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četvrtak, 13.04.2006.

VALENTINES DAY


14og. veljače, Valentinovo, bez sumnje je najznačajniji dan u umjetnosti Mariyn Mansona. Manson svojim obožavateljima šalje virualne darove na svako Valentinovo od 2000. godine. 14og. veljače 2000 novu verziju pjesme od Charles Mansona Sick City (o vezi između Marilyn Mansona i Charles Mansona pročitajte The Lamb Of God .com) koja je puštena preko MarilynManson.com. 14og. veljače 2001. webstranica This As Valentines Day .com je postavljena s naslovnom stanicom magazina Time na kojoj je bila Marina Oswald, ruskinja, žena navodnog JFK ubojice, Lee Harvey Oswalda, 14og. veljače, 1964. Nakon klika na Marinu otvori se deseto poglavlje Mansonovog nedovršenog romana, Holy Wood, što do sada još nitko nije vidio. 14og. veljače 2002. Manson je putem svoje stranice objavio u svom dnevniku dvije snimke njegove mačke Lily White, s naslovom Sve vas volim sa svim svojim srcem (I Love You With All Of My Heart) (koja oslikava Lily dok liže mljeko iz zdjelice na kojoj je naslikano srce) i Voljeti ću vas do smrti ( I Will Love You Until I Die) (koja oslikava Lily koja sjedi na karlici od kostura koji je logično zaključeno mogao biti isti kostur o kojemu je Manson pričao u intervjuu u listopadu 2000. s Chuck Palahniukom da ga je dobio na sastanku OTO-a u Engleskoj. I za kraj Manson nam je dao prvi pogled u The Golden Age Of Grotesque 14og. Veljače 2003 s naslovom u njegovom dnevniku Valentinovo nam donosi novi okus eonizma s prvom slikom novog benda i video The Mechanism Of Desire koji dokumentira njegov novi imidž na celuloidu.

U kontekstu Triptych-a Antichrist Superstar, Mechanical Animals i Holy Wood (In The Shadow Of The Valley Of Death), kada je objavljen Antichrist Superstar 8og. listopada 1996. prva pjesma na albumu, Irresponsible Hate Anthem, zabilježena je kao snimka uživo 4 mjeseca u budućnosti 14og. veljače 1997. Na albumu Holy Wood pjesma Born Again je također zabilježena kao snimka koja je snimljena 14og. veljače 1997. Iako nije posebno naglašeno I Want To Disappear s albuma Mechanical Animals počinje s uvodom "Ladies and Gentlemen, Omega & The Mechanical Animals" što bi značilo da su sve te tri pjesme snimljene uživo 14og. veljače 1997. U glazbenom smislu sve tri pjesme su dosta slične čak i u riječima pjesama. Sve tri pjesme imaju kontradikorne teme kao i u Američkoj kulturi, portretiraju oličenje licemjera i površnosti. 14ti. veljače, 1997. predstavlja početak kraja za Omegu i The Mechanical Animals, a to je trebalo da bude završna faza evolucije Marilyn Mansona(Omega predstavlja kraj 'The End'). Trenutak spoznaje kada ADAM konačno shvati da je postao sve ono što je mrzio.

Unutar priče u Triptych-u, ADAM (prvi simbolični i idealni muškarac, autobiografski opisan kao Manson) koji je odrastao u ovom svijetu sa idealizmom i mržnjom prema licemjerju i površnosti koja ga je tlačila i natjerala ga da stvori revoluciju. Ali tek kasnije njegova revolucija je prodana i pretvorena je u proizvod koji se prodaje i reklamira i on sam postaje tim i nema više povratka. I na kraju izložen iskušenju i zaustavljen postaje ono što je i sam mrzio. Mechanical Animals je u smislu dva albuma u jednom; pola pjesama otpjevao je Marilyn Manson, nevin, osjetljiv pod utjecajem svijeta oko sebe a drugu polovicu pjesama odsvirao je fiktivni bend Omega & The Mechanical Animals, koji je površan, iznad svih ostalih, seks bez emocija i himne o drogi su ono u što se je pretvorio idealizam i osjećajnosti. "Režeš sve svoje prste i zamjenjuješ ih za novčanice"("You cut off all of your fingers, trade them in for dollar bills") dok u protivnom Mansonova polovica albuma se bavi unutarnjim konfliktima i podjelom ideala. Revolucija je rasprodana, druga strana albuma na kojoj svira Omega & The Mechanical Animals doslovce baš to ilustrira. Površnu rock zvijezdu u koju se ADAM pretvorio, kao crveni protezni prsti na mjestu gdje bi trebala biti ruka koje je on izrezbario i gdje bi njegova revolucija trebala biti.

