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06.08.2007., ponedjeljak

Sami poceci pakla

Uklopila sam se u osnovnu skolu.Imala sam puno prijatelja i bila sam koliko toliko popularna u svome razredu i generaciji.
Iako mi to nije prestavljalo veliku vaznost,svejedno nisam voljela biti u centru pozornosti jer sam se tako morala sve vise i vise truditi prikrivati svoje osjecaje i razmisljanja.Bila sam prava povrsna fufica.Iako to nisam ja...nikako i ne volim takve umisljene cure koje misle s pola mozga.
Bila sam odlicna ucenica sve do...I kako sam vidla da me postepeno moje emocije nadvladavaju to sam vise i vise patila.I iskreno,divim se sama sebi sto sam imala umijeca skrivati toliko jake emocije.I znam da sad ovo se cini ko samo puka baljezganja,ali ja stvarno nemam inspiracije pisati,ali znam da moram...radi sebe...radi vas nekih...i ....

U ...sam se razredu ponovno posvetila prolasku s 5 i uspjela sam...Dobila sam profesore...ma znate kako to sve ide...druga sredina...itd.
U drugom polugodistu 5. razreda pocela sam se mjenjati i ubrzo je sve pocelo...napisat cu o tome neki drugi put...jer

sam neki dan popustila pred pritiskom ...nasla sam se sa starim drustvom...nalazim se s njima....i sve se skoro pa vraca...dim po dim trave i eto vec si na...jebenim sranjima...i nije pohvalno da sam popustila nakon svih vasih pohvala...al prekid s deckom baca me u ocaj...
pozz do sljedeceg puta...pozdravljam svoju best frendicu kojoj sam rekla za ovaj blog iako sam se trudila da niko koga znam ne zna za njega morala sam joj reci jer je skuzila da se malo mjenjam...

I JAKO JAKO MI JE ŽAO STO NE KOMENTIRAM VASE BLOGOVE,ALI JEDNOSTAVNO NISAM DOMA,STALNO SAM VANI I TREBAM MALO VREMENA DA RAZMISLIM O SVEMU...DO TADA...VELIKI POZDRAV OD TINE



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Good bey memories
From the past

Good bey day
Night grows fast

Good bey love
Hello pain

I lost my hope
But I suffer the same

Wishing on stars
For the angels
To take me away

Saying good bey to the body
But here it still remains






Iako zelim ostati anonimna mislim da trebate znati nesto o meni.
Imam 17 godina.Slušam rock,punk i metal.Ono sto mrzim je:umisljenost,laz,tracanje i narodnjake.No ne pada mi na pamet kritizirati nekoga zbog vrste muzike koju sluša ta osoba.Ne vjerujem u ljubav.Volim crnu boju...

LIFE IS A SHIT...WHEN YOU ARE IN IT!

my heart is broken into 10,000 thousand pieces or more
cause you hurt me so much
when i found out i wasn't your one true life
it was with someone else
i cried every day every night
cause i loved you so much
why does your heart get broken everytime you fall in love???
well you cannot back down to the one you found
you say you regret everything
should have thought about that when you threw me out of your mind

i should have listen to my friends
when they said you're nothing
it wouldn't last to the end babe
never thought it would
i thought you were different
bye my love forever i'll miss you
we'll you're in the past now
you cannot back down to the one you found
you say you regret everything
should have thought about that when you threw me out of your mind
you're out of my life now



And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change [4x]



Im talking out my hair
Im pulling at my clothes
Im trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Im staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
Im searching for the words inside my head

[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know youre worth it
Youre worth it
Yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
Id say what about you
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

It dont do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you
Whats on my mind
If aint coming out
Were not going anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

Whats wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble off
Like Ive got nothing to say

[Pre-Chorus]

Yes Im wishing my life away with these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say what about you
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
These things Ill never say





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