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Nick:ZIK ,ZRI-ZRI 
,LUDAAA ,...
Škola:3.e (već!!)
,jezična gim.(nažalost)
Mjesto:planet Zemlja
Hobi:divljanje :),pisanje,pjevanje,ukratko ludiranje
Vrsta glazbe koju slušam:rock,punk,metal...
Grupe:
¤LINKIN PARK¤
¤GREEN DAY¤
¤NIRVANA¤
¤HIM¤
¤RHCP¤
¤BULLET FOR MY VALENITNE¤
¤SCOPIONS¤
¤SUM 41¤
¤METALLICA¤
¤GOOD CHARLOTTE¤
¤PINK¤
¤EVANESCENCE¤
¤THE RASMUS¤
¤SOAD¤
¤AC/DC¤
¤GUNS 'N' ROSES¤
¤NIGHTWISH¤
¤MARYLIN MANSON¤
..........
¤EMINEM¤
¤50 CENT¤
............
*PRLJAVO KAZALIŠTE*
*URBAN¤
¤LAUFER¤
¤CRVENA JABUKA¤
¤HLADNO PIVO¤
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Volim:
~KONAVLE~
~prijatelje~
~Njega~
~sport~
~glazbu~
~tulumarenja~
~čokolino~
~slatkiše~
~dobre muške~
~20.09.~
~horoskopski znak djevice~
~aute~
~brzinu~
~ljeto~
~bubnjeve~
~plavu i crnu boju~
~starke~
~marte~
~tene~ =)
~smijeh~
~mir~
~iskrenost~
~pravdu~
~mobitel(e) - ne mogu trajat više od 1 god. u mene~
~mediće~
~čudne narukvice~
~tetovaže~
~Gabrile~ =)
Ne volim:
neke osobe
narodnjake
šminkere
rozu boju
većinu hrane
pokvarenost
sebičnost
radit ljeti
glupe razloge
učit
morske pse...brrrrr 
i wanna be ljude 
kundurice
ulizice
....
3 riječi kojima bi se opisala:otkvačena,društvena,pametna (valjda)
Ja sam ona što hoda svijetom
~*A da toga nije svijesna*~
Ja sam ona kojoj je ¤Zabava¤ glavna misao
Ja sam ona koja pokušava pronaći
~¤Svoje mjesto pod sretnom zvijezdom¤~
Ona koja gleda očima tinejđera,
~*A osjeća srcem djeteta*~
Ona kojoj je stalo do svakog
~¤Ali opet i do nikog¤~
Ona koja se želi snaći
-*-U ovom okrutnom svijetu-*-
-*-U ovoj magli gluposti-*-
-*-U ovoj magli nepravde i boli-*-
Ja sam ona koja *ne želi razumijeti*
Ona koja *-¤želi živjeti samo u svojem svijetu¤-*
Ja sam ona koja ¤-¤trpi bol¤-¤
~*-¤A smije se!¤-*~
*~DR¤G@~*
Pregažena po stoti put
Sklupčana stojim u kutu sobe
Krv mi teče niz lice
A ruke modre od boli
Savinula sam oko sebe
Tražim utjehu,al
Nema nikog tu
Nema nikog osim
~Tebe,tebe moje čuvarice
Stajala si,dozivala me
Pružila mi ruku
U očaju prihvatila sam te
I našla svoj mir
Sad sve gledam odozgo
I vidim patnju
Vidim ljude kako plaču
Al bol je prolazna
Zaboravit će se sve
~A moj će grob
Opet biti prazan
Ostat će samo riječi
¤Koje ti govore sve¤
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KUPU$@RKE
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2.C 
2.B
VINKA & BALICA
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NUMB
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
CHORUS:I've become so numb
I can feel you there
Become so numb
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more that I can take
CHORUS:I've become so numb
I can feel you there
Become so numb
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
CHORUS
When this began
I had nothing to say
And Id get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And Id let it all out to find
That im not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
When all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
Nothing to loose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find
That its not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to loose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything
Until I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
I wanna feel like Im somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
TEARS DON'T FALL-Bullet 4 My Valentine
Let's go!
With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
Let's go!
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?
There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Better!
