Život ili smrt? Pakao ili nada?
Da li da nastavim ili da se vratim? Da li da umrem i oslobodim se svih patnji jednom zauvijek ili da nastavim živjeti u ovom paklu od mog života?
Rekla sam sebi: Požaliti ćeš! , i odlučila se vratiti. Dosta dugo je sve bilo u redu. No svojevremeno sam morala požaliti.
Posljednjih dana se nadam da ću se uskoro ponovno naći u takvom stanju, jer to je jedini način mog spasa. No ujedno me i strah. Strah, da ponovno odlučim isto; strah da ipak jednog dana u dalekoj budućnosti nema nade za mene; strah da ne postoje stvari koje su vrijedne mog života i moje žrtve .....
No, nije me strah smrti. Više me strah me života, onog što on donosi. Strah me da ću se (opet) žrtvovati uzaludno i kasnije ispaštati(-opet). Da neću naići na nadu; na spas; na život. Strah me da nema nade. -Jer, možda sam jednom i uspjela uzdignut se iz samog dna, al bih li mogla ponoviti to*? No ipak, ne znam dal više ima nade; ne za ljude poput mene.
26.10.2007. u 18:23 |
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