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Nothing tastes so good as thin feels...
Ovaj blog nije namjenjen promoviranju poremećaja u prehrani. On je isključivo podrška drugim ženama koje već pate od anoreksije.
Moje mjere:
Visina: 181
Kilaža: 60 kg
BMI: 17.8
Cilj: 53 kg
"Success is getting up just one more time than you fall"
ana forum
klub leptirica
angels of ana
blog sa super dizajnima
Beauty, as in sculpture, is not when you have something to add, it is when you have nothing to remove...
Eat to live, don't live to eat
Feed me
Oh baby if only you knew
I'm down to a hundred-and-two
Oh baby if only you know
Oh baby...
I had a hole in my heart
So I threw away my plate
Cause nothing would fill me up
Whatever I ate
Oh baby if only you knew
I don't know what to do
Oh baby if only you knew
Oh baby...
Fading away
Cause there's nothing I can do
I hate myself
And I love you
Oh baby if only you knew
Whenever I think, I think of you
Oh baby if you only knew...
My baby
I'm hungry
Oh baby
Runaway
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
Guilty by association
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Courage
I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"
Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry
I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day
I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go
Bleed like me
Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Therapy is Speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
Oh, c'mon baby can you bleed like me
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
And try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
2 ANA
Who are you to come to me
as I lay within this pine.
Who are you to shed those tears
to claim that all was fine.
Who are you to call me friend
and say I will be missed.
Who are you to touch my hand
with one as cold and stiff.
Who are you to praise my past,
and steal my life of joy.
Who are you to take this task,
with hopes to fill your void.
Who are you to firm your lies,
with words that condescend.
Who are you to say good-bye,
at my journeys end.
Perfect
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
by:JRR Tolkien
Pozdrav svima,
Presretna sam iz par razloga. Ni sama ne mogu vjerovati, ali dobila sam rezultate s prijemnog ispita i ponosno mogu objaviti da sam postala studenticom ekonomije! Yessss! To je definitivno jedan stres manje do ljeta...
Drugi izvor moje sreće je što se držim dijete ko pijan plota i nisam je niti jednom prekršila....Za par dana se važem i optimistično očekujem dobar rezultat!:)
Najradije bih organizirala neki party za nas izgladnjele blogerice da proslavimo moj upis:) Naravno, pila bi se samo negazirana Jana i eventualno zeleni čaj:) Kad sam već kod toga, primjetila sam da su se neke od vas međusobno upoznale u svojim gradovima i da se družite i pružate si podršku....Moje prijateljice su opsjednute zdravljem i križaju se na sam spomen dijete. Kad bih im priznala koliko malo jedem i pokušala od njih tražit podršku vjerojatno bi me poslale na Rebro....
Enivej, ja sam iz bijelog Zagreba pa ako se nekom sviđa ideja o podršci, zajedničkom planiranju dijeta, itd neka slobodno javi!
Uživajte mi i sretno s kilama! Velika pusa!
...The difference between want and need is self control....
Hello leptirice moje,
Sretna sam što sam zadnjih par dana bila jaka i nisam pokleknula i prekršila dijetu....Uglavnom se prehranjujem svježim povrćem i jogurtima što mi ipak daje neku energiju za sve dnevne obaveze...Ali nije mi lako, užasno sam gladna i osjećam se prazno...Ali znam da ću uskoro biti znatno mršavija nego prije pa sve to nekako uspjevam izdržat...
U zadnje vrijeme za thinspiration najviše koristim Nicole Richie i pritom nikako ne mislim na njezin intelekt. Nicole je prekrasno građena i mislim da ima prejeben styling. Jednostavno obožavam široke tunike i velike naočale na mršavim curama!
Nadam se da ste sve vi ok i da se kile tope! Velika pusa!
You have a choice to make,
Do you want to be "normal" and overweight like the rest of the world,
Or do you want to be unique and be that girl every fat person wants to be.
It`s all up to you.
Hello curke,
Eto, vratila sam se sa svog dugo očekivanog odmora. Bila sam naime na Murteru ( kod Šibenika) i bilo je genijalno. Stvarno sam napunila baterije i sad sam spremna na sve strahote koje me čekaju do mora... Mislim da ćete se složiti samnom kad kažem da smo sve sad kad je ljeto sve bliže više pod stresom. Znam da nam je svima na pameti plaža i badić i želja da se bez kompleksa šetuckamo plićakom i pokazujemo mršave figure. Stvarno se nadam da će nam se to ispunit ovog ljeta... Podrška puno znači i možda će i rezultat biti bolji ako ćemo biti tu i poticati se međusobno...Pusach
Pozdrav najdraže moje gladne prijateljice,
Danas mi je službeno četvrti dan dijete i moram priznati da je se striktno pridržavam. Čudno je opet gladovati nakon tolikog vremena ali koliko god mi je teško, znam da ću uskoro imati vidljive rezultate i da se svaki preskočeni obrok isplati. Sutra putujem na more i planiram se potpuno opustiti i detoksicirati od svih štetnih tvari koje unašam u organizam svakodnevno u prljavom Zagrebu. Držim vam svima fige i nadam se da kad se vratim i pročitam vaše blogove da ću vidjeti samo napredak i sretne misli a ne depru i padove! Puno pusa i sretno! Čitamo se u nedjelju! Peace
To Ana
You're the one that knows me best,
The one among all the rest.
The one who knows the real me,
The person no one else could see.
Without you here,
It wouldn't be the same.
I'd miss you so much,
I'd go insane.
I'll be by your side,
For whatever comes your way.
Trust me on this one,
By your side is where I'll stay.
We share many memories,
Good ones and bad,
Those memories were the best ones,
I've ever really had.
I miss the good times,
Whether it was laughter or tears.
But losing you,
Is my only fear.
There's not a day,
That I'm not thinking of you,
And how lucky I am,
To have a friend that tells me the straight out truth.
You're my best friend,
No matter what you do.
My definition of a best friend,
Is everything I see in you.
* By Savy
Ni sama ne mogu vjerovati koliko je vremena prošlo od mog zadnjeg posta....Prošli put sam pisala na Božić a s obzirom da je danas Uskrs netko bi pomislio da mi za blagdana stvarno treba podrška:)
U ovih 4 mjeseca uistinu sam dosta toga doživjela i proživjela...Gubila sam na težini i debljala se...No, jedan od glavnih razloga zašto toliko dugo nisam pisala je što sam pokušala sama sebe uvjeriti da budem zadovoljna svojim izgledom i da volim samu sebe onakvu kakva jesam...Mislila sam da ću ako unormalim svoje prehrambene navike i ako prestanem fantazirati o mršavosti postati normalna i da ću vidjeti ono što drugi kažu da vide kada me gledaju. I koliko god sam se trudila svo ovo vrijeme, postajala sam sve nesretnija time što sam debela i time što ništa u vezi toga nisam poduzimala. Danas, nakon cjelodnevnog prežderavanja koje je bilo na granici morbidnoga, odlučila sam promjeniti neke stvari u svom životu, odnosno vratiti se na staro. Red i disciplina je ono što mi je potrebno i molim vas, sve moje bivše online kolegice, da mi pružite podršku i savijet. Također, od danas sam opet tu za sve vas kojima je potrebna pomoć ili topla prijateljska riječ. Veliki pozdrav
