The pentagram is all.
Life and death.
Its is the source of all human emotion.
The pentagram is split into 5 points.
Fire.
Water.
Air.
Earth.
Spirit.
Fire burns bright singe all that lay in its path.
As it is gathered and drawn on it becomes more and more fierce.
Its never dying flame grants grant undying courage.
With the burning flame all vengeance is carried out.
Water gentle and clear and all so calm.
Its stillness brings purity to ones soul and thoughts.
It moves along with the flow of time never stopping.
It is clear and gentle flows through the heart and love is born.
Air is the invisible and secretive power.
It moves in silence keeping all secrets that are whispered.
It moves swiftly unheard by those who are listening.
It cannot be seen or heard it is the puzzle in every mystery.
Earth is unmoved and always there and is the stepping-stone to the future.
It is everywhere that you stand and is the calm and cool of every individual.
It is the wall that brings balance to once soul.
It absorbs the thought of every individual that walks on it and is the infant source of knowledge.
Spirit is the soul of everything living and dead.
It is the dark depth of you subconscious thoughts.
It is a part of everything you look at and is the reality you choose to see.
It is everything both alive and dead.
When all the points are joined together the circle of life is formed.
Pokušala sam gledati na život kao na san. U snu, kao i u životu, posjedujemo lažnu sigurnost da možemo kontrolirati događaje i utjecati na njih. Za snove je opravdanje vjera kako nas mašta, iliti kreacija vlastita uma, neće iznevjeriti. A koje je opravdanje za život? Nedostatak te iste, tek malo promijenjene vjere? Ne. Život ne treba opravdanje, zar ne?
Vjerovatno govorim gluposti, ali za mene je nekada zivo san, a nekada san zivot.
Zelim da prestan sanjati zivot, zelim zivjeti snove.
Jel sve sto nam zivot moze ponuditi sanjanje?
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:40):
draga, znam kako ti je...u vezi ventilatora
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:41):
hvala ): a ne ono bed mi je, vrela je noc, on me gleda i ispusti ovaj zadnji izdah, nesto kvrcnu u njemu i gotovo
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
moj se vrtio vrtio (na najsporijoj brzini) i onda se poceo brzo vrtit
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
odjednom sam
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
i vidis dim ide iz nejga
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
njega
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
al dobro,ovu noc nije tolko vruce
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:42):
yay
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:42):
A sta ces, nista nece moci da zamjeni mog ventilatora dragog, ali sta mozes, izvrtio je svoje.
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:43):
E da i..moje saucesce zbog tvog ventilatora.
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:43):
moja saucesce i zbog tvojeg
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:43):
tugujmo zajedno
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:43):
Slazem se
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:44):
E, ajmo im napraviti sprovod.
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:44):
Samo ne znam di cemo naci toliko struje i produznih kabala za sve ventilatore
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:44):
da istina
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:44):
a naci ce se
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:44):
ipak, to je za nase vjerne ventilatorčeke
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:44):
Ijes... imas pravo, stvarno su zasluzili
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:45):
Dali su svoj zivot da nama bude ladnije.
[[c=4]±:G[/c]]™ says (0:45):
neznam kolko je tvoj vrtio al moja kantica je izdrzala 3 ljeta
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:45):
Moja je izdrzala 2 ljeta.
[°Nymphadora.°] says (0:45):
Uvijek cu cuvati sjecanje na njega.
"Your voices do nothing while in this house of abandon. While whole the voices added fuel to the fire of inspiration. Now torn, yet again, we lament our icons of the past as with the passing of each icon of love, A part of ourselves will too pass. A piece of this heart will walk into the gaping maw: A twisted collaboration of all which feed on our carrion. What then remains? Even the word: remains invokes visions of the deceased. are those who have been subject to abandonment dead in some way? I see a vision of god having been abandoned by his angels, his children, all who had will to forsake him did so and left their father to his death. I can look to the heavens for an answer but when all I see is a heart broken god lying dead how can I not see the same fate laid out for us all?
I see ignorance and selfishness. I see glorification of stupidity. I see people who exist simply for the sake of existing. I see people bound in place by the chains of their own morality that they have created out of fear.
I've been asked why I see the world dead in my future. I see a future in which we have all abandoned and have been abandoned completely. Alienating ourselves from one another until we cannot recognize another human face as something of our own species.
For now, I will continue to feel like a monster for I have done my best not to abandon but, in the process have alienated myself from those around me who now to me are but beasts of a nightmare.
And to the rest of you numbers on paper faces:
"If you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." "
Nero, heavy birthday. (:
Bio je lijep da, prelijep.
Ljetni period. Nebo je bilo prosarano nijansama od bijele do tamno bijele. Nije bilo oblaka.
Hodala je ulicom, klosarski obucena, kao da se nije obazirala na svijet oko sebe. Pogledi su im se sreli u prolazu, samo jedan Shrekov III pogled sa reklame, bio je dovoljan da joj spadnu gace.
Nije primjetila.Nije mogla skinuti oci sa Shrekovih III obrva.Dok ju je Shrek III Jr. pohotno gledao, dok je prebivala bez gaca, Fiona.
Onda se porodica Shrek ispalila sa reklame i otisli kod Snjeguljice na kafu. Poslali su joj razglednicu, kazu da su pojeli 3 djece, i da ima puno kofeina u kafi.
A ona, klosarka je stajala ispred reklame, bez gaca, sa odmrznutom infuzijom izvadjenom iz prijenosnog frizidiera, dok se nije osusila. A je li se osusila... to be continued.
Mislim da jedina stvar na svijetu koja me moze nazivcirati toliko da zatresem most, da udaram stvari ulicom dok se ljudi okrecu da vide sta mi je..su oni mali autici sta reade na akumulatorski pogon. Odvratno.
Cak i onaj zvuk koji proizvode, to vam tako brzo udje u glevu i kao da ga je neko stvaio na repeat unistava vase nervne celije i polako pocinjete da gubite zivce.
Onda kada vam zadaju onaj famozni "bibik" xD.
Grozno, to pobudjuje takav bijes u meni, pfff...
Mislim da sam u toku zivljenja razvalila dva takva..primjerka vrste nesudjene opstanku.
Sada vidim sta je ratne zlocince natjeralo da pocine genocide.
Mozda je to stvarno tako, a mozda sam ja samo bolesna.
Prije ce biti da je ovo drugo.
E da, i evo stafeta.
1.
Did you just wake up?
Ne.
2.
Who’s car were you in last?
Bratovom.
3.
When is the next time you will kiss someone
Umm, ne bih znala xD
4.
What color shirt are you wearing?
Black.
8.
Last movie you watched?
Ratatouille. :D
9.
Last thing you ate?
A sandwich.
10.
Last thing you drank?
Voda.
11.
Where did you sleep last night?
U krevetu.
13.
Are you happy right now?
Ne bih znala reci. Valjda.
14.
What did you say last?
Otkopcan ti je slic xD
15.
Where is your phone?
Eo tu je na stolu.
16.
What was the last museum you went to?
Prije nekih 2 godine, u Sarajevu onaj.
17.
What color are your eyes?
Plave sa zutim pigmentom.
19.
How was your weekend?
Ne znam ja kad je vikend kada sam na raspustu.
20.
When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Umm.. ne znam...
21.
Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
Maja. I corky -.-
22.
What are you listening to?
Psyclon nine - INRI.
23.
Are you excited?
Ne bas.
24.
What is your favorite store?
Darovni ducan xDxD
25.
What day is it today?
Otkud cu ja znati.
26.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Umm, citala knjigu.
30.
Are you left-handed?
Ne.
32.
What’s for dinner tonight?
Ne znam, nisam vecerala.
33.
What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
Umm, nisam odavno pila.
34.
When is your birthday?
5th June.
35.
How tall are you?
170cm. ^^.
39.
Where was the last place you went shopping?
Terranova.
40.
Who made you laugh today?
Puno ljudi.
41.
Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Ma jok.
42.
AIM or MSN?
Msn.
43.
Where do your cousins live?
Svugdje negdje u svijetu.
47.
Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Imam brata i sestru.
48.
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Ne znam.
49.
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Gdje mi je knjiga, i ko mi je ugasio ventilator.
50.
Do you drink beer?
Ne.
52.
Myspace or Facebook?
Umm, oboje.
53.
Do you have T-Mobile?
Ne.
54.
What was your favorite subject in school?
Engleski.
55.
Do you smile a lot?
Zavisi.
57.
Do you have any talents?
Pojma nemam. Moze bit.
58.
Have you ever been in a wedding?
Ne.
59.
Do you have any children?
Umm, koje pitanje xD
60.
Did you take a nap today?
Ne xD
61.
Ever met someone famous?
Ne zudim pretjerano za tim. ^.-
63.
Do you want to be famous one day?
Nema sanse.
64.
Are you multitasking now?
Ne.
68.
Whats one of your favorite things to do?
Reading.
72.
Ever been to Las Vegas?
Ne. Nemam neke sklonosti prema kockanju bas.
73.
What are you doing today?
Za today mi je ostalo samo spavanje.
74.
Have you ever been gambling?
Aha.
75.
When is the last time you updated your blog?
Eo maloprije.
76.
Have you been to New York City?
Ne.
77.
Ever been to Disneyland/world?
Ne.
78.
Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Johnny Bravo. xD
79.
Last thing you cooked?
Jaaaajaaaa.
82.
Last time you cried?
Ne sjecam se.
83.
Last time you were sick?
Bolesna sam ti jakako god okrenes.
84.
What car do you drive?
Murcielago.
85.
Do you think anyone will repost this?
Aha, zena mi garant, ovisna je o stafetama, ali nemojte joj reci da sam ovo rekla xD
Is there a guy that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Ooo,da.
Where was the first time you ever kissed the LAST person you kissed?
U parku.
Do you tell your mom everything?
Ne pricam ja snjom nikako.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Naravno. xD
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Ooo,da.
Have you ever been in love?
Da.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Mozda.
Would you ever kiss anyone over 18?
Normala.
What is something you're currently frustrated about?
Nix frustratus.
Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
=O Pobogu ne, da je mrzim ne bi pricala s njom.
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
Izasli vani xD
Does the person you like, like you back?
Ask him.
Have you ever taken a nap with a member of the opposite sex?
Normala.
Did you speak to your mother today?
No.
Do you have plans for tomorrow?
Trebam se prvo ustati.
If you cant have kids will you adopt?
Aham.
Do you always wash your hands when you use the bathroom?
Normala.
Name something that made you frown today?
Spremat se.
What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Sjedila na kamenu ispod starog, i pricala s debelim.
What was the last thing you said aloud?
Kurac.
How many different things did you drink today?
Puno, ne sjecam se.
Are you ticklish?:
Ne bas.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
Jasta brato.
Is there someone of the opposite sex you will never forget?
Da,da.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?:
Pojma neam.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
on msn, talking to people and listening to music
Do you wish on 11:11?
Ne.
Can you keep a secret?:
Da.
So what's on your mind?
Recenica: "Bez crne,bela ne bi vredela"
Which shoe do you put on first?:
Lijevu.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a N?
Ne.
Is it easier to forgive or forget?:
Oprostiti.
Are you random?
Nekad.
Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?
Da.
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?:
Neam pojma.
Miss something/someone?
Aham.
Are you paranoid about something?
not really
Wanting to tell someone something?
yeah
Would you change yourself to make someone like you?
Ne.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Nadam se.
whats ur favorite movie?
Perfume; Phantom of the Opera.
where where u last night?
Vani.
whats on ur left?
Puding, Mobitel, i Fotoaparat.
are you talking to anyone?
Da, Anes.
who is in ur house?
Mom, granny and me.
where do you want to be right now?
Somewhere where's cold.
do you wish someone would talk to you?
Yea.
what school do you go to?
Jezicka gimnazija.
how old are you?
15.
single or taken?
Singl.
where is ur mom?
In kuhinji.
where is ur dad?
Na poslu.
what did u eat today?
Nisam jela.
where is ur cell?
Eo ga tu.
Sluzbena promjena najdