subota, 27.01.2007.
there is darkness all around...no light is to be found...I'm lost in a black world...
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Mourning for a lifetime, a past now buried within,
A time when things were simple, no need for useless sin, Tear drops slowly staining, porcelain cheeks naive, For love and all its sorrows, I'm left alone to grieve. Bitter soul so tortured, ripped from useful mind, Now subject to disaster, which I can only hide behind, Pinned beneath my cravings, breath I fight to take, Imagining my memories, of a time I thought was fake. Broken soul controlling, now all that I perceive, Leaving me to rot, with paranoia to achieve, Shaking from the silence of a past now faded deep, An unmistakable conquest for regret to slowly reap...  da...neznam baš kaj da pišem...osim da baš i nisam dobre volje zadnjih per dana...neznam zakaj... a i stalno mijenjam raspoloženja...ono...neznam...sama sebi sam čudna...al dobro nadam se da nem takva vani... ajd ništa ljudi sve vas pozdravljam... |
srijeda, 17.01.2007.
It aches in every bone, I'll die alone, but not for you...My eyes don't need to see that ugly thing, I know it's me you fear...If you want me hold me back...
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evo i ja pišem novi post...iako neznam kaj da pišem...da da pomirila sam se s dafčom...
i tako...neznam kaj bi napisala... pa ide pjesma...  al ne od nekog izvođača nego ovako... jedna vampirska...  sin of a vampire... Is it a sin that I desire you this much in such an unnatural way? Is it bad that i'm longing to touch your throat where I see the blue of your vein? I'd like nothing more than to feel the taste of your fresh blood pulsing into my mouth to feel the final beats of your heart before they gradually fade out Is it wrong for me to touch your cheek and pretend I just want you in flesh? Would you run from me if you knew what I want? Would you allow me to fulfill my request? Would you be frightened if I were to hold you and bend your throat to my mouth? Would you scream as my teeth pierced your skin would you cry, would you pray, or simply black out? Are you wondering why you're so drawn to me why you're fallowing me into this alleyway have you noticed yet that you can't ascape and you'll never again see the light of day? But ah, I should have asked this before because now darling, you're merely a bloodless corpse. |
četvrtak, 04.01.2007.
The worst is over now and I can breathe again...
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evo ja se javljam...prvi put bum stavila na blog malo slikica...al ne mojih mračnih...nego ovak...
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