trenuci dolaze i odlaze, samo uspomene ostaju
Stojim u vremenu ljepote, prolaznosti i ljubavi. Sve odmah ima smisla i otkrivena je posljednja slagalica jedne velike misterije. Napokon život ima potpuni smisao i ja uživam punim plućima. Duša koja se raspadala i utapala u tuzi, sad je cijela. Željela bi da taj trenutak traje dovijeka. Trenutak smirenosti, poleta, sreće i ljubavi.
Ovu je pjesmu napisao moj frend , a ona upotpunosti opisuje moje stanje.
I rose up from the ashes,
like a fenix after death.
I don't wanna die there is still hope,
a part of me that will live after death.
There is still time to fill the blackness of my soul,
there is still time to end this way of life.
It gives me meaning, it gives me hope,
to know there is life after death.
Psyhic death is what i need,
not the other kind I don't wanna bleed.
I see some light in front of me,
could this be real, or is it not just me.
I hear screaming i hear death,
I can feel it like my breath.
A horrible, black figure witch looks at me,
there is no way out of this missery.
Eyes full of hate, full of fear,
i can feel my end is near.
Something pulls me back,
away from all of this, a thing holding me by the neck.
there is hope, there is still time,
it's not blood it's wine.
It was just my imagination,
there is no death for me,
I'm here to stay and be.
this is my confession of me,
and my immortality.
I have a curse on my soul,
there is this thing in me there is a goal.
A higher purpose than this mortal life,
there is life and there is my knife.
there is hope, there is still time,
it's not blood it's wine.
It was just my imagination,
there is no death for me,
I'm here to stay and be.
this is my confession of me,
and my immortality.
I have a curse on my soul,
there is this thing in me there is a goal.
A higher purpose than this mortal life,
there is life and there is my knife.
I have commited suicide, and have been rosen from the dead,
It isn't for me to judge, that is it I'm off to bed.
I have a purpose in life now,
I have found the meaning of life, don't ask me how.
I live once again,
don't try to die unless you want to see my pain.
My pain is that of life itself,
don't die, just be yourself
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tiho kao vjetar bez pozdrava otišo si
Glupo mi je pretvarati se da nije ništa kad je!! Srce me boli kad se sjetim svega i ne shvaćam kako je završilo?!?! Mozak shvaća, ali srce neshvaća i ne želi. Bezbroj pitanja a nijedan odgovor. Dal sam ja kriva ili ipak ne?! Gledam te i pokušavam shvatiti što misliš ali ne ide. Želim te pitati al nešto ni ne da. Kad kod sam blizu ponestaje mi daha, srce kuca brže. Želim ti tolko toga reći da se jednostavno spetljam. Tada to ispadne krivo i tada sam preglasna ali slučajno. Daj mi priliku da me upoznaš, bar kao frendicu nećeš pogriješiti. Ne mogu ti gledati u oči jer sjaje nečim posebnim, a kad gledam izgubim pojam za vrijeme. Dok je trajalo bilo mi je lijepo. Osjećala sam se posebno, ali ti si me slomio!! Tiho kao vjetar si otišo bez pozdrava bez objašnjenja. Bilo ti je svejedno jer sam ja još jedan pijun na tvojoj šahovskoj ploči.. nisi onakav kakvim sam te smatrala. Istina boli to znam, ali ovako to nisam znala.
06.06.2007. | 09:27 |
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