njoj sada....skroz sam mislio i njoj govorio koliko se promjenila a i nas odnos jako se promjenio....a nikad nisam razmisljao dali sam ja za to kriv,bio sam jako sebican mislio sam samo na sebea ne na njene osjecaje...kako je lako izgubiti sve vazno a potraga za tim traje vjecno a to tek sada shvacam i samo se nadam da ce mi oprostiti.....evo tu sada pred svima je trazim oprost....

I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?

eto prode jos jedan vikend i to jebeno radni aaa kak to mrzim jucer sam radio skoro do 8h navecer i danas (jebena nedjelja do 17i30) za popizdit ali aj sta je tu je,sad eto odmaram slusam mjuzik i tak lapim ko inace...vidim nikog nema svi se odmaraju nakon vikenda hehe pa cu i ja malo =)
neznam sta da pisem vse preumoran sam za pisanje aj svee vas pozdravljam i tak to sve sto spada u tu kategoriju....

Roll the window down
This cool night air is curious
Let the whole world look in
Who cares who sees anything?
Im your passenger
Im your passenger

Drop...these down
Then...put them on me
Nice...cool seats there
To cushion your knees
Now to calm me
Take me around again
Dont pull over
This time wont you please
Drive faster!!!

Here I lay
Just like always
Dont let me
Go...

We made it through September
lust & dying embers
Tell me is that all we were
Now look at what we've done
Look at what we've become
What three words will do

...and you said
I won't be there when you fall
I won't be there when you break down


Dark Haired Girl
Where did you go?
In this broken world
You left me alone



Like frozen leaves
We are falling
On to the soil so barren and cold

The rays of sun
No more warming
Our hearts now so cold

Through this field
Of the withered flowers
We go still one more time

The hidden beauty
Forever gone
The river's frozen once again

So came this time
When moonlight blackened my heart:
I can't stand this pain

The chain is broken
It's tearing open my scars:
I want to feel the flame...again

The shine behind
The frozen stream
Reminds me of your eyes

The spark of hope
Still in my heart
Shall dreams become true under the ice?

eto doslo vrijeme za novi post...

My heart would burst for you
If that would make things right

I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring
Starting over doesn't look so bad this time

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold

Only shadows and impressions
Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you whole

a u kurac zast imam inspiracije za post samo kad me netko naljuti? (u 99% slucajeva) a zato sada nemam pa ono nesta BZVZ da napishem tek toliko da bude novi post...eto kod mene nea nisht novo...osim sto nema jos plache puj jebem ti firmu takvu kaze u petak ce bit da bit ce ak nebude plaja u petak mamu mu jebem........eto sad tu slusham OPETH i lapim ko otvorena konzerva..hm sta da radim jebemu....neam volje za nisht...
a nist odo lapit dalje...

I saw her shadow (standing) in the darkness
Awaiting me like the night
Awaits the day
Standing silent smiling at my presence
A black candle holds the only light

Darkness encloses
And the candle seem to expire
In her cold, cold hand
And as a forlorn soul
It will fade away

Touching her flesh in this night
My blood froze forever
Embraced before the dawn
A kiss brought total eclipse

And she spoke
Once and forever
I am so cold
In mist enrobed the twilight
She was standing...

Hm...slusam ja mjuzu jel (pojacano naravno do jaja)...pustio DVD od Deftonesa....i ono bila tu sujeda jedna sa starom...i tak ja ono izlazim iz sobe i pita ona mene Mario jel ti sebe chujes?....ona je mislila na nesta drugo no eto dala mi je ideju za post...kazem ja kao bolje da se necujem....pta ona zasto...hm... tak ja razmisljam ono...i bolje je da nechujem kakve gluparije pricamo...bolje bi bilo da malo prvo razmislim sta cu reci,a ne reci neku glupost...a i za koji kurac da trosim vrijeme na gluparije?...Uglavnom ono poanta svega je pokusajte nekada malo se poslusati sto govorite?...nekada ljudi izvale takve besmislice da je to neznam ni opisat....ja se uglavnom iskljucim totalno kada se vode neki glupi besmisleni razgovori....

Then I saw a river fall from Heaven rain
Mistakes on me
Then I saw your mother shoot your father
Killed herself the same

Blow it all away
Get the gun out,
Load the bullets
Shot that fucker in his head

Petak jebeni a ja moram sutra radit aaaaa mrzim to,sad tu lapim pred kompom i slusam Tapping the vein,zderem kikiriki i pijem najbolje pivo na svijetu =) Heineken...nema nikog na msnu...ni na icq.....dosadno ko i obicno....evo lyricsa trenutacne pjesme....

Butterfly

What Am I?
I Wish I Was A Butterfly I'd Fly And Fly
Until It Was My Time To Die
It's Creeping In Again
I Know What I Really Am
No More Pretty, Purple,
Peaceful Butterfly

Simple Life
If I Were A Butterfly
I'd Fly And Fly
Until It Was My Time To Die
Its Creeping In Again
I Know What I Really Am
No More Pretty, Purple,
Peaceful Butterfly
Come See The Blood That's In My Bed
Come Hear The Things
That Nobody Talks About
Shut Up You Mouth
Shame On You Shame On Me

Look At Me
I Wish I Was A Honey Bee
Anything, Anything Other Than
The Things I Have Been
I Slip Out Of My Skin
So I Don't Have To Do It Again
But Just A Passing Thought
And Your Filth Is Seeping In

Come Scrub My Hands
They Won't Come Clean
Come Sit With Me
While The Walls Press In On Me
Shut Off That Light
Shame On You. Shame On Me.

You don't bleed like I do
You don't feel what I do
You don't live in this awful place
You don't know the darkness like I do


Idem sad spavat idem rano ujutro raditi jebem ti posao e da imam novi msn ID tak da stari vise ne vrijedi novi je

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You can survive or you can die - either way you lose

Evo doslo vrijeme za novi post,eto danas opet nista posebno,malo mi dosadno i usamljen sam jer je Ksenija otisla doma preko vikenda...nedostaje mi....sad eto malo ubijam lose osjecaje s najboljim prijateljem (glazbom).....sad cu malo posjetiti neke blogove naravno da vas pozdravim i vidim sto mi radite....da vidim sto ima novog kod vas....I dont wanna be alone,feels like im torn appart and i cant bleed.....

evo da i ja nesta naskrabam nakon dugo dugo dugo vremena,nemam bas nesta volje za pisanje a ni vremena u zadnje vrijeme....ali eto nisam nikoga zaboravio =) ....evo bas slusam A Perfect Circle i Tool..
I tak malo lapim i odmaram...nista pametno se nije dogodilo...eto ukratko ono imam novu tetovazu kao sto ste vec primjetili...i tak i dalje sam veliki ovisnik o glazbi...evo moji ludi hrčci se igraju i prave pizdarije =).....da svida mi se jako novi album od My Dying Bride...A Line Of Deathless Kings...
ako niste poslusali obavezno ga poslusajte....i eto nista pametno kod mene i dalje...mrzim ovu jebenu hladnocu ocu proljece aaaa mrzim i jake vrucine pa ono proljece mi nekako najbolje.....a volim ja i jesen u biti najvise ali ajd malo dok naviknem na hladnocu....evo upravo sam skinuo najstrasniji horrorac koji sam ikad gledao iz 1981 The Howling....STRAVA JE!!!! imao sam 5-6-god kad sam ga gledao sad imam 23 a ipak ga postujem jos uvijek ono kao naj horror ikad !!! O vukodlacima je =) ....
eto toliko od mene za sada laku noc svima i pokusat cu sto cesce pisati =)