PA, OVAAAAAJ...
Vlasnik ovog bloga
ima krizu identiteta. Molim
vas da mi opravdate stalno
skakanje iz muškog u ženski rod.
I obrnuto.
Ali dobra vijest je da se stanje
polako stabilizira.
Nenormalna sam.
Ali ozbiljno.
I nikad neću odrasti.
I postati ozbiljna.
I gotovo sam sigurna da se nikada
neću ponašati u skladu s godinama.
Što možda i nije toliko loše.
Ili je?
Trebam izlječenje od sarkazma.
I od neobjašnjive potrebe pisanja neznam
i nemogu skupa.
U svemu vidim ironiju.
Nisam pesimist. Nisam ni optimist.
Zapravo mi je večinu vremena svejedno.
Koliko mi god ljudi objašnjavali da zapravo
imam osjećaje i nekakve emo faze,
ja im ne vjerujem.
Dakle, ne osjećaji!
Imam idole. I stvaratelje opsesije.
Obožavam djela Florie Sigismondi.
Baš su nekako mračna. I tajanstvena.
Zapravo me podsjećaju na moje snove...
Ili noćne more?
Bez romana Jane Austen bila bi normalna.
Dakle, i nju proglašavam svojim idolom.
Jer tko bi uopće želio normalnost?
Normalnost je precijenjena.
Ja uživam u svijetu izmiješanih vrijednosti
i apsurdnog humora.
U svijetu gdje vlada zakon onih koji su spremni
na dominaciju.
A ja jesam.
Oduvijek!
Volim filmove. I volim čitati scenarije.
I volim Petera Weira. I dead poets society.
I kraljicu prokletih. Ali razlog zaluđenosti tim
filmom je samo jaka opsjednutost Stuartom
Townsendom. Zbog čega me sram.
Frustriraju me hrvatski prijevodi filmova.
Ne samo filmova, i serija.
Stvarno imam problema s tim.
Sviram klavijature.
Više imam trenutke inspiracije i prosvjetljenja
u kojima naučim svirati neke pjesme koje su mi
poznate ali se nemogu sjetiti odkud.
I ovaj, skladam. Skužila sam da mi
najbolje ide skladanje gotičarskih pjesmica.
Jer zvuče tako.. hm.. klavirsko...Problem
je jedino u tome što nitko ne želi takav bend.
Kad razmislim, čak ni ja to ne želim.
Ali nema veze. Jer trenutno sviram u prpošnom
bendu Ljeto bez sifilisa, s jako izmješanom tematikom,
što je jako voljeno. Pjesme su jako
vedre i obožavane.
I vjerujem, ali stvarno vjerujem
da će od toga nešto biti...
Ovaj, opet sam jako zalutala, i
izgubila pojam o temi...
Što je odličan pokazatelj da
je vrijeme za odjavu...
Pa ono...
ODJAVA!
Naj knjiga: Ponos i Predrasude, Vampirske kronike
AFORIZMI:
Samo je jedan kutak svemira koji sigurno možete popraviti, a to ste vi sami.
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Smatram da je smijeh jedna od najozbiljnijih stvari.
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Ljudi opraštaju sve osim iskrenosti.
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Ludim se smatra onaj čija se ludost ne poklapa s ludošću većine.
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Duhovitost je drskost koja je stekla obrazovanje.
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Da biste birali izmedju dva zla, morate isprobati oba.
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Biti velik, znači biti neshvaćen.
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Čovjek se probija dok je mlad. Kasnije pazi da se mladi ne probijaju.
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Neki stalno govore o stvarima koje ih ostavljaju bez riječi.
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Osobina je genija, kao što je poznato, da opskrbljuje glupane mislima dvadesetak godina kasnije.
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Doktori imaju jednu veliku prednost; kada naprave grešku, oni je jednostavno pokopaju.
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Ako vašom glavom često prolaze pametne misli, to ne znači da se tamo i zadržavaju.
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Kad čovjek priseže na vjernost do groba, obično ne misli na svoj grob.
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Tko ubije jednog čovjeka zovemo ga ubojicom; tko poubija milijune ljudi zovemo ga osvajačem. A tko ih poubija sve zovemo ga bogom.
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Čitanje kvari vid. Nepismeni sigurno vide bolje.
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DISTURBED- "Forsaken"
I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see
I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
I'm over it
Why can't we be together
Erase it
Sleeping so long
Taking off the mask
At last, I see
My fear is fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only one
We walk amongst you
Feeding, raping
Must we hide from everyone
Everyone
Everyone
"Helena"
Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you
Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
"Vampires Will Never Hurt You"
And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart
And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?
And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul
[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?
And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]
I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise
Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)
Can you stake me before the sun goes down?
(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)
A PERFECT CIRCLE
The Hollow
Run desire run
Sexual being
Run him like a blade
To and through the heart
No conscience
One Motive
Cater to the hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacify this hungering
So grow
Libido throw
Dominoes of indiscretions down
Falling all around
In cycles
In circles
Constantly consuming
Conquer and devour
Cause it's time to bring the fire down
Bridle all this indiscretion
Long enough to edify
And permanently fill this hollow
Screaming feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
Feed me here
Fill me up again
Temporarily pacifying
The riddle stays veiled in sweet pandemonium
LED ZEPPELIN
"Immigrant Song"
Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
The hammer of the gods will drive our ships to new lands,
To fight the horde, singing and crying: Valhalla, I am coming!
On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.
Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
From the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
How soft your fields so green, can whisper tales of gore,
Of how we calmed the tides of war. We are your overlords.
On we sweep with threshing oar, Our only goal will be the western shore.
So now you'd better stop and rebuild all your ruins,
For peace and trust can win the day despite of all your losing.
MURDERDOLLS
"White Wedding"
Hey little sister what have you done?
Hey little sister who’s the only one?
Hey little sister who’s your Superman?
Hey little sister who’s the one you want?
Hey little sister shot gun!
It’s a nice day to start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
It’s a nice day to start again
Hey little sister what have you done
Hey little sister whos the only one
I've been away for so long (So long)
I've been away for so long (So long)
I've let you go for so long
It's a nice day to start again
Come on yeah It's a nice day for a White Wedding
And it's a nice day to start again!
Take me back home yeah!
And there ain't nothing fair in this world
And there ain't nothing pure in this world
Look for something left in this world
Start again
It’s a nice day for a White Wedding
And it’s a nice day to start again
it's a nice day for a white wedding
"She Was A Teenage Zombie"
Don’t know what I’m feeling or what I should say
On how my life changed
The day I stumbled on her grave
Not a necrophilliac, I guess I was bored
I just love to spend my
Time with a fresh embalmed corpse
Of course
[chorus]
She was a teenage zombie
She was a teenage corpse
She was a teenage zombie
Drop dead gorgeous that’s for sure
I took her to the movies
And I took her to the park
I took her in the back-seat
And that’s where she stole my heart
And then I walked her home
From our postmortem date
She took me by the hand and we danced upon her grave
[chorus]