MY FATCS AND FANTASY

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those who watch there backs meet death from the front

When mothers slit the throats of their own children to drink thir blood; then will you know my hatred.
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Abandoned - Ensiferum

Sing for your tears
a song of the hatred
No one can hear
'cause your life is forgotten
I want to give my life to you
but my will is tied with puppet strings
I am fighting and screaming alone
inside this empty room
They let you down, threw you in the rain
They let you down, sent you away... without a name
The night is dark when you're alone
and sometimes it can be so cruel
The rain keeps falling on me so coldly
'cause your wishes didn't come true
Nothing seems real anymore
as I dive into the sea of lies
I don't understand this sorrow
that keeps me sane

Hero In A Dream - Ensiferum

A witch read from the palm of his hand
that his life would turn into darkness
and alone he would face all demons
from his past that he tries to forget
An elder king warned of the dangers
that lie in the valleys of north and
his only change was to find his shadow
so he had to set forth

He is the man who travels in the land
of dragons and magic spells
He rides in the winds of fire and snow
and he rules the forest of elves

Slash of the golden sword
a flash in the burning night
Curse of the evil lord
He is fighting for his life for the last time

Oh such beauty in time, but it's just external
He cannot see the truth with his eyes, so he is bound by a lie

The snow starts falling in paradise, as he gazes at the stars
He will be born again in the sky, when the night turns into a dawn

On the way to the ancient castle of time
he will soon be damned by rage
so that his pride could betray him
when it's time to set him free
The tears in his mind had to be pushed aside
as he walked through the gates
He will never die
'cause he is truly a Hero in a Dream

Token Of Time - Ensiferum

Harvest the field of time
with the old man's scythe
The narrow path of the chosen one
reaches beyond life

I set sails for the ageless winds
No fear of dying or a thought of surrender
I threaten every barrier on my way
I am bound forever with Token of Time

Among the humble people
Everything is torn apart
but I'm blessed with faith
and bravely I shall go on

Are thou the bringer of hope and joy
that I've waited for years
I shall fight to restore the moon
Wisdoms of time are carved on the sacred wood

Do thou possess spiritual powers
that would dispel all my fears
I shall not die until the seal is broken
Token of Time is trusted in the hands of the chosen one

Little Dreamer - Ensiferum

Once there was a boy back in time of the heathens
Day after day he just kept dreaming things that would make him weaker
His father could not make him see, that there is more than dreams
But he wouldn't listen to the words of his father, 'cause he's a little dreamer

Along his quest for solitude
A wise man came and told him to follow the stars

He ran to the forest with whirlwinds by his side
He's lost in this world of lies
Take him back where rivers flow upwards
He is the one who lives
under a moonless sky looking for time
Take him back where stars are shining bright

Far in the lands of icetop mountains far on the other side
pictures are appearing so serenely into my mind
Far in the lands of meadows of fire deep in forgotten life
memories are drifting away so silently from light

Along his path of misery
A wise man came and told him to follow... the stars
Little Dreamer...

Eternal Wait - Ensiferum

Over the Forgotten sea
Voice of angel is calling for me
Somewhere, where the mountains collide
That's where I'll find my new life

I have carried this burden so long for you
that nothing but sorrow I feel
I have let myself believe
that nothing would hurt deeper than the truth

Never has the wind blown like thousand years ago
Everything that I've known has left me on my own
Never have I felt the rain fall down like the burning flames
All I see is the face of eternal wait

I hear your silent cry
lost in the rainy night
No reason to live for
one reason to die for

I am the one who has fallen into the path of shadows
(and that road never seems to end)
I am the one who has drowned into the river of tears


Battle Song - Ensiferum

Hear the sound of swords fulfill the night
Feel the winds of death on your skin
See the arrows fly, flaming in the sky
Hear the screams of men, as they die

We won this battle with might and fearless hearts
We came and we fulfilled our prophecy
So now we shall march back towards our kingdom
With heads up high and glimmering eyes
we returned with our glory

Silence now falls upon this blood red field
Vultures feasting with the flesh of dead bodies
"This is a great moment for all of us
but now its time to head back home victorious"

Little Angel Charon

LITTLE ANGEL YOUR WORLD CAN BE SO CRUEL
I SET YOUR WINGS ON FIRE EVERY NIGHT
I SEE YOU CRY
PAIN, I TAKE IT ALL AND HAVE SOME MORE (TONIGHT)
FIRE, IT LICKS YOUR SKIN BUT HEART IS COLD
A HEART THAT NEVER BEATS JUST FOR HERSELF
LITTLE ANGEL YOUR WORLD CAN BE SO CRUEL
I SET YOUR WINGS ON FIRE EVERY NIGHT
I DIE FOR YOU EVERYTIME
I SEE YOU CRY
RAIN, I SHOWER IN HER DROPS OF TEARS (TONIGHT)
OH FOR OUR HATE, SHE CRAVED NO MORE BUT HAVE IT ALL
SHE TOOK SOME PAIN AND STARTED AGAIN
STARTED TO LOOSE HER LIFE BEFORE MY EYES
A HEART THAT NEVER BEATS FOR NO ONE ELSE


Sister Misery - Charon

Let my body burn,
Let my body swirl around you,
All around you.
Let me come inside,
Let me be a part of you tonight.
Come to taste my, come to taste,

All we cried comes crawling back before it burns my world,
Tonight, we'll sing our sorrow, sing our sorrow song.

Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die.

You don't need to cry,
I can show what it's like for you to spare you from this pain,
You're forever here, you're forever here in my heart,
And I love to die for you.

All we cried comes crawling back before it burns my world,
Tonight, we'll sing our sorrow, sing our sorrow song.

Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die, sing our sorrow song,
Take me tonight, sing our sorrow song,
Die sister die.

. :Sorrowsong : . Charon
THIS ALL YOU KEPT INSIDE
ONCE YOU GAVE IT ALL
SORROW AND DESPAIR
TOOK ME WHERE I BELONG
SHE WAS ALL I CREATE
SHE WAS ALL I CRAVED
SORROW AND DESPAIR
MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY

THIS WAY I`LL CHOOSE LIKE YOU
THIS HEART I`LL CEASE LIKE YOU

WHITE SHEETS AROUND
ROSE IN HER HAND
AND FACE ALIKE SHE NEVER HAD TO CRY
THIS ALL I NEED TO TELL
THIS ALL I HAD TO WEEP
TOMORROW COMES WITH PEACE
AND PEACE IS WHAT I NEED
INSIDE MY HEART IT RAINS
I CRAVE NO MORE TO SAY

THIS WAY I`LL CHOOSE LIKE YOU
THIS HEART I`LL CEASE LIKE YOU

WHITE SHEETS AROUND
ROSE IN OUR HANDS
AND FACES LIKE WE NEVER HAD TO CRY
RAIN FADES TODAY
IT RAINED ALL OUR LIVES
INSIDE OUR HEARTS WE NEVER HAD TO DIE



Dreaming Neon Black - Nevermore

Again it poured over me in waves.
When she left with them she said I must
break free from the dark. I tried to tell her
of their poison, she chose not to hear.
She was never seen again
Sometimes when I'm alone I still feel you
Your breath on my neck, you're still with me
And I'm still dreaming neon black
I wait for you, to taste your unknown world
The clock spins to time that must mean nothing
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence and fear
Sometimes I wonder where you are, can you feel my tears?
I never knew what changed you
Did they paint your dreams in pale shades?
I wait for you, you know you cannot hide
Division from within invalidates suffering
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence
I am a child of light living in your mind
The pain, the unknowing washes away in time
Until then will you meet me whenever I call to you?
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
and wash away my innocence
Meet me in the dreamtime water, drown
Shifting shaping currents flow in memory
swim through me
Meet me in the drowning pool of tears
And wash away my innocence
Meet me
My only cure won't you meet me?
In the drowning pool of fate the moon and the sun still wait
Won't you meet me?
I suffer silently for our love, the jester has lost his dove

Vampiria Moonspell

Vampiria, you are my destiny
My only love and true destiny
Vampiria...
You’re a beast, evil one
Above your head lays a star
In your heart is buried the jewel
Of a serpent who wished to die
Your red long tongue has her poison
And you will spread it as you breed
Conceiving the creed of all creeds
Vampiria, fly vampiria
In your eye burn, defying
All those who in silence sleep
In a city once named desire
Dreaming with the entombed dear
The lady has fallen in a blossom
Spread far away by undesirable winds
To females conspiring in gloom
Hiding your pearls from the pigs
So open your arms!
They were shaped as wings
A serenade of revenge draw on your lips
The sombre hill you’re staying in
Is now defined
And your star had start to shine
Depart now on your bright wings
The world envy
The skies have always seduced you
Precious queen
And you know your time has come
To fly away with me, so far...


Forever Stay - Darkseed

The hours are slipping by
i stare into the night
into my deep blue sea
of unforgotten memory
i paint your face
into my mind
and kiss your tears away
for me there's only you

i want you here, forever stay
my heart torn in two
i'll hold you close to ease your pain
'cause i feel it too

we are two souls in moonlit autumn nights
rebelling hearts on wings of gentle smiles
peaceful earth and star-filled skies
no demon, devil, ghost will make us cry

i want you here, forever stay
my heart torn in two
i'll hold you close to ease your pain
'cause i feel it too
forever stay and save the day
forever stay

Bittersweer - Apocalyptica

I'm giving up the ghost of love
In the shadows cast on devotion

She is the one that I adore
Queen of my silent suffocation

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I won't give up
I'm possessed by her

I'm bearing a cross
She's turned into my good

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet
I want you
(I'm wanting you)
And I need you
(And i'm needing you)

Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
Lost in the arms of destiny

Bittersweet

Deep Red- Apoptygma Berzerk
Deep red is blurring my eyes
I'll wait in the closet until tonight
I want you to explain your feelings to me
The blade on your skin is what matters to me
I would wait for you to scream and shout, but
You open your mouth, and blood runs out...