Riječi svih triju pjesama daju nam neke natuknice o transformaciji ADAMA i o onome što je on postao i njegovo razmijevanje istog.


Neodgovorna Himna Mržnje (Irresponsible Hate Anthem): Ja sam jedan od najboljih u Americi, prodat ću vam samoubojsto, Ja sam to totalitaran imam pobačaje u očima("I am so All-American I'd sell you suicide, I am totalitarian I've got abortions in my eyes"), morbidna i fascinantna američka kultura u kojoj se smrt obožava a nasilje je nova religija. "Mrzim mrzitelja, silovao bih silovatelja, ja sam životinja koja neće biti što je" ("I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper, I am the animal who will not be himself"), osobno proturiječje, ostao je bez svojih ideala.


Želim nestati (I Want To Disappear): "Pogledajte me sada, nemam vjere, pogledajte me sada, tako sam prazan, pogledajte me sada, bio sam djevac, odrastao sam u kurvu" (Look at me now, I got no religion. Look at me now, I'm so vacant. Look at me now, I was a virgin, Grew up to be whore"), ostvarenje površnosti i kvarenja, "Jučer, čovjek, bio sam nihilista, a danas mi je jebeno dosadno" ("Yesterday, man, I was a nihilist, now today I'm just too fucking bored"), idealizam i revolucija su stavljeni na stranu i zamjenjeni su seksom, drogom i televizijom.


Ponovo rođen (Born Again): "Ova slika je slabašna u svom lijepom, lijepom okviru" ("This art is weak in its pretty, pretty frame"), površnost Omege; "Ja sam majmun s krivo napisanim imenom" ("I'm a monkey with a misspelled name"), Marilyn Manson; "Ja sam netko drugi, ja san netko nov, ja sam netko tko je glup baš kao i ti... Ponovo ću se roditi" ("I'm someone else, I'm someone new, I'm someone stupid just like you.... I'll be born again"), nagovještenje transformacije u Antikrista Superzvijezdu.


Ukratko, 14. veljače prestavlja dan, predstavu, (konvergenciju i tri dimenzije koje povezuju Triptych),trenutak spoznaje da revolucija koja je započeta da bi se promjenio svijet postaje marginalizirana u drugi proizvod i zamjenjuje idealizam za zadovoljstvo, spoznaja ADAMA da je postao licemjer kojeg je želio ukloniti kad je bio mlad i ambiciozan. Ako pogledamo što još predstavlja Valentinovo (Valentine's Day), također licemjerna spoznaja koja u biti ima puno smisla.


Valentinovo je dan za ljubav i zaljubljene, najdraži kapitalistima, televizijskim kućama poput Hallmark-a. Taj dan je izabran jer kao i SVI ostali kršćanski praznici uzet je iz paganske religije kako bi se kršćanstvo brže proširilo svijetom. Čak i Božić, naprimjer, je izabran kako bi se slavio kraj prosinca, i zimski solsticij, jedan od najvažnijih poganskih i astroloških dana u godini. Valentinovo se pak podudara s Rimskim praznikom koji je 15. veljače, Gozba za Lupercaliu. Noć prije svečanosti, koja se održava u čast Februata Juno, rimska božica seksa i plodnosti, dječaci bi izabrali papirić na kojemu je pisalo ime djevojke koju će pratiti na tu svečanost, nadajući se da će se zaljubiti drugi dan i vjenčati, zato se danas i izmjenjuju čestitke na Valentinovo.


U odnosu na tada, ovo što mi slavimo, samo je licemjerna farsa; poganski rituali su zasjenjeni i zaboravljeni čim se je kršćanstvo raširilo. Anton LaVey, Mansonov saveznik isto je o tome govorio i rekao je da je to krščansko idiotiziranje poganskih običaja kako bi mogli pružiti kršćanstvu vlastiti opstanak.


