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srijeda, 25.04.2007.
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sada mi je žao sto sam u afektu obrisala postove... prošlost se ne može obrisati, koliko se god trudili... svi su postovi sada među "izbrisanim postovima", vratit ću ih sve - neka postoje podsjećajući na neko drugo vrijeme, neki drugi život; neka budu pod pripadajućim im datumima, neobrisani... kao i moja prošlost. :( neka budu spomenici mojoj naivnosti... i glupavoj ljubavi prema nekome tko ju je prezreo... ali da mogu, obrisala bih prošlost. obrisala bih jer mi ovo stvarno u životu nije trebalo. osjećam se kao zemlja, kao prašina; osjećam se najniže kako se jedna osoba može osjećati... ne osjećam se kao osoba, osjećam se kao nešto na granici živog i neživog svijeta... frikin virus. niže od toga. :( neki ljudi nemaju srama, potpuno sam bez riječi. neki ljudi nemaju srce i jos se ponose time. neki ljudi ne zaslužuju da ih se naziva imenom čovjek... a opet, svi živimo pod istim nebom i Bog daje da nam svima sviće sunce. i shvaćam: moram oprostiti... i opraštam... svima, ali ne mogu sebi... što sam vjerovala u njega, što sam vjerovala njemu. ne mogu si oprostiti naivnost. no što očekivati od ljudi nego to da će te iznevjeriti? ljudi uvijek iznevjere, zabodu nož u leđa, imaju svoje egoistične motive, sebični su i nije ih briga. čast iznimkama, ali čovjek je gadna životnja. i opraštam. ali sebi ne mogu... ne mogu... :| |
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Kelly Clarkson - You Found Me Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know? How did you know? You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me (You found me) (When no one else was lookin') You found me (How did you know just where I would be?) You broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see The good and the bad And the things in between You found me You found me |
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