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Opis bloga

Ak netko kaže da je #1 Bodom fan nek pomnoži to s bezbroj i dobit će mene.
I naravno o mojem životu.

Ako me netko treba u vezi bilo čega nek mi pošalje mail a može mi i poslat MSN poruku.Sumnjam da će netko...

Henkka kaže:
Zagreb was great, our catering girl took me and Roope to the city and showed all the cool stuff. The show was great, the fans were amazing, we never played in Croatia either, and it was mindblowing!!!!

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Henkka gleda prema meni

"I knew you never before
I see you never more
But the love the pain the hope O beautiful one
Have made you mine 'till all my years are done"

Without you
The poetry within me is dead

O MENI

Ja sam:

-2.razred opće gimnazije
-Živim u Zagrebu.
-Rođena sam 1.12.1989
-imam sestru
-Slušam metal.Najviše volim black,death,melodic death i power.
-Ja Children Of Bodom i ak ne dođu u Hrvatsku bit će

Ma neće me razočarati...i nisu 5.1.2006 dan koji ću pamtiti cijeli život.

My Pain Is Constant And Sharp and I Do Not Hope For A Better World For Anyone.
In Fact I Want My Pain To Be Inflicted On Others.
I Want No Escape.

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-ANGELS DON'T KILL

...I want no escape.)

I hear the first sets going by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharp is the pain leadin' through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart

What if you're an angel fallen from grace?
Yes, the fist that I hate
Pick me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss
The rips from my heart is showing me, how black it is!

Go!
Yeah I'll go!
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone!

I hear the first sets walking by
Watching myself slowly die
Sharpening pain leadin' through my heart
Slowly tearing me apart

When you appear, as an angel
looking me down, looking my way
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart?
Even though they say angels don't kill

Go!
Yeah I'll go!
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone
Go!
Yeah I'll go
It feels so cold
Yeah, I'm watching by
I'll die alone!!

-HATE CREW DEATHROLL

Hey! Don't tell us what you want,
cuz we don't give a fuck about you and your kind.
You! You better take a step back where ever the fuck you came from.
No! You ain't one of us and to be tag along you're too ugly and blunt.
Why?! Is it so hard to get that we don't need you, stupid cunt!

If you don't know how to resent one another,
to gain the new way of power,
it'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck
what you may think of us or what you may not.

Stop! Are you ever gonna stop tryin' to be on the way that we wanna go?
Fuck! It's pissing the fuck out of us when you don't understand the word
'no' !
Now, you're tellin' that you'll win the war that's only battled cuz you're
too dumb to die. That's right! You can take your war and shove it up your
ass, then close your eyes and say goodbye.

If you don't know how to resent one another,
to gain the new way of power,
it'll get to the point where no one gives a fuck
what you may think of us or what you may not.

We're hate crew, we stand and we won't fall...
We're all for none and none for all.
Fuck you! We'll fight til' the last hit
And we sure as hell ain't taking no shit!

FUCK YOU!

-WE`RE NOT GONNA FALL

They try to kicking and screaming is loud
Contagion break us apart
The life ..... hold you down
I'm sorry death might not be all
Another day of...and I...?
Pushing and screaming cause they found not daylight

Hey

Take my hand and fly
Whenever (we would try <------???)
Don't you be afraid
We're not gonna fall

Did you think I'd let you mix it up
Give me a reason bitch we're gonna fuck you up.

Hey

Take my hand and fly
Whenever (we would try <------???)
Don't you be afraid
We're not gonna fall
Do you believe in what we've got
Caught in one shot
We stand and ...
We're not gonna fall

Well you thought
You're acting authority
To slay, kill all minority
Together we stand tall
We''re not gonna cry, not gonna fall
Did you think I'd let you mix it up
Give me a reason bitch we're gonna fuck you up
..?
At the end we're standing up.

-LIVING DEAD BEAT

Once again waiting for the darkness,beat up
spun and scarred.Prepare for another war.
Day by day we decay.Sunlight get out of my way
Dig up youself from your grave.

Bad to the bone,raised in the gutter,
Not exactly a motherfucking role model.
To you looking down on me.
FUCK YOU BITCH!
Ain`t got time for the future or the past.
Live for the moment make it last.

As long as the twililght veils
The decadence we embrace
More then ones we love.
We`re ardent we`re burning down...

Not afraid of crying sorrow and foe
Not afraid of falling down bellow.
To the night recklessly we fly.
Like living dead we`ll never die

Stalling the sandman,fighting back
drinking like a madman,run away from the light to come
SHIT FALLS DOWN!
Sun comes up shining bright
Time to close your eyes...

Not afraid of crying sorrow and foe
Not afraid of falling down bellow.
To the night recklessly we fly.
Like living dead we`ll never die

As long as the twililght veils
The decadence we embrace
More then ones we love.
We`re ardent we`re burning down...

Not afraid of crying sorrow and foe
Not afraid of falling down bellow.
To the night recklessly we fly.
Like living dead we`ll never die

- Hate Me!

I was born in ashes of molten hatered
Raised by demons in abodes of the end
The Reaper's scythe I fall upon to light my path
Wrecked by mangled wounds of life
I have become become the resurrection of the Evil one
'Y know that I don't fucking care if I live or die

I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see

Ain't got respect for humanity
Never lived or wanted immortality
The Reaper's shadow I fall upon to obscure my path
Every day I'm being battered up until I bleed
You motherfuckas just leave me be
Ya could never give me cure for the pain I feel inside

I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see

I don`t give a fuck if you Hate Me!

Led by the Reaper I walk in the night
Show me the way to yer kingdom come

I believe in Armageddon, I've been baptised in alcohol
I'm enbodyment of Antichrist
I'm living for my own demise

I was born in ashes of molten hatered
Raised by demons in abodes of the end
The Reaper's scythe I fall upon to light my path
Wrecked by mangled wounds of life
I have become become the resurrection of the Evil one
'Y know that I don't fucking care if I live or die

I need a bishop preaching fire to get away with my sins
I despise everything I see

I don`t give a fuck if you Hate Me!

Led by the Reaper I walk in the night
Show me the way to yer kingdom come

I believe in Armageddon, I've been baptised in alcohol
I'm enbodyment of Antichrist
I'm living for my own demise

If you Hate Me!

-PUNCH ME I BLEED

From the reign I`ve built
Of shame and guilt
I go back and take a look,
At myself and what
I have done so far
At the bridge he`s lying waiting till light.

No Choice to go
Backward, Inward
Okay generous
You`re to cross the chamber.

Going down I walk, my way till now
Deep to the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life`s insanity

Battered up again
I`m going right inside
Curled up on the floor
Wonder ways to kill the pain and
What doesn`t kill you will only make you pissed off

Sweep back to kill
You can't make it go away
So let's, take a shot at me
Just when you punch me, I bleed

Going down I walk, my way till now
Deep to the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life`s insanity

No Choice to go
Backward, Inwards
Okay generous
You`re to cross the chamber

Going down I walk, my way till now
Deep to the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life`s insanity

-Touch Like Angel Of Death

a glance to my eyes, deep within reveals
this worn-out warrior's mind
i'm killing you by suffering
discomposure of a deepest kind

in the night i crave to feel your breath
and your touch like angel of death
in the dawn i'm in chains of beastial rage
and forced to make you dead

the chains get tighter around my throat
i can give you no love, only dead-lift of pain

in the dusk of evening i tuck you up with feather
forever i'll stand by your side
in the twilight of night i'm laughing
while cutting you hundred and thirteen times

can't you see i am evil, double-edged razor
child of eternal hate.
to torment you like a motherfuckin-whore
i'll make you cry forever more

i'd crawl through broken glass to you...
and your name is written in my very flesh
with the knife i'm still longing to use

in the night i crave to feel your breath
and your touch like angel of death
in the dawni'm in chains of bestial rage
and forced to make you dead

-IN YOUR FACE

GO!

Conflict, terror, hear the noise
You're in the edge of a nerve-racking force
Oh my god, here's a fight
Never siege, never riot, must defy

When you look at me, what do you see
Another trophy like a fuckin dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step inside
guess what i took your life/step back uncover your eyes ( cant get this line
yet)
insanity and normality (is/its) not What you call reality
What you will, always want
it was the day that you should die

I dont give a flying fuck motherfucker
I dont give a flying fuck motherfucker
I dont give a flying
I dont give a flying
I dont give a flying FUCK!

I'll never wait for the pain of death
with a bullet in my gun dont fuck over my shit
can you hold my crazy as I go
so fuck hypocrisy and fuck you too

INCOMING!

[CHORUS:]
Say one, more word
I double-dare you, BRING IT ON!
Its my world, you're in it
It'll take you down in a minute

You can alter your look
and diversify your rage
But the truth seems like a fist mark in your face

When you look at me, what do you see
Another trophy like a fuckin dead beat
Close your eyes, take a step inside
guess what i took your life/step back uncover your eyes (i cant get this
line yet)
insanity and normality (is/its) not What you call reality
What you will, always want
it was the day that you should die

I dont give a flying fuck motherfucker
I dont give a flying fuck motherfucker
I dont give a flying
I dont give a flying
I dont give a flying FUCK!

INCOMING!

[CHORUS]

-Lake Bodom

Get me some divison,
I called the dead by night to the god!
Allay the chaos!
Chains to my last victim!

Set up the lights on the way to the skies
Raising my sword to the lord!
calling your death in a black obsession,
the only way WOW!
RIGHT!

So wait for salvation
Coming to me!
Life to the saint,
Life for me!

Your lord,
who smashed this bloody god on earth,
is tonight by my side,
take me to the place to die for you,
and give me life in flames!

It's black after light,
An Odysee of the end,
A lord of chaos to be,
Searching my dreams of the lifes in my vision
It's a night of war, YEAH!

The son of the night was,
left to destroy
I wait now to destroy...

[SOLO]

Say,
why this bloody god on earth,
is always by my side,
Take me to the place where I die for you.

YAAAAAWWWW!!!.
The last song of hate
Is a song of my heart
tonight's gonna be,- yeah!
something wild!

-TRASHED LOST&STRUNGOUT

What you mean for the ? question of you
Trying to be kicking ass to help me ? after you know I never to go
Before I go high, I'm very down
You know I'm strong enough to get it again

You try to be on the way, not be trashed, lost and strungout
When together try something drug and you question me what's to coming out
Before I go high, I'm very down
You know I'm strong enough to get it again

Come on!

Maybe I ? fucking more, I turn to you
And trashed people asking my ? tell me where to fuck to go

Whatever getting to the point where cracking it you, nothing hard
trying to be some out of you
Let me down where you down below, to the ? you may go
Well, let me in, I raise my slavery well, for the not by your reflection
Forever I saw kiss you goodbye, so kill my soul and diction

Before I blow my needle ground
You me poor, I never return
Up and next you tell me what to go
And you know I'm strong enough to get it again

Whatever getting to the point where cracking it you, nothing hard
trying to be some out of you
Let me down where you down below, to the ? you may go
Well, let me in, I raise my slavery well, for the not by your reflection
Forever I saw kiss you goodbye, so kill my soul and diction

-Follow The Reaper

(Death be not proud,though some have
called thee mighty and dreadfull,thou art not so.)

Loosing the war I'm feining to win
though I never tried to to strive deep from within.

Life could be beautiful for anybody it's for,
but I'd swear this mothafuckin' shit is rotten to the core.

The portal has been past and it's
time to make a turn, to follow the reaper
until the point of no return.

When your blindly death-raying blade
sweeps the griefs and fears away.
I cross my heart and hope to die
thy freedom will be mine.

Sinking down in the ocean of severe emotions.
Grab a bottle to drink up the pain-reliefing potion.
But after all, that got boring too, so no matter
what happens, I couldn't give a damn or too.

The portal has been past 'til the
point of no return.
No more lines to cross,
no bridges to burn.

Now when your blindly death-raying blade
swept my griefs and tears away. I'd never go back
to cross that line.
I cross my heart and hope to die.

(I was only 21 when I died)

-NEEDLED 24/7

Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...
Before you judge me, take a look at yourself.
Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..

Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
it ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do

Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7

You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene.
I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree
to be better than another human being.

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7

Despite all the piety you`ve been consuming thus far
Hey,would somebody tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON???

And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7

(Death?What do you know about death?)

-SIXPOUNDER

Can you say what you can't do
In darkness of the eyes
The wrecking voice stain mirror
Awaiting the first sixpounder

I'm gonna show you battle
That's how the pain really is
A little piss to free you down
Like a spark resist you
Pounder!

War!
I refuse to be brought down by you
Praise is far away from what you do
Not only are you cranking up my brain
I'm meant to blow you away...666 (...pounder)

Hey, what you said, that darkest time
I try to live all right
Little bits away for you
That you try to persuade me by

Louder sixpounder!

Can you say what you can't do?
In darkness of the eyes
A little piss, to free you down
Like a spark resist you
Pounder!

War!
War!
I refuse to be brought down by you
Praise is far away from what you do
Not only are you cranking up my brain
I'm meant to blow you away...666

-Bodom After Midnight

(Hang on) got to go
Preview what they oughtta know
Keep your head down and fucking die
(Wake up) rise and shine
Gotta take another pint
Dig heads and watch out for the night
When the sun comes down and the moon comes up in the sky
The battle of the day and the night

(Kill, kill, kill) go fuck another one
Candlelight burns in a wood so high
On a carpet (flying high) take it down to the other side
The way beyond it may lie
When the moon comes up and is rescuing under the night
The reaper is on the other side, let's go

Bodom after midnight
Bodom after midnight yeah

-Warheart

(From now on we are enemies...you and I)

I'm an outcast on the path of rebound
Everything is frail, I desolate, crush, and burn
I have chosen darkness to be my guide
War is in my heart, death is by my side

[chorus]
Warheart! With no remains of compassion or love
Warheart! Hate your fellow as yourself

I have chosen night to be my guide
When the daylight strikes, I hide in my trench and die

[chorus]
Warheart! With no remains of compassion or love
Warheart! Hate your fellow as yourself

I'm the warheart, I'm dying to win the battle I live everyday
One for all and all for me, I'm an animal, better set me free

I'm an outcast on the path of rebound
Everything is frail, I desolate, crush, and burn
I have chosen darkness to be my guide
War is in my heart, death is by my side

[chorus]
Warheart! With no remains of compassion or love
Warheart! Hate your fellow as yourself

I'm the warheart, I'm dying to win the battle I live everyday
One for all and all for me, I'm an animal, better set me free

-Silent Night, Bodom Night

On the eve of their death
they are baptized
in the unholy waters of Bodom
With no hint of the torture awaiting
to greet them at the break of dawn

(For the Reaper wants more...)

When the calm is setting in
we'll watch it swiftly disappear
Too many years of silence
soon he's bound to reappear

The Reaper
is calling for you to come home
With the thrust of a switchblade
on the grip of a madman
And the waters of Bodom
turn a blood shade of red
As the Children Of Bodom
lake their last breath.

(And now decades later
on this haunted shore
we all better take caution...
for the Reaper wants more...)

- Children Of Decadence

Running under cover of the moonlight
shadow death row. At the night we're
running wild with no hope for tomorrow...
No tomorrow!!!

As we're walking through the fire,
that burns within us all. If ya wanna take
a glance to the blaze of pain, you'll never
be the same.

You wanna get closer and get a taste
of death? I know ya wanna fuck me down
til' I'm bleeding red. I couldn't care less,
I'll end up rotting in mud, so c'mon mothafucka
and gimme yer best shot.

You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need, we are children of
rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed.
Don't try to come to preach over us and
over me, we're children of decadence, we're
right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
we're mothafucking dying breed, we're dying...

We`re slowly dying...

All wrecked and fucked I wonder if this is the way
I'm supposed to go. But that is all I ever got, that
is all I'll ever get, so I just let it go..

As we're walking through the fire,
that burns within us all. If ya wanna take
a glance to the blaze of pain, you'll never
be the same.

You wanna get closer and get a taste
of death? I know ya wanna fuck me down
til' I'm bleeding red. I couldn't care less,
I'll end up rotting in mud, so c'mon mothafucka
and gimme yer best shot.

You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need, we are children of
rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed.
Don't try to come to preach over us and
over me, we're children of decadence, we're
right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
we're mothafucking dying breed, we're dying...

We`re slowly dying...

You wanna get closer and get a taste
of death? I know ya wanna fuck me down
til' I'm bleeding red. I couldn't care less,
I'll end up rotting in mud, so c'mon mothafucka
and gimme yer best shot.

You really thought you'd see through what
I am and what I need, we are children of
rebellion, we'll fight, we'll bleed.
Don't try to come to preach over us and
over me, we're children of decadence, we're
right, we're real, we will fight, we'll bleed,
we're mothafucking dying breed, we're dying...

We`re slowly dying...

- Everytime I Die

The faint blaze of the candle of my life,
slowly dying like a fire in a pouring rain.
No sparks of hope inside,
no shooting stars on my sky.
On broken wings, no flying high...

Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
cuz its gets more painful every time i die.

Out of strenght to fight.
I cannot take another night.
I cannot take it no more.
Lust of light slips through my fingers
like blood drips off my arms
Black candle wax has buried me...

Another night, another demise,
Cadaverous wind blowing cold as ice...
I`ll let the wind blow out the light
cuz its gets more painful every time i die

-Towards Dead End

No flickering light at the end of the path
Confront repressions of the past
Fear... Prevail... Insanity... Obey!
Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
No matter where I am, I'm alone
My dreams are shattered
into thousand running tears
The tears keep dripping down, down,
deep, down from my veins

I'm walking towards dead end I'm walking all alone
Two steps behind insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way throught this downward death row
Soon will be the time I have to go...

Little by little the end is drawing near
Another night and so little blood to spare
(Ya can hurt me... but ya can't possess me 'Y know...)

Kill me, hurt me, fuck me, rape me, you won't have me!

Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety,
No matter where I am, I'm alone. I'm crying outloud
the tears of blood I bleed, so fuck the world,
I'll go now, I don't care. (Who cares?)

I'm walking towards dead end, and I'm walking all alone
Two steps ago I past insanity
There's no starlight guiding my way out this downward death row
So now is the time I have to go

-Mask Of Sanity

I can't waste away, I'm slowly losing my way forever
Better raise your slave for me anymore
Daylight's sin inside, day's growing closer, wait for pain
I cannot wait another night to be alone

Voices are calling me, 'be my night!' this devil's sigh
Yeah, shadows are tainting me, yeah,
I know that only you can render pain

Peace of mind, you run away from me
So make me lose my mask of sanity

I can't waste away, I'm slowly getting my way forever
Better is what I used to feel alone
Shattered light's sin in taint, day's growing longer, wait for pain
I cannot wait another night to be with you

Peace of mind, you run away from me
So make me lose my mask of sanity

Peace of mind, you run away from me
So make me lose my mask of sanity

-Taste Of My Scythe

Rip and cut and mutilate the innocent,
his friends, and again and again and on and on.

You make me own my life in Hell; my kingdom back to the bound
You say you don't make it alone; kingdom back to the Lord

Falling, I say; you too, falling; you too, born to die

Come with hate
Come and die

One day I'll face you all alone,
enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time; it's your demise sought to feel:
they'll taste of my scythe

You say my ear, my God who help me, God take yours in shame
Back too low, I want your head on a plate to feel my eyes

Come with me, I want your blood to save it on my eyes
I want you and in the plate to be coming in the sky (sky!)

Come with hate
Come and try

One day I'll face you all alone,
enduring out with wind and ice
It's payback time; it's your demise until they feel:
taste of my scythe

-LIL' BLOODRED RIDIN' HOOD

Fire of the light, lil' blooded ridin' hood angel
Light before the night, dark you'd try
You try reversing the ray of fire
The ray amid sets your desire

I'll kill you!

Show me the signs of your silence
In the race of corpse alone
Take me down, oh please can I feel you?
My lil' bloodred ridin' hood

Die motherfuckers!

Little blood I'd blow away
For a second did I go
It's a loss!
But I'll follow you 'til the end of the world

I'll kill it for you
I hate you and I want you dead!

I'll kill you!

Show me the signs of your silence
In the race of corpse alone
Take me down, oh please can I feel you?
My lil' bloodred ridin' hood

-In The Shadows

I cannot get up by the howling cry
Just justify my longing to die,
Bury me down at last,
I think about it in the shadows and cry!

Can scissors heal a man torn of tears,
A fading I fear inside.
The reaper in sheet will stand by me
I'm dreaming, I'm wearing a black dress that night!

I'm just a being tonight,
And still I'm dressed so black...OH YEAH!
Maybe I'm just blind,
But maybe I should try...

Can't you see why the vision is calling you?

I got the one, the dream of horror!
Dreams of blood, dreams of war!
Rudest eyes have seen the fright
Welcome to the eternal night!

You won't be a butcher
No, you won't be at last
Somebody's the trigger
Take it off!
What, you are the priest's son? So fuck -
SO FUCK YOURSELF AND DIE!

Sill I stand against the death!
Am I just a shade?
Always I'm awake and in black!
Sill I dare to praise the Lord -
No I won't pass to the lord
Goodbye - no...

So the keeper waits upon,
He waits upon a border
Let me own your punishment,
It's time to break the border!

The Candlelight fades away
There's nothing at all but me...[classical Part]

I stare at death and the darkest one's
Watching me with cold eyes
A god has been with me in the shadows
I lost my reason to hate! ya!

[Voice:]
(So it's right...)
(I can leave the shadows!)
(The last one has to survive!)
YAWW!
WOW -RIGHT!

With my light shining bright
I got my way, to regret ?? (just my hearts)?? !
With my last dying ryhme I got my world
To betray for what I did by my motherfucking heart!

The shadows draw back into honesty and love!
Obey, and it will cut your throat
I can't speak and you shant be the next,
The shadows strike in your blame - YAW!

- Red Light In My Eyes - Pt I

I feel so lost for me inside,
lost am I, will it never end,
but never am I stained black
Now the end is drawing near,
my hate is growing, can't you hear,
it burns me with my cruelty

(And I'm off!)

Like the fire of pain in the daylight
Full of hate, your hatred gets up doom

[Chorus:]
Hate... I can't control it anymore,
you'll see the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
by the red light in my eyes

So, better wake up, drink your blood,
follow me and be a god
Can't you fucking look into my eyes,
watch this god arise, yeah

(Come on!)

I feel the last one in this time,
lost am I, will it never end
but never am I stained black, jet black
Now walk away and flee into Hell,
take away and bleed my heart
I do my blood-red sigh

I can feel your hate of death,
I'm running on this darkened little path
Take your time, beat me down, sometime, to die (die!)

[Chorus:]
Hate... I can't control it anymore,
see the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
by the red light in my eyes

Doesn't matter what is on the top, right, way too down below,
that's how the werewolf burns in me
Oh God, I see the light again,
I'm gonna be getting someone in my grave

[Chorus:]
Hate... I can't control it anymore,
see the red light more and more
Trapping you in destroying despite
by the red light in my eyes

-Children Of Bodom

In the silence of darkness, among the shadows of the dead we hear
a wolf howling hungry to wake up children of the graves
Unripe Vengeance! The cult that serves as revenge
has put forward it's fangs to declare a fucking WAR!

Only calmless spirits of corpses are passing by the altars of Bodom
where everything but death is a lie
To spill your blood to become our wine
We'll reborn really where only the wild will survive

Go!The clash of wickedness veils Lake Bodom blood red
We have gathered our souls to praise the triumph of Death

Children of Bodom
angry are rising
Running amok, slaying
with a sense of desire
From the twilight of the past,
among the victims who died

Something Wild
has survived!

Only calmless spirits of corpses are passing by the altars of Bodom
where everything but death is a lie
To spill your blood to become our wine
We'll reborn really where only the wild will survive

This is the dark,where I find your fears

We have gathered our dark souls to embrace the righteous pull of death
You`ll obey the dark,You`ll be one of us TRAITORS!

Children of Bodom
angry are rising
Running amok, slaying
with a sense of desire
From the twilight of the past,
among the victims who died

Something Wild
has survived!

-BODOM BEACH TERROR

Let's go!

That's it, where to go?
Should I tell you where I wanna go?
We'll die there be motherfucking there broad away to be
All wilted way, I'll show you the place where I wanna die
We're gonna die in pain
Don't hurt my eyes, I feel the flame

Sun`s going down(Sun`s going down)
Moon`s rising high(Moon`s rising high)

We'll pay you Bodom beach terror

Late night you party until it's light
While pointing at the sky
Wash your hands in the lake of your blood
Just before you die

Bodom beach terror!

Go go!
To the place where you really wanna be, wanna go
From the dark away to hit lights, to hit that human light
One minute shape to hit time where you gonna go
I bet you're gonna hit ya to tear you down to a place you've never seen

Late night you party until it's light
While pointing at the sky
Wash your hands in the lake of your blood
Just before you die

Bodom beach terror!

(My pain is constant and sharp
and I do not hope for better world for anyone.
In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others...

-Beholding The Daughters Of The Firmament (Erblicket die Töchter des Firmaments)

[Musikk og tekst skrevet Januar 1993 a.y.p.s.]

I wonder how winter will be
with a spring that I shall never see
I wonder how night will be
with a day that I shall never see
I wonder how life will be
with a light I shall never see
I wonder how life will be
with a pain that lasts eternally

In every night there's a different black
in every night I wish that I was back
to the time when I rode
through the forests of old

In every winter there's a different cold
in every winter I feel so old
so very old as the night
so very old as the dreadful cold

I wonder how life will be
with a death that I shall never see
I wonder why life must be
a life that lasts eternally
I wonder how life will be
with a death that I shall never see
I wonder why life must be
a life that lasts eternally

Carcass-Heartwork

[Lead - Steer]

Works of art, painted black
Magniloquent, bleeding dark
Monotonous palate, murky spectrum, grimly unlimited
Food for thought, so prolific
In contrasting shades, forcely fed
Abstraction, so choking, so provocative

A canvas to paint, to degenerate
Dark reflections - degeneration
A canvas to paint, to denigrate
Dark reflections, of dark foul light

Profound, aesthetic beauty
Or shaded, sensary corruption
Perceptions, shattered, splintered, mirroring
In deft taints, diluted, tinted
Spelt out, in impaired colour
Denigrating, going to paints to pain - not a pretty picture

Works of heart bleeding dark
Black, magniloquent art
Monotonous palate, murky spectrum, grimly unlimited
Prolific food for thought
Contrasting, fed with force
Abstraction, so choking, so provocative

Bleeding works of art
Seething work so dark
Seering words from the heart

[1st lead - Steer]
[2nd lead - Amott]

Cross My Heart

[Walker/Steer]

YEAH, CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE,
IT WILL ONLY END IN TEARS, EYE FOR AN EYE,
FOR AN EYE,
IF BEAUTY IS ONLY SKIN DEEP,
THEN THANKFULLY I AM BLIND,
CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE,

CROSS MY HEART, COME CROSS THE LINE,
WON'T YOU BE MINE, MY BLOODY VALENTINE?
PUT ME ON A PEDESTAL, I'LL PUT YOU ON A SLAB !!!!!
CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE,
COME, LET'S CROSS THE LINE,
THERE'S A FINE LINE, BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE,
LET'S TEAR IT APART,

CROSS MY HEART, AND HOPE TO DIE,
CROSS MY HEART, COME LET'S CROSS THE LINE,

TIME IS NO GREAT HEALER, QUICKLY THE SENSES NUMB,
COME CROSS MY HEART, VOID AND NULL,
LOVE IS A WEAKNESS, LUST CONQUERS ALL,
CROSS MY HEART AND HOPE TO DIE,
WHERE DO WE DRAW THE LINE?

THERE'S A FINE LINE, BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE,
LET'S TEAR IT IN TWO,

CROSS MY HEART, AND HOPE TO DIE,
CROSS MY HEART, COME LET'S CROSS THE LINE,

LET'S TEAR IT APART.

-Watching Over Me

I had a friend many years ago
One tragic night he died
The saddest time of my life
For weeks and weeks I cried
Through the anger and through the tears
I've felt his spirit through the years
I'd swear, He's watching me
Guiding me through hard times

[chorus]
I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

We shared dreams like all best friends
Blood brothers at the age of ten
We lived reckless, he paid the price
But why? Why did he have to die?
It still hurts me to this day
Am I selfish for feeling this way?
I know he's an angel now
Together we'll be someday

I feel it once again
It's overwhelming me
His spirit's like the wind
The angel guarding me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me
Oh, I know, oh, I know
He's watching over me

-One By One

Aeons ago the legends tell we rode onward
Led astray by the northern chaos gods
Calm before the storm we came from the north...
Horses roamed in the open landscaped

The scald sang to their kings
Only he who battle wins
The scald sang to their kings
Let the battle he fought to the won

Tremble with fear for the banner of our kings
War now calls heed to the battle
Hear our swords clinging in the wind
Men cast from their saddles horses roar and scream
Descendants of wrath and the kingdoms of fear...
The might we possess burn like fire
The will remain in our northern hearts...
More scalps to be won - an eye for an eye

Aeons ago the legends tell we rode onward
Led astray by the northern chaos gods
One by one by the northern tribe you fall
One by one... die by the strongest of them all
Still theres only greatness sunged in those who fell
Who battled strong to win these wars...
One by one we took your lives

Grey mist swirl across the meadows...
Where battles once ruled the steps
Where the ancient armours of bronce
Are buried and corrored by time
Strong where those who won the war...
And the legends tell only of wrath
As brothers of the northern tribes...
They guarded the horders of chaos
We leave this Battlefields ground
Red where the rivers of blood
Unforgotten by the ones...
Born of strength and glory

-Episode 666

Welcome here, the squirrel-wheel begins
fasten the left hand belts
Remember not to think too much
and your trip will be numbingly pleasant

Non-caring is the easiest way
but to secure a passage to the 2nd plane
you have to complete level one
Their dead-smile lips turn on their TV
while urban gravestones scrape the skies
Rising over marionette cities and marionette skies

This is episode 666
destination chaos
Each and all an actor blind

-Only For The Weak

I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so guity, I feel so guilty

Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, Beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me

Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for sympathy, The misery that is me

I've lost the ability to pain the clouds
Cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark day
Cause everytime you run, I fall.. Behind, I fall behind

And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie

Sell me to infection, it is only for the weak
No need for sympathy, the misery that is me

Sell me to infection, it is only for the weak
On bleeding knees, I accept my fate

-Dead Eternity

I bid you welcome to my world
They call me existence
You have just entered through the gate
to your journey towards eternity
This part I control
In the beginning you'll fear nothing
As I climb beside you
Time will be your master in this laborious part of
human subsistence
This part I control
Black clouds embraces your soul
Slowly passing through repeating lacunas of anguish
When time takes your life
I wil transfer you into the bare grip of thinking tranquillity
Voices frilling the emptiness of the dead floating
Seamless across the surface into chilling stillness
Nothing can help you now

You'll never be along again
You'll never die again
You'll never be born again
You'll forever be, stuck here in eternity

-Ordinary Story

egoism dictates human relations
a world where fashion outshines morality
here success is written in blood-red colours
designed by the thirst for power

gather the faithful and propose a toast
to the epoch of indifference

an all to ordinary story
with aftertaste so bitter
forced to be someone I don't want to be
I'm losing myself. sinking deeper down
I'm caught in the world wound web

a time represented by the void
an excuse without content
stuck in the abyss of existence
with a content void of excuse

an all to ordinary story
this is my story
with an aftertaste so bitter

sinking deeper down
I'm caught - I'm cage
I'm gone

LORD BELIAL-Path With Endless Horizons

In remembrance of the time when I was free - before the day I was born,
I hated my life
I had to die so that I could be free again, free again... aeon!
I had to die so that I could be free again, free again... aeon!
In remembrance of the time when I was free - before the day I was born I
hated my life I had to die so that I could be free again... aeon
Towards the towers black, to reach my kingdom
towards the towers black, to reach the realms of eternity
I’ve walked a thousand years in an everlasting night on the path with endless
horizons and eternal time. the path with endless horizons, and eternal time!
With the towers of black by my side I summoned shadows and spirits, evil and
storms rain and fire, to come forth and take my soul.
A blaze from the black skies took my earthly life!
...Now I am one with the eternity!
The skies turned to red as the earth started to burn and shiver the rain that
silently poured turned to blood as it reached to the ground
the ground that now was crimson by blood and fire, blood and fire
I gazed into this creation of grimness and evil as my soul became one with
the winds
my eyes turned into stone and my heart became frozen and black - the time had
come for me to die.
I felt coldness and pain, yet I was rejoiced by death ... I now was freed!!!

DIMMU BORGIR-PURITANIA

We do away with your kind

Countdown to exterminate the human race

0, 3, 2, 1

Let chaos entwine

On defenseless soil

Remove errors of man

And sweep all the weakening kind

I am war, I am pain

I am all you've ever slain

I am tears in your eyes

I am grief, I am lies

Bygone are tolerance

And presence of grace

Scavengers are set out

To cleanse the human filth parade

I am pure, I am true

I am all over you

I am laugh, I am smile

I am the earth defiled

I am the cosmic storms

I am the tiny worms

I am fear in the night

I am bringer of light

DARK TRANQUILLITY-Punish My Heaven

We are the outstretched fingers

That seize and hold the wind...

The strangeness of awakening

In an oh so silent world

Breathlessly waiting

For the first proud beams of light

As the hours grow longer

And the shadows never fall

My sky has forsaken me

My desperation grows

Bring me the light

In the darkness that never ends

The dawn will never come

Punish my heaven

We have arrived

At the outermost crossroads

The charge of cosmos

At our atmospheric skies

Will cause our fall

If I had wings, would I be forgiving?

If I had horns

Would there be flames to shy my smile?

Hymns of loss are heard

From the masses in the streets

Praising the last of days

I punish

Bring me the night

In the fires that never end

The dawn will never come

Punish my heaven

The charge of cosmos

Charging at us from unearthly distance

I challenge the universe

It's the choice between heaven and hell

My soul bears all the weight of mountains

As mankind weaves its silent end

Can there be no forgiveness?

I curse the heaven above me

As the light sinks through

My outstretched fingers

Fading in my open arms

Make each tear in my bare hands

A lifetime in hell

On this last day of light

When our autumn leaves fell

And as heaven itself commands me

Out of its lair

My face lined with darkness I'll go!

-Damned In Black

March of the black dungeoned ones
Beyond the dim they shape

March of the black demonic ones
Beyond the dim they lurk

March of the black awakened beasts
Beyond the dim they rage

Hordes of evil march
Until the end you fall
Drawned to the apocalypse
It's the age of ending

Damned In Black

The ghastly rivers whirl
Swallowing all in sight
Come the vision we await
Into the blinding depths
And never to return...

Damned In Black

March of the black dungeoned ones
Beyond the dim they shape

March of the brave
Immortal gods
From beyond the dim we rise...

Limbonic Art-Through Gleams Of Death

The truth is hidden
In the cold dark water
In the drowning of procedure
The flesh gets slaughtered

Stripped from mortality
Into gleams of death
Torn from reality
Into terminal death

Death is eternal art
From whom that coldness reigns in heart

Stars of damnation
Blaze in my sight
I view the constellation
Beyond the dazzling light

From the dark aspectsof life
And through gleams of death
Till rise drift in departure
Into a new dimension

The black voyage
Into mega therion
The unseen passage
Into oblivion

Unconscious secrets
Concealed by time and space
No return of regrets
Descent through shallow haze
[Repeat chorus]

-Mother North

Mother north - how can they sleep while their beds are burning ?
Mother north - your fields are bleeding

Memories...The invisible wounds
pictures that enshrine your throne (gone?)

A Future benighted still they are blind
Pigeonhearted beings of flesh and blood
keeps closing their eyes for the dangers that threat...ourselves and our nature
And that is why
they all enrage me

Sometimes in the dead of the night i mesmerize my soul
Sights and visions prophecies and horror
they all come in one

Mother north - united we stand (together we walk)
Phantom north - I'll be there when you hunt them down

-Fuel For Hatred

Scornful, relentless memory
Ripped of all but drive
Undressed by betrayal
Zero tolerance for the souldead
Wish I was the violence,
inflicted upon you

Fuel for Hatred, air raid siren to mankind

Little you,
still like a claw in my eye
Pulsating organic rage
I should have let you off of the hook
Mind drifts
into dynamic pain
Universal onslaught
I'm on my own (One soul, one hate)

Fuel for Hatred, air raid siren to mankind

Damnation, holocaust
Devil horns for you to ride
Time for the angel
to spread his wings and fly
World opponent,
wishmaster of gruesome pain
Stormtroops' frantic fury,
demoniac spitfire!

Abortion of religious life, distinguish the rot
I hate you
to a level of intoxication
Don't feel alone,
I've got enough
I wish you slow death,
slow death by grinding

Fuel for Hatred, air raid siren to mankind

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Ja sam: -2.razred opće gimnazije -Živim u Zagrebu. -Rođena sam 1.12.1989 -imam sestru -Slušam metal.Najviše volim black,death,melodic death i power. -Ja Children Of Bodom i ak ne dođu u Hrvatsku bit će

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† I'd crawl through broken glass to you... †

ponedjeljak, 26.09.2005.

Ja sam:

-2.razred opće gimnazije
-Živim u Zagrebu.
-Rođena sam 1.12.1989
-imam sestru
-Slušam metal.Najviše volim black,death,melodic death i power.
-Ja Children Of Bodom i ak ne dođu u Hrvatsku bit će