You open your mouth, and blood runs out

The knife cuts through her skin
And you're heart starts beating faster
You feel the pressure within
As you look into her eyes

An Erotic Alchemy - Moonspell

Queen of all my sleepless nights
For whose beauty i, faun
Have played my pipes, with heart
Queen in white silk, skin like milk
Horns of faun, lips of dawn

You are now honoured you with my presence
As I’m honoured by your sight
I crown your perfection
The predator in your breast, I devour

’tempted is now my light body’

From where it burns spirals of exotic scents
Rose, sandal, jasmine, all kinds of incense
Aged fragrances only dreamed of once
Dragons do dream far beyond the sense
We make love in the dusty throne
Of a modern sodoma

’come to me, step further into my nakedness
Caress me in your breasts of fire’
’breed my flame, have no fear or weakness
I welcome you in my hole of desire’

’have me now, prince, have me here’

Your beg still whispers in my ear
Daylight has broken into a strange nostalgia
Night tired candles seem like two lovers
Melt in a embrace of conspiracy

Between us there is this strange chemistry
But would you die for me?
Would you die for what I’ve longed to be?

’imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything,
With a dissolute imagination of the like which has never been seen,
Atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell
And kill me again or take me as I am,
For I shall not change.’
(de sade)
’breed of a nameless force, origin of our sin
We are as large as gods, we are their tragedy
We are the four arms of the solar cross
Lightning in incredulous faces the flames of uthopy’
Would you die for this

Dante's prayer - Loreena McKennitt

When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone

I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars

Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me

Then the mountain rose before me
By the deep well of desire
From the fountain of forgiveness
Beyond the ice and the fire

Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars

Breathe life into this feeble heart
Lift this mortal veil of fear
Take these crumbled hopes, etched with tears
We'll rise above these earthly cares

Please remember me
Please remember me, ...

She Is The Dark - My Dying Bride

A cruel sleep 'cross our land
All withered and dying
As they fall, the victims
They're dying a sad death
In our land, we lay down
And suffer again
A dark girl 'cross our land
Is pacing. Is preying
And with her, a fever
A marching black fever
No eyes see. No features
Just black form, suffering
You have her sympathy
You have her tears
She tries only to take
All your fears
The pain she feels
When she drinks your soul
Is hers to suffer
It is her toll
Believe me, she's helpless
When she curses our [signs your?] land
When she swallows light
It's not her hand
Poison awaits when you kiss her
Her heart cries out for you, for me
Untold misery is hers to serve
out for eternity
Out cold. Mankind will stay
forevermore if she gets her way
She can't help it. It's her curse
To sing your pain in her own verse
She is the dark
The nightmares you hide
The pain you feel
The suffering inside
Though she was like you
Through her dark past
But now, the conqueror
Her choirs vast
Oh, please forgive her
As mankind dies
As angels weep
And heaven cries

Dear Carniwhore - For My Pain

You threw your web right down on me
You suck my blood just to live
You're the black princess in the garden of grief
Eating me piece by piece
To be with you is like mouth full of spiders
Like needles under my skin
To sleep with you is like a bed filled by snakes
Something I can't resist
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I'm your slave... My dear carniwhore
You're the cocaine on my filthy mirror
Oh my god how I need you
Living in fear to be left alone
My lips turn to blue
I'm like a sheep among the hungry wolves
This is my sorrow blues
You're the poison in my veins
I'm just a fool in your game
In the prison of my own frontiers
Loneliness is my worst fear
Blinded by your heavenly smile
And my soul is the price
Oh, licking your bloody lips,
Smiling and sucking your fingertips
Oh, lash me with your whip
I'm your slave, for you I bleed


Dancer In The Dark - For My Pain

The only hope in this endless night
Is to follow you through the shadows of the deepest blue, away from the light
I hear your voice is calling me: "Don't be afraid"
But there's something deep inside of me
Forcing me to turn away*

Take my hand, don't turn away, I need you to stay
I know a place where the light and the dark can become as one
This loneliness is killing me
Is there a place we both can live?

You're the dancer in the dark*
You're the child of the light
You're the sinner of all time*
You're the saint with wings so white
You're the distant shape in the night*
You're all the innocence left alive
You're like tainted sun*
You're the star shining bright

Enjoy the fatcs
but don´t be
afraid to take
a chance
on
Fantasy