AMERICAN CHOPPER SUNGLASSES

Baby, now that I've found you
I can't let you go
I'll build my world around you
I need you so
Baby, even though you don't need me
You don't need me.

Baby, baby, since first we met (doot-doot)
I knew in this heart of mine (I wanna tell you, doot-doot)
The love we had could not be bad (doot-doot)
Play it right and bide my time

Spent a lifetime looking for somebody
To give me love like you
Now you've told me that you wanna leave me
Darling, I just can't let you.

Spent a lifetime looking for somebody
To give me love like you
Now you've told me that you wanna leave me
Darling, I just can't let you.

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I have been Thinking About You ALOT Dad! its not easy without you.
some people have their Faith/Religion to help then thru.NOT ME,
do i believe we will all meet up in heaven after we become a Fart in the
wind, NO.
Do I think My Dad is up there looking Down, NO.
do I find peace visiting his grave, NO. or talking out Loud to Him, NO.
BUT, Do I feel him with me and around me, YES.

For Those of you who didn't already know it
My dad and i were very Close. he was the most special person in my life.
from day one!
when he was here i had a REASON and PURPOSE to each and every day.
it included calling Him, or Stopping By to see how he was feeling and if he
needed anything?
i could cook for him and invite him over. He Loved My Cooking and Told me so
:)
or visit him in the hospital and do anything i could to make him
comfortable.

EVERY place i went EVERY store i was in,
i would grab something for my dad. weather it be a treat or a necessity
my mind was occupied with HIS needs.
we would watch TV together. Deadliest catch was our favorite. he would watch
with me and Justin.
and American Chopper and Myth Busters with Elizabeth.
In His last week we started to watch a movie together that he had tivo'ed.
1/2 way thru we called it a night. we never finished the movie.......
after his passing i went out and bought the movie.
i have not yet watched the 2nd half. just not yet.
at work i have his Name tag and Photo where i can see it.
in my Jeep i have his Sunglasses. and
his Grey Sweatshirt Draped over my back seat so every time i look in the
rear view........
reminders everywhere. but the little constant,signs i get are AMAZING....
just yesterday,
i pulled into the wawa (wawa bayshore Road) to get gas right after my tattoo
appt.
turned the engine off and the gas station radio was playing his song
he used to ALWAYS sing that song to my mom.
"..Baby now that i found you i can't let you go I built my world around you,
even tho"
i get butterflies and just start to sing along.
Thanks Daddy

Season 6 ep. 22 at UCB Theater, NYC playing improv games with Andrea Wallace, Roger Hailes, Mikey Teutul, Brooke Van Poppelen