Taj dan je dobio ime po Sv. Valentinu, svećenik, kojeg su mučili (prvo su ga istukli zatim mu odrubili mu glavu) 270. nakon Krista, po naređenju rimskog cara Cladiusa II. Odrubili su mu glavu jer se vječavao po kršćanskim pravilima, što nije bilo dopušteno, Claudius je bio protiv toga, a to je bilo prije nego što je Rim preobraćen na kršćanstvo. Ovo je još jedna licemjerna strana tog praznika. Ubijen je jer pomagao drugima da izreku ljubavne zavjete, tako da na ovaj praznik ljubavi mi slavimo njegovu smrt. To nije neuobičajeno za katoličku crkvu, da se sjećamo i slavimo nekog sveca po načinu na koji je ubijen, baš kao što ljudi danas vješaju raspela s Isusom po zidovima svojih kuća i oko vrata, rastegnut preko raspela a baš tako je izgledala i rimska naprava za mučenje. Još jedan svetac koji ovdje spada je Sv. Apollonia. Kršćanska mučenica iz 249. nakon Krista kojoj su drobili i izbijali zube s klještima, mučili je da se odrekne Isusa Krista. Danas katolička crkva slavi je kao sveticu zubobolje.


"Live like a teenage Christ,
I'm a Saint I've got a date with suicide,
Mary, Mary, to be this young is oh so scary"


"Živi kao tinejđerski Krist,
Ja sam svetac imam sudar sa samoubojstvom,
Mary, Mary, biti ovako mlad je zastrašujuće"

Ovo je više manje koncept po kojem je Manson zamislio Holy Wood. U toj izmišljenoj zemlji Holy Wood (Sveta Šuma) smrt je ono što stvara zvijezde a nasilje je nova religija, sveci te nove religije su mrtve zvijezde o tome smo dobili natuknicu na albumu Mechanical Animals u pjesmi Posthuman. Dok je trajala turneja Guns, God & Government , Manson je obukao papinsku odoru i kapu, pjevao je ispred oltara na kojem su bili odljevi njegove glave a sa sastrane su visjele tapiserije sa prikazima svetaca: mrtve zvijezde kao Elvis, James Dean, John Lennon, Marilyn Monroe, i Charles Manson, i još neki koji možda nisu mrtvi ali su poznati po tome koga su ubili. To je stvarno stanje, da nas se dublje sjećaju u smrti nego u životu. I ako ste poznati i ako vas ubiju u javnosti biti ćete besmrtni kao i Isus Krist, tako je sa JFK-om i John Lennononom. Ovo je značenje koje se krije iza Mansonovog Celebritarian, da se naša religija zasniva na smrti; pijemo vino koje predstavlja krv i tijelo kojim se hranimo koji je poput zajedničkog podmetača; ideja Celebritarianizma, proždiranje poznatih osoba kako je demonstrirala i prva poznata osoba, Isus Krist. Više na: The Lamb Of God .com and Celebritarian.com.

Valentinovo: slavimo ljubav kroz smrt. Jer u Americi si slavan po gdje kako i kada si umro, tko te je ubio, tako se pune novinski stupci.


Pošto nas se ne sjećaju dok smo živi, sjećaju nas se kada umremo. Ako umremo kao mladi mučenici značimo im puno više mrtvi nego što bi ikad da smo živi jer:


"WE DON'T WANT TO LIVE FOREVER, AND WE KNOW THAT SUFFERING IS SO MUCH BETTER."

"NE ŽELIMO ŽIVJETI ZAUVIJEK, ZNAMO DA JE PATNJA PUNO BOLJA."

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GREAT BIG WHITE WORLD
In space the stars are no nearer
They just glitter like a morgue
And I dreamed I was a spaceman
Burned like a moth in a flame
And our world was so fucking gone

But I'm not attached to you now
Nothing heals and nothing grows

Because it's a great big white world and we are drained of our colors
We used to love ourselves, we used to love another
All my stiches itch
My 's low, I wish you were queen just for today
In a world so white what else could I say?

And hell was so cold
All the vases are so broken
And the roses tear our hands all open
Mother marry miscarry
And we pray just like insects
The world is so ugly now

Because it's a great big white world and we are drained of our colors
(chorus repeat)

LONG HARD ROAD OUT OF HELL

I want to fly into your sun
Need faith to make me numb
Live like a teenage christ
Im a saint, got a date with suicide

Oh Mary, Mary
To be this young is oh so scary
Mary, Mary
To be this young im oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

Spin my way out of hell, theres nothing left this soul to sell

Live fast and die you too
How many times to do this for you?
How many times to do this for you?

Mary, Mary
To be this young im oh so scared
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell
I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

You never said forever, could ever hurt like this
You never said forever, could ever hurt like this

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Long hard road, out of hell

I wanna live, I wanna love
But its a long hard road, out of hell

Sell my soul for anything, anything but you
Sell my soul for anything, anything but you


COMA WHITE
Something is cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
(coma):
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
(coma):
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
(chorus repeat)

APPLE OF SODOM

I found the center of fruit is late,
It is the center of truth today,
Cut the apple in two,
Oh, I pray it isn't true,

I found the center of fruit is late,
Is the center of truth today,
I cut the apple in two,
Oh, I pray it isn't true,

I've got something you can never eat,
I've got something you can never eat,
I've got something you can never eat,
I've got something you can never eat,

I drained my heart and burn my soul,
I trained the core to stop my growth,
I pray to die in space,
to cover me in snow,
to cover me in snow,
cover me in snow,
I'm dying, I hope you're dying too,
cover me in snow,
I'm dying, I hope you're dying too(7x)

Take this from me, (hate me, hate me,)
Take this from me, (hate me, hate me,)

1, 2, 3, he is a speed bump mannequin,
1, 2, 3, he can't move just stand still,
1, 2, 3, he is a speed bump mannequin,
1, 2, 3, he can't move just stand still,

I've got something you can never eat,
I've got something you can never eat,
I've got something you can never eat,

DOWN IN THE PARK

Down in the park
Where the machmen meet the machines
And play `kill-by-numbers'
Down in the park with a friend called `five'

I was in a car crash
Or was it the war
But I've never been quite the same
Little white lies like "I was there"

Come to "zom-zom's" a place to eat
Like it was built in one day
You can watch the humans
Trying to run

Oh look there's a rape machine
I'd go outside if he'd look the other way
You wouldn't believe
The things they do

(CHORUS)
"We are not lovers
We are not romantics
We are here to serve you"
A different face but the words never change

Down in the park
Where the chant is "death, death"
Until the sun cries morning
Down in the park with friends of mine

CRYPTORCHID

Each time i make my mother cry an
angel dies and falls from heaven
when the boy is still a worm it's hard to
learn the number seven
but when they get to you
it's the first thing that they do
each time I look outside
my mother dies, I feel my back is changing shape
when the worm consumes the boy it's never
considered rape
when they get to you
Prick your finger it is done...
the moon has now eclipsed the sun...
the angel has spread its wings...
the time has come for bitter things...

THE LOVE SONG

the bullet: "i've got a crush on a pretty pistol
should i tell her that i feel this way?
father told us to be faithful
i've got a crush on a pretty pistol
should i tell her that i feel this way?
i've got love songs in my head that are killing us away"

the father: "do you love your guns?" (yeah)
"god?" (yeah) "your government?"
"do you love your guns?" (yeah)
"god?" (yeah) "your government?" (fuck yeah)

the bullet: "she tells me i'm a pretty bullet
i'm gonna be a star someday
mother says that we should look away
she tells me i'm a pretty bullet, an imitation christ
i've got love songs in my head that are killing us away"

the father: "do you love your guns?" (yeah)
"god?" (yeah) "your government?" (fuck yeah)

GET YOUR GUNN
Goddamn your righteous hand
I eat innocent meat
The housewife I will beat
The prolife I will kill
What you won't do I will
I bash myself to sleep
What you sow I will reap
I scar myself you see
I wish I wasn't me
I am the little stick
You stir me into shit
I hate therefore I am
Goddamn your righteous hand
Goddamn, goddamn (oh, lord)
Goddamn, goddamn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I throw a little fit
I slit my teenage wrist
The most that I can learn
Is in records that you burn
Get your gunn, get your gunn
Get your gunn, get your gunn
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
I am the vhs
Record me with your fist
You want me to save the world
I'm just a little girl
Pseudo-morals work real well
On the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements
And goodguy badges
Don't mean a fuck to me
Get your gunn, get your gunn
Get your gunn, get your gunn...get

VODEVIL

I wake up everyday on
The wrong side of the bed
But I won't lay down on the floor
Like I'm the whore in your head
Call me a failure
Pretender, sex-offender, infector
Say I killed all my friends
And I deserve to be dead.

Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand

I won't pull out I just came
I want all of the blame
your love is tin, faith is thin
No concept of pain, right to complain
All you fagazines, senile teens
Jaw me black ball me
Deejay yourself away and turn your back
It will be easier to stab

Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand

VIP ADD TRD violent shiny hate crime
"Total Requested Dead" it's
Version point (less) downloadable suicide.
The only ones left standing are the ones not demanding
This isn't a show, this is my fucking life
I'm not ashamed you're entertained
But
I'm not a puppet
I am a grenade
I'm not ashamed you're entertained
But
I'm not a puppet
I am a grenade

Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
Kiss baby kiss
Bang baby bang
Suck baby suck
It's Vodevil
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand
This isn't music and we're not a band
We're 5 middle fingers on a motherfucking hand

LAMB OF GOD

There was Christ in the metal shell
there was blood on the pavement
The camera will make you god
that's how Jack became sainted

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god
nothing's going to change
nothing's going to change the world

There was Lennon and a happy gun
There were words on the pavement
we were looking for the lamb of god
we were looking for Mark David

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god

Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
the world

it took three days for him to die
the born again could buy the serial rights
lamb of god have mercy on us
lamb of god won't you grant us

Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
Nothing's going to change the world
nothing's going to change
the world

If you die when there's no one watching
and your ratings drop and you're forgotten
if they kill you on their TV
you're a martyr and a lamb of god
nothing's going to change the world

MECHANICAL ANIMALS
We were neurophobic and perfect
the day that we lost our souls
machines that wished they were human
If they cry they will rust
And I was a hand grenade
That never stopped exploding
You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in god

I am never gonna be the one for you
I am never gonna save the world from you
But they'll never be good for you
Or bad to you
They'll never be anything
Anything at all

You were my mechanical bride
You were phenobarbidoll
A manniqueen of depression
With the face of a dead star
And I was a hand grenade
That never stopped exploding
You were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in god

I am never gonna be the one for you (chorus repeat)

This isn't me I'm not mechanical
I'm just a boy playing the suicide king

ROCK 'N' ROLL NIGGER

And the world spreads its legs....
And the world spreads its legs
For another fuckin' star!
'Cause I AM the all-american Antichrist.
I was made in america,
And america hates ME for what I am.
I am YOUR shit.
You should be ashamed of what you have eaten.
I'm a rock & roll nigger!
Baby was a black sheep.
Baby was a whore.
Baby's gotten big,
And baby's getting bigger.
Baby got somethin'.
Baby want more.
Baby, baby, baby was a rock & roll nigger.
How do you like the world around you?
Do you like what you see?
How do you like the world around you?
Ready to be....

[Chorus:]
Outside of society,
Waiting for me.
Outside of society
Is where I wanna be.

Baby was a black sheep.
Baby was a whore.
Baby got big,
And baby's getting bigger.
Baby got a gun,
Got her finger on the trigger.
Baby, baby, baby was a rock & roll nigger.
[Chorus]
Nigger.
Rock & roll nigger.
I'm a rock & roll nigger.
This is your world in which we grow,
And we will grow to hate you.
We will grow to hate you.
We will grow. We will grow.
We will grow to hate you.
[Repeat]
1-2-3-4!
I was lost in the valley of pleasure.
I was lost in the infinite sea.
I was lost and begging for pleasure.
And this world is waiting for me.
Jimi Hendrix was a nigger.
Jesus Christ and grandma, too.
Brian Warner (what a nigger!)
Nigger, nigger, nigger nigger nigger!
[Chorus Twice]
Yeah! Yeah!
Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you!
FUCK YOU!

COMA BLACK

[ a) EDEN EYE ]

My mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
I didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny bloodclot
I picked at it
it never heals it never goes away

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I would have told her then
she was the only thing
that I could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away

This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay
This was never my world
you took the angel away
I'd kill myself to make everybody pay

I burned all the good things in The Eden Eye
we were too dumb to run too dead to die

[ b) APPLE OF DISCORD ]

Her heart's bloodstained egg
we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding
and we can never repair

ASTONISHING PANORAMA OF THE ENDTIMES

The boy's got a head like an atom bomb
Hang him from a cross like the number one son
And he's been waiting so long
To get it on
The boy's 15 but he's 16 gauge
Wants to break out from his Jesus cage
He's already torn out the last page
It's the "latest rage"
Violence for the people
They always eat the hand that bleeds
Violence for the people
Give the kids what they need
Kill your god,Kill your god
Kill your TV
The boy's purified by the quitter gods
Burning up his cross like a revelation
And his glass jaw opens
Like a puppet head
This is what you should fear
You are what you should fear


LUNCHBOX

Next motherfucker's gonna get my metal

On we plow
The big bully try to stick his finger in my chest
Try to tell me, tell me he's the best
But I don't really give a good goddamn cause
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well
I got my lunchbox and I'm armed real well
I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
I wanna be
So no one fucks with me
I got the pencils in my pocket, try to put me down
Wanna go out, gotta get out
To the playground, gonna throw down at the playground
I wanna go out
Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker gonna get my metal
Next motherfucker
Pow pow pow, pow pow pow, pow pow pow, pow pow pow
I wanna grow up
I wanna be a big rock and roll star
I wanna grow up
So no one fucks with me


MAN THAT YOU FEAR

the ants are in the sugar
the muscles atrophied
we're on the other side, the screen is us and we're t.v.
spread me open,
sticking to my pointy ribs
are all your infants in abortion cribs
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
pray until your number,
asleep from all your pain,
your apple has been rotting
tomorrow's turned up dead
i have it all and i have no choice but to
i'll make everyone pay and you will see
you can kill yourself now
because you're dead
in my mind
the boy that you loved is the monster you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
(I am so tangled in my sins that I cannot escape)
pinch the head off, collapse me like a weed
someone had to go this far
I was born into this
everything turns to shit
the boy that you loved is the man that you fear
peel off all those eyes and crawl into the dark,
you've poisoned all of your children to camouflage your scars
pray unto the splinters, pray unto your fear
pray your life was just a dream
the cut that never heals
pray now baby, pray your life was just a dream
the world in my hands, there's no one left to hear you scream
there's no one left for you

THE NOBODIES
today i am dirty, i want to be pretty, tomorrow, i know i'm just dirt
today i am dirty, i want to be pretty, tomorrow, i know i'm just dirt

we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

yesterday i was dirty, wanted to be pretty, i know now that i'm forever dirt
yesterday i was dirty, wanted to be pretty, i know now that i'm forever dirt

we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are
we are the nobodies, we wanna be somebodies when we're dead
they'll know just who we are

some children died the other day, we fed machines and then we prayed
puked up and down in morbid faith, you should have seen the ratings that day

MISTER SUPERSTAR

Hey. Mr. Superstar:
"I'll do anyhting for you"
"I'm your number one fan"
hey mr. porno star, I, I, I, I want you
hey mr. sickly star,
I want to get sick from you
hey mr. fallen star,
don't you know I worship you?
hey mr. big rock star,
"I wanna grow up just like you"
I know that I can turn you on
I wish I could just turn you off
I never wanted this
hey mr. superhate,
I just want to love you
hey, hey, hey mr. superfuck,
I wanna go down on you
hey mr. supergod,
will you answer my prayers?
hey, hey, hey mr. superman,
I want to be your little girl

[chorus]

hey mr. superstar,
I'll kill myself for you
hey mr. superstar,
I'll kill you if I can't have you
superstar, superfuck baby...

SPADE

The beauty spot was borrowed and
Now my sweet knife rusts tomorrow.
I'm a confession that is waiting to be heard.

Burn your empty rain down on me
Whisper your deathbeat so softly
We bend our knees
At the altar of my ego

You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there's still traces of me
in your veins
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there's still traces of me
in your veins

All my lilies' mouths are open
Like they're begging for dope
And hoping
Their bitter petal chant,
"We can kick, you won't be back."

I'm a diamond that is tired
Of all the faces I've acquired
We must secure the shadow
Ere the substance fades

You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there's still traces of me
in your veins
You drained my heart
And made a spade
But there's still traces of me
in your veins
And we said 'til we die
And we said 'til we die