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Sorry its been so long.
I stayed a few days in Cove with Chiara and that was good, we needed that. It was fun. We went swimming with Colter and Jasper and that was really awkward... mostly because neither of them spoke to me but whatever. We played quite a bit of Little Big Planet and I even had her try to play Oblivion but she just didnt get it at all lol. It was fun. Then after that I went back over to Ryans to watch Blake and that was good. I ended up staying a few days extra. We saw Green Lantern which was so much better than I thought it was going to. Im not gaga over Ryan Renolds but he sure is funny lol I swear that movie has the best line ever! Ryan was laughing for hours after the movie ended. We saw Kung Fu Panda 2 also but it wasnt very good.. but I wanted to see it, just wish it lived up to the first lol. Um we both beat Dead Space 2, he did it in like no time flat. And then we think playing online ended up killing his ps3... he has to send it in, poor ps3! Overall my time with him was pretty good. One of those days was Fathers day and I called home. I talked to my Step dad for a bit but he was tired. I talked to my mama a lot. And talked to my Grampy. I miss them a bunch. I can back up 2 days for u lol.
Monday. We woke up and noticed that the little black rabbit was having troubles breathing, it was weezing. So we went to the bank so I could get a new temp debit card and then we took the rabbit to the vet. She had pneumia and we got medicine for her. After that Ryan went to work and I started defensive driving and picked up his room a bit. I used his computer cause my charger that Robot chewed up finally stopped working n I bought a new charger online that got here today. After Ryan took Thomas to the ER cause he had a bad spider bite they came to his house to pack up. I continued to work on defensive driving until about 2 and they packed that whole time, I learned that exits with even numbers run West and East and odd is North and South and there was 86! pages on drinking and driving. After I was done I helped pack and we ran to his appartment to Killeen one last time and got back at 4 and crashed hard. Ryans so cute when hes super sleepy lol.
Tuesday. Ryan took me home in the morning because Scott was taking his bed to the appartment. I slept until nearly 4 after 4 hours of sleep the night before lol. I kept the black baby seperate from the rest like the vet said. I started going thru some things that I want to get rid of and watched TV.
Today... I dont really want to talk about today but here we go anyway... I woke up and gave the baby with the almost totally healed eye infection its medicine and finished going thru things. I realized I dont know where my army bag full of dresses is, maybe its still at Angies. I cleaned the rabbit cage and had to let the bunnies out. They all stayed away from the black bunny who just sat under the dresser all day long. At 5 Ryan came and picked me up... God I dont want to talk about this... I packed up the baby black bunny and within minutes from then she died... It broke my heart. But atleast now she isnt hurting anymore. I guess I expected it but man did I wish she would have just gotten better. It didnt really seem like it was the pneumia that got her but who knows. Im so thankful that Ryan was there because there was no way I could have handled that on my own. We packed up the stuff Id need and went to his moms house. He barried her, I really appreciated that. I cant stop crying. She was so beautiful and so sweet. I feel like I failed... She didnt deserve to go.. but she was the runt, I just thought she had made it out of that danger zone. Its going to take me some time to get over this... Anway I helped Ryan pack up the rest of his room. Im going to be watching is nephew Blake for 5 days.. .its going to be so weird staying here without him. But it should be alright.. I need to sleep but honestly Im still crying.. I keep forgetting and want to go check on her. I keep seeing her poor face... I need a hug...

Ok.. Lets end this novel (as Conana would call it) Sticky note. Im from Iowa, we have a lot of corn. Thats what we are known for. As a kid I used to get corn cobs and feed the corn to the squirrels and it would get in my sand box and start to grow, I thought it was the coolest thing. And hey I love corn, Im from Iowa so I have to lol.
Thats a Mickey Mouse pirate hat. Ryan found it in his closet and let me have it, its fantastic.

Found this promotional pic from the upcoming comedy "The House Bunny" online...I know people give her shit all the time about having a strange look, but I think Rumer is very cute...so lay off! :)