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
THE POISON-Bullet 4 My Valentine
Now, is your time to die
We've gathered here to say goodbye
No, more, you'll cry
No reason left for you to fight
Feel, pain, no more
Emotions never felt before
Where, do, we go
We go, she'll never know
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
Hard, times, we always saw
There's nothing left of you no more
Fear, has, no place, no place
Cover her face
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight
Holding on to you!
Cover up her face!
Holding on to you... To keep from falling!
Holding on to you, to keep from falling
Your eyes are closing now
Another chapter's ending
This is our last goodbye (goodbye!)
This is our time tonight (goodbye!)
This is our last goodbye!
Under the bridge
Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way
Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away
ONE STEP CLOSER
I cannot take this anymore
I'm sayin' everythin' I said before
All these words they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
The less I hear the less you say
You'll find out anyway
CHORUS:Just like before
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cuz I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers are so clear
Wish i could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
CHORUS
Break,break,break,break,break,break
SHUT UP WHEN I'M TALKIN' TO YOU!
SHUT UP!SHUT UP!SHUT UP! 2x
I'M ABOUT TO BREAK!
CHORUS 2x
All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me) - B4MV
Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?
Oh yeah...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap
Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?
Oh yeah...
Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...
It's the best to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...
EEEEvo meeeee!!Jooooj otkad nisam bila odi!!!Ali imala sam nekih tehničkih problema s kompom koji zapravo nisu uopće bili nikakav problem!!!Ma..to vam je komplikated priča!!
Uglavnom počela je škola!!jupiii
Ah...to glupo stvorenje od škole!!Vratila sam se među one dosadne zidove,sjedim u onim dosadnim klupama...AHHHHHHHH!!!Dođi mi ljeto,DOĐI!!
Ljeto...ah to divno ljeto!!!Jes da je bilo malo-puno naporno,da se SVAŠTA izdogađalo,ali..hm..nećemo u detalje!!!
Sad upravo slušam AC/DC-baš su dobri!!!U zadnje vrijeme sam slušala neke nove,ali ipak stare grupe like The Who,ACDC,Pink Floyd,pa sam počela više slušat i Gunse!!Ludnica živa!!!
Maloprije mi je stara donijela novi dvd i printer,drama stari,sve sam brže-bolje raspakirala i montirala!!JA SAM MAJSTOR ZA SVE!!!
Kako sam se jednom zgodom ovo ljeto ...joooj-nikad više!!!Tetka me uhvatila svu tako..hm..veselu i naravno špijala staroj!!Ali ja se lijepo izvukla.Naravno ne pada mi napamet da to ponovim,bar ne još neko vrijeme,naučila sam ja svoju lekciju!!
Sad sam vam ono..znate kako se kaže...čista!!He-he
Sad mi je brzo i ROĐENDAN!!JUPIIIIIII!
ZA TOČNO 5 DANA!!JEDVA ČEKAM TAJ 20. I TU SRIJEDU!!Odlučila sam ekipu iz razreda pozvat na jeeeeedno veeeeliko piće da ih malo zagrijem HE-HE Nadam se da će sve ispast ok!!Iako još nisam uprav cijeli plan razradila!!Joooj,kak mrzim kad neam pojma kako ću,kuda ću itd.
Ali glavno je da ću se ja zabavit,ja se nadam,a i oni,naravno!!!
Danas sam dobila i prvu ocjenicu!!! Znate koju?Onu najbolju!!!!
5.... minus 4 =1!!!!!!!!!!!!Da,da!prva ocjena pa tako super!!!Glupa kemija!!Ustvari nije problem u kemiji nego u profi!Došla nam neka nova i misli da je popila svu pamet svijeta,pa mi je digla živce i ja joj lijepo otiđoh sa sata!!A ona mene danas zajedno sa još 2 legende pred ploču i BUM-TRES,stala mučit 
i dala nam nagradu za naše lijepo znanje!!
Ta glupa Dodo!!!Kako bi je šakom...uffffffffff!!!neću na nju tratit ovo moje dragocijeno vrijeme!!!!
Ali stvarno mi se ne da ić u školu!!Jučer sam okinula 3 zadnja sata,i sutra bi ali ne mogu-grrrrrrrrrrrrr......
A sad-ljubav!
