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joj.......opet profaći...učenje...testovi...zadaće...ispitivanja....tak mi se spava...pod praznicima sam spavala do 12....a sad?moram se buditi u 6!!!koma...jedva čekam dok se snijeg i led otopi...da dođe proljeće...cvijetići počnu pupati...ptićice cvrkuću...nekak' se svi bolje osjećamo...je tak?eh, sad idem na kavu pa čim osjetim kofein u krvi budem bolje... ;) ajd' drž'te mi se... iiiiiiiiiiiiii.......... sretno u drugom polugodištu(of course,koji idu u školu)... |
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hmmm..svakakve gluposti koje mi padnu na pamet
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Ja sam: Iva
mjesto: čakovec
Kosa: smeđa, kovrčava( grrrr…)
Oči: smeđe
Visina: 163 cm
Težina: to nije vaša stvar…
imate slike pa sami procijenite… heh
Škola: iz gimnazije prebačena u graditeljsku
(dizajn unutrašnje arhitekture)
imam dečka... zove se ANTE..i obožavam ga... !!
Hobi: obožavam, ali OBOŽAVAM crtati,
stvarati… jako… to mi je nekaj tak lepoga…
i bez glazbe nebrem živeti(nisam sklona narodnjacima, nikak)
Ljubimac: nemam ga! Volim životinje,
ali imam staru koja ih ne voli… joj, joj, joj…
moi mail: iwika@net.hr
- ŽIVOTNA ŠKOLA
.......ČAKOVEČKI HC BEND.............
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dori blogeci.. ot onih koe poznam
down... ante... antiša... goleš... HC-aš... moi dragi... :) kak got oćete...
miša-sestrična
tomo- gitarista BulletProof-a, anjin dečko... dobar dečec.. nema kai..:)
luka- najbolji mali muškarac na svijetu..:))))))))
lana-cura je čista seedmica...
martina-- moja draga sestrična.. odlična osoba.. zabavna... :)
tea- another cousin
tena-gimka, smešna& dora ženskica
marica-kraljica svih pupkova
anjuška- iz gimke cura... zanimljiva... i dobra... :)
lucija- joj...kai da velim... sve naibolje.. lucika.. draga pucika...;)
tatjana- isti razred as me... pod satovima nam nie dosadno...
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meni jedni ot naiboljih lyrisci... :))
Ashes you leave – amber star
I bleed for you, amber star
At the gates of dawn
I will bleed again until pale death
Takes me into its hands
And I am left on my own
The moon bleeds with me
None has what one wants
The sun never crowned the night
With the richness of its colours...
The passionate play of your fingers
They stir the waters we once knew
And the sun is too late again
To see me disappear in the rain
We all seek something
I never sought anything but this
Ashes you leave- tin horns
The twelve raise their tin horns
Into the wake of dawn
But as the tides rise they realize
The march has long gone home
And the lonely melody tunes again
To the consonance of the wind
As we die, the sun and earth do shine,
Will the stars remain if you and I
Leave earth like leaves on wind?
Like waves in the brine
Tin horns make us sleep
We never wanted to stay
We never wanted to...
Like a wreck of time
An abandoned ship
Beneath us splits the void
But we never look back
The twelve raise their velvet horns
Into the restful hours
But as life fades they realize
That the march has long gone home
And their melody tunes again
To the consonance of the wind
November’s doom- torn
I long for days like this
My heart pounds when you are near
The gift of life
Treasure it, for it is pure
Embrace it with all your heart
Not a thousand years of pain
Would be worth the loss of this
I hold for you a special gift
And on this day, a new life begins
(torn)
Facade the day of forest green
And calm my breath with words of plight
A question I ponder this hour
The light for me, or shadows engulf
(death)
I am the answers you seek
You stand before me
And I see your sorrow
Even now, in your agony
You can have your doubt
For one last time
(torn)
Do I make the sacrifice?
To walk among the restless souls?
How can I let this go on?
Torn between love and life
All is dead in my eyes
(death)
Close your eyes and welcome the truth
Innocence is so sweet
For only the aging of the flesh
Shall rain upon the sorrows of life
Admire this touch of heaven
Before it fades.
I remember days of old,
And through your grief, one stands clear.
I can see you forge a smile
All these flowers are turning to snow
For all is lost in your heart
It's only her love that keeps you alive
Now's the time for your pain to end
(life)
How can I ever live without you?
This all seems so perfect
So perfect, until I dream of you
And your smile is my sunshine
You deserve more then this
Your saviour has come
A strong soul to carry on
To take you home
I need you here with me
Follow me now
To pick me up when I fall
Before the sunlight fades
My dying bride- black god
Thy every look and every grace
So charm, whenever I view thee
Till death overtake me, in the chase
Still will my hopes pursue thee
Then when my tedious hours have past
Be this my last blessing given
Low at thy feet to breathe my last
And die in sight of Heaven
My dying bride- black voyage
You Made Me Realise
What did (you say you'd) find
Then come, come, come
Get the hell inside
You can close your eyes
Well you might as well commit suicide
Wait for me because I waited for you
No that's not what you should do
Don't hate me 'cause I don't hate you
Insane eyes
You made me realise
Something in you died
Well no, no, no, no fault of mine
Something in you died
Well no, no, no, no fault of mine
Make the (hell) out of what you can see
Maybe then you'll not hang beside me
Don't ask me 'cause I cannot see
Insane eyes
You made me realise
What did (you say you'd) find
Then come, come, come
Get the hell inside
You can close your eyes
Well you might as well commit suicide
Wait for me because I waited for you
No that's not what you should do
Don't hate me 'cause I don't know you
Insane eyes
You made me realise
Pantera- hollow
What's left inside him?
Don't he remember us?
Can't he believe me?
We seemed like brothers
Talked for hours last month
About what we wanna be
I sit now with his hand in mine
But I know he can't feel...
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
I'm close with his mother
And she cries endlessly
Lord how we miss him
At least what's remembered
It's so important to make best friends in life
But it's hard when my friend sits with blank expression
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
He as hollow as I alone now x4
He as hollow as I alone
A shell of my friend
Just flesh and bone
There's no soul
He sees no love
I shake my fists at skies above
Mad at God...Mad...
He as hollow as I converse
I wish he'd waken from this curse
Hear my words before it's through
I want to come in after you
My best friend x2
Come back!
He as hollow as I alone...
He as Hollow as I alone now...
Galandriel- Lost Paths of Unicorns Lyrics
A breeze is tearing down the leaves of the trees
(That are) falling asleep in the colors of Fall
Again, I can hear that strange beat of the Earth
That melancholy neigh and sorth of the nostrils
The strokes of hoofs sound again over the land
I can see them again galloping gracefully
Their blowing white manes, a tender sharp horn on their brow
Only a virgin could touch their grace
And feel the touch of their eyelashes in her palm
Just today, when I'm scrolling across the forest
And that ancient touch is warming my palms
Just today, I'm trying to find the traces of UNICORNS
As if their traces were still warm
But those paths have been overgrown with grass
For a long time...
anathema - Angelica
Where are you tonight?
Wild flower in starlit heaven
Still enchanted in flight
Obsessions lament to freedom
A timeless word, the meanings changed
But I'm still burning in your flames,
Incessant, lustral masquerade,
Unengaged, dim lit love didn't taste the same
And I still wonder if you ever wonder the same
And I still wonder...
anathema- Hope
"I was not put here by anyone in fear
I came alone as me
Just an idea in a long chain of discovery
Surrounded by the same you
Sometimes your tide pulls me out to sea
And I die in a thrashing curse
Sometimes we are kind
More often, I doze
So far up the beach that those who try to reach are burnt alive in the searing
heat of the desert of my dispassion
So far removed, I never hear the water
'Cept once or twice a month when I see a mirror
And I refuse to believe in some of the things that are said to be here
Let alone those that are not
I'm trying to change my direction
Ours is pathetic in my own humble estimation
I love the planet
The great benign she-wolf
Benefactor
Spinning gently on towards the red giant four aeons hence
When all the rose gardens are consumed in the flash-fire of flying time
She'll leave alone to you"
When you look at me
From your own century
I may seem to be
Strange archeology
But when the winds blow
From this direction
You may sense that I'm
In your reflection
I think I feel you
But I will never know
As the swallows leave
And the children grow
I wanted to live forever
The same as you will too
I wanted to live forever
And everybody knew
When I caught you there
In tomorrows mirror
I thought I felt you
Jump out of my skin
Throwing oil into
My blazing memories
Filling empty footsteps
I was standing in
I wanted to live forever
The same as you will too
I wanted to live forever
And everybody knew
As the falling rain
Of the northern jungle
Hanging droplets on the leaves
Bombards my brain
I hear you
Across the room
A sea of daffodils spring into bloom
You are the mist
The frost across my window pane
And again
She moves her body
And her whispers weave
And the world spins
And tells me that I'll never want to leave
As I think of you
From this dark century
I will always be
With generosity
That we both may share
The hope in hearing
That we're not just
Spirits disappearing
anathema- Forgotten Hopes
Hey you.. rotting in your alcoholic shell
Banging on the walls of your intoxicated mind
Do you ever wonder why you were left alone
As your heart grew colder and finally turned to stone
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping?
Don't you ever dream of escaping...
Pathetic oblivion
Forgotten hopes buried in your soul's lonely grave
Pathetic oblivion
Remember how you were before you locked your heart away
Did I punish you for dreaming?
Did I break your heart and leave you crying?
Do you ever dream of escaping?
Don't you ever dream of escaping...
anathema - Make It Right
I know that I want you
I know that I need you
But I can't pretend that
This'll make it right
You whisper your name
But I can't hear you
Don't leave me behind
Lend me your hand
I can feel them
I think they're closing in
Don't leave me behind
Lend me your hand
Let me feel you
By my side
Be where I can hear you
I long to feel
anathema - Anyone, Anywhere
No one seems to care anymore
I wander through this night all alone
No one feels the pain I have inside
Looking at this world through my eyes
No one really cares where I go
Searching to feel warmth forever more
The wheels of life they turn without me
Now you are gone... eternally
No...
Don't leave me here
The dream carries on
Inside
I know...
Its not too late
Lost moments blown away
Tonight
Mankind, with your heresy
Can't you see that this is killing me
There's no one in this life
To be here with me at my side
anathema - Inner Silence Lyrics
When the silence beckons,
And the day draws to a close,
When the light of your life sighs,
And love dies in your eyes,
Only then will I realise,
What you mean to me.
My dying bride- Two winters only
What is it you hope for, even though you are dying?
And even though life is closing your tiny eyes
Why did I leave them all?
I should be with them to die in the same place
The pain I think, should go on forever. For always
But no. Not mine. Not now. My life now begins
Call me what you will, but I'll die for no man, at all
My limbs and the life that spreads from them
Cross my path and you'll suffer like no man before, at all
What I hunger for, is the trial of God
For just two winters only did we live for
My God. What have you become? Dear, dear lord
We could have changed the world, have you been here with me.
Right now held you in my arms. In my arms, my love
Jesus wept so man could live forever on earth. In peace
But my tears. They fall for you. Only you
My dying bride- The prize of the beauty
I cannot turn my life unto you.
A storm of ebony hair.
A hail of wickedness.
Handsome as a God.
Wild and shameless.
Given the prize of beauty.
Image of wretchedness.
Divine like no other.
Kiss the poison breast.
Flamed like the sun.
Lives made undone.
Words soft as snow.
Souls claimed and won.
An opiate drugged haze.
Beds of shapeless dust.
Cries all night.
Dreams of my filthy lust.
Lair of hopelessness.
Mires of sorrow.
Never fails.
Our lives are borrowed.
Hold fast my soul.
She waits for me in my dreams.
Every night misery brings.
Haunts my day. Haunts my wake.
Oh, my lord can't you feel her grow,
inside of me. Tearing my mind.
For once my lord please help me
Believe in you.
She claims the day in her name.
Over you and over me.
We dare to be ourselves.
Next to her and all her war.
She comes our way and takes the day,
From my hands, it is her way.
The milk of woman fill up my
Branching veins and lonely heart.
Trembling children she adores,
and gives flight to her art.
When April sheds her fitful rain,
Glory be, we may live again.
Truly my hope will perish within her.
Truly as always I cannot forgive her.
Cruelly she keeps me near to her.
Forever to this day.
My dying bride- Sear me MCMXC III
Pour yourself into me, our time approaches so near, that I sigh.
What danger in such an adorer?
We dance and the music dies.
We carry them all away, as we glide through their lost eyes.
You lift me above myself, with the ghostly lake of your mind.
Arise from your slumber in my arms.
Your beauty took the strength from me.
In the meadows of heaven, we run through the stars.
Romantic in our tastes.
We are without excuse.
We burn in our lust.
We die in our eyes and drown in our arms.
crowbar-coming down
can’t feel right using day and night
And I hope that you’ll soon find your way
I’ve felt lost before
I don’t want you suffering anymore
But it can’t feel right using day and night
And I hope that you’ll soon find your way
The walls are closing in on you
Your world is coming down on you
Going down - the walls are closing in on you
Now watch your whole world pass by you
How much time is left before you’re not craving it anymore
Still the smell comes thru - it’s killing you
That disease you’ve got won’t wash away
The walls are closing in on you
Your world is coming down on you
Going down - the walls are closing in on you
Now watch your whole world pass by you
Coming down
... told me not to look into the eyes of the sun
crowbar- Fall back to zero
Fall back to zero - come back to life
You can’t hold me down
You can’t hold me down
That light ahead has always shown the way
That voice above is why I’m here today
Take all my sorrow - leave all my love
You can’t hold me down
You can’t hold me down
That light ahead has always shown the way
That voice above is why I’m here today
A better life has grown from all the pain
A stronger mind is what I long to gain
Fall back to zero - come back to life
You can’t hold me down