Crashdown v.2.0........................................................reloaded.
ponedjeljak, 07.05.2007.
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Danas sam zahvalna na prijateljima, onim pravim... I fotografirala sam, a to me uvijek oraspoloži. Dani mi prolaze tako da samo gledam kako mi sati nestaju pred očima. Još uvijek sam čudno paralizirana, ne mogu se pomaknuti, ne znam se pomaknuti. Zarobljena sam u nekom trenutku vremena, a vrijeme mi prolazi pred očima i nestaje u nepovrat. Nakon ovog pisanja idem se trgnuti i učiti; oduprijeti se paralizi do krvi. Neki ljudi previše očekuju od mene u premalo vremena. Na primjer da prebolim sve i nastavim kao da nikad ništa nije bilo. Dragi Beebop, trebam tvoju snagu kad sam slaba i trebam tvoje verbalne šamare ever so often ;), ali ponekad zaboravljaš da je i tebi bilo potrebno vrijeme... Ta znaš me, čovječe! Razmišljala sam danas o tome koliko se dugo poznajemo... Mislim da je u igri pet godina. Znaš li ti koliko je pet godina?  Puno, u svakom slučaju. I da, nisam još pročitala knjigu, samo djelomično; pročitat ću je! Sada pokušavam pohvatati konce u vezi faksa jer sam se zbilja sva izgubila u ovih proteklih mjesec dana... I, znaš, dođu trenuci kao onaj sinoć, dođu i prođu... i nerealno bi bilo očekivati da neće i da tako lako mogu preboljeti... Jer meni sve to s bivšim nije bilo zezanje, značilo mi je nešto, značilo mi je puno. Teško je kada ti netko postane važan u životu, a onda nestane. Potrebno je neko vrijeme, potrebno je preboljeti. Ali zašto ja to tebi govorim kada si i sam to prošao?... Možda si jači od mene, možda si duhovno dosegao neki stupanj razumijevanja... Ja sam još uvijek ona ista ja... i ne mogu na silu razumijeti stvari kako ih ti razumiješ. Pusti me da budem tužna i da ponekad plačem i da ponekad žalim za minulim... A onda ćeš uskoro jednog dana na mom licu vidjeti osmijeh i znat ćeš da sam prošla kroz tu tamnu noć i preživjela, jača nego ikad! Do tad budi strpljiv sa mnom i budi mi i dalje prijatelj.  I thought that I'd be all you need In your eyes, I thought I saw my heaven And now my heaven's gone away And I'm out in the cold You had me believing You had me believing in a lie Guess I couldn't see it Guess I couldn't see it 'till I saw goodbye |
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Kelly Clarkson - You Found Me Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know? How did you know? You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me (You found me) (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be?) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me |
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