Pa što da vam kažem.Sve po starom,valjda,možda,ma neam pojma!Nikad ja ni s kim na zelenu granu!!!Stalno neka sranja se događaju da više ne znam dje sam,kako sam,kuda idem...Ali aj nadam se da će sev dobro završit-nikad glavu dolje uvijek GOREEE!!
E da ne izostavim ja svog OGGYJA hehe!!pa niš,mali pao još jednom,ali još se drži gimnazije!Može on to!!!!Uspjet će...jednog dana A proljepšo mi se!Baš je krasan,s još malo-puno dužom kosicom,ima čak i maje brkove..ma super je!!!
Eto sad mi se stvarno prispalo,pa odo ja 
i onda na -hehe! Eto vas ljudine moje pa se..laku noć!
Sad malo pozdrava!
~mojoj baličikičici:MERICI (Insalatisime rio mare..),NIKOLINI (Ne plači crna ženo....Moje prvo,prvo pijaaaaanstvooo..
);MATEICI (brm,brm..vozimo se u plavom golfiću) i maloj LJUĆANKI ĐURĐICI (Ljuta tiho teče,Enzo nešto peče..)ˇ
~Joosi (riječi su suvišne),Marijeli (ljubi,ljubi,ljubi meeeeee..ako te toljagom po glavi...) ,Tei 
(debelo naše),Monki 
(Monika,Monika,Monika nije to usna harmonika...),Koosi (jesi naučila svirat SITNISAJZER),Maji (pazi kuda ideš)
~ludom Rashi-ozdravi nam brzo 
~mojem ludom dijelu razreda (2.e-Rules)-znate se da vas ne nabrajam sad
~busu no.25-NAJBOLJI SMOO!!
~mom rođu vojniku
~MOM "PRIJATELJU"
˛&
SVIMA,SVIMA,SVIMA koliko vas ima!!!!
Još malo da nadodam nešto,valjda će vam se svidjet!
*§*§*§*NIŠTA*§*§*§*
~Ono što nosim u sebi
Niti jedna misao ne može opisati
Ono što sad,trenutno osjećam
Nitko ne može objasniti
Jednostavno mi nije do ničeg
Krijem bol od svega
~ * ~
Ne želim biti ranjiva
Ali moram se pomiriti s tim
Da sam i ja samo ljudsko biće
Nisam stroj niti biljka
Već život koji je teško objasniti
~ * ~
Živim ono što neki bi voljeli živjeti
Ali u meni ipak sve puca
Sve me razdire,trga iznutra
Ta bol,bol koju ne mogu više trpjeti
Polako se izvlači iz ljuske straha
Polako izlazi i otkrit će se svima
~ * ~
Tuga koju osjećam neopisiva je
Zbog čega-ne pitajte me
Samo misli želim istjerati
Želim biti prazna
Želim osjećati ništa
Želim slušati ništa
~ * ~
Tuga koja me obuzima traži utjehu
Traži je u toj čaši magle
U toj tekućini nemira i istine
Pronaći je neće tu
Ali ipak se nada
~ * ~
A nada-to je ništa
Ona je jedna obična nula
Koju nitko ne prihvaća
Koju svatko odbacuje
Samo obična nula
Tako se osjećam,tako se vidim
~ * ~
No možda je bolje ovako
Riješiti se muke začas
Zatvoriti se u kupaonu
I jednostavno uzeti tu oštricu u ruke
I pokušati napraviti taj korak
Koji jest sebičan i kukavički
Ali bar se neću morati nositi s ovom boli
Koja je došla odnekud bez razloga
I ne mogu je se riješiti
~ * ~
Jesi li ti kriv?Ne znam,ali...
Ne vjerujem,sve je još tu..
Mi smo još tu,ja,ti
Sve je u redu,ali opet
Nije to to,nekako..osjećam se tako...
~ * ~
Sjedeći u kupaoni,skupljajući
Hrabrosti za to,razmišljam o svojim
Zadnjim provedenim trenucima s tobom
I razmišljam je li mi ovo pametno
Ma nema veze,ionako bi se ovo ponovilo
Za par dana,tjedana,sve dok...
Sve dok ne bi izvršila ono što ću sad...
§ ~ * ~ §
Sad je sve gotovo,život me napušta,polako
Malo boli,ali to je ništa
Ništa jer nakon toga mi i ostaje samo
~Jedno veliko NIŠTA!