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...KiLl ThE fUcKiNg PaIn In Me...

07.12.2005., srijeda

...SiX fEeT uNdEr...

...ne znam dal iz naslova pretopstavljate ili naslućujete
već nešto...
ali da umrla mi je draga osoba...to me slomilo..nema više
moje bakice!...
znate...ona je živjela blizu zadra i voljela sam je....samo
jedino mi je
žao šo se nisam zbližila s njom dok sam
imala prilike...i baš sam promatrala
na sprovodu...kako ljudi jedino se okupe i vide se
zajedno dok je nekvi
sprovod..a to je žalosno...ili svi žalimo za nečim
sve dok te ne izgubimo...
a ja kad ssam se konačno vadila iz depre umre mi moja
voljena bakica!...
jesam ja to zaslužila?!...valjda jesam..nisam vrijedna
ničega..a volim ju
jakooo....i teško je vidjeti kako je sada ona dva
metra pod zemljom...
samo prah će postati...ja samo padam, padam i niko
mi ne pruža ruku..
ja sam jednostavno sama...ne znam što ne činim dobro..
i ne znam dal ću
tako moći više....ja se trebam odmoriti...ali stvarno
trebam..kad bi bar to
neko mogao učiniti za mene...molim boga da jednom
budem sretna..ili da
zaspim i posjetim sovju bakicu....sad je više nema....
moje srce je totalno
ništavno..nema ničega..prije nije bilo a sad je još manje...
teško mi je reći kako
smao gubim...gubim i ništa drugo...nemojte mi soliti pamet..
da je ne želim..ne
mogu..i takve stvari...prošla sam dosta...a i još me dosta
toga čeka...ali nisam
spremna na to....i ne želim..bojim se te proklete budućnosti..
što mi ona nosi....
i znate svkih pet minuta odem u wc i isplačem se..ne znam j
er mi jednostavno dođe...jednostavno...kao da me neko
polagano ubija iznutra....

oprostite ako ne komentiram odma..jer ne mogu pisat komente
ne još...još malo nek prođe...


GO AHEAD...KILL ME...KILL MY PAIN...DESTROY MY HEART...BUT WATCH OUT...MAYBE I'M POISON...

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...hvala vam na svakom savjetu,kiss...

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the telephone ringing three times in the dead of night,
and the voice on the other end asking for someone she was not.


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3 DOORS DOWN-LET ME GO

One more kiss could be the best thing
One more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you’re not something I deserve

In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing?
I now know where I’m going through

In my head there’s only you now
This world falls on me
In this world, there’s real and make-believe
This seems real to me

You love me but you don’t know who I am

I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can’t escape these things inside
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don’t know who I am
I’m tore in between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don’t know who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know who I am
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t
You love me but you don’t know me


My chemical romance-HELENA

Long ago
just like the hearse you died to get in again
we are si far from you.

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What’s the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)

Well I've been holding on tonight.

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then,
We’ll meet again, when both our cars collide.

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I could say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight...


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"Never be afraid to dream
for your dreams can take you
where your heart yourns to go."


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...kill the fucking pain in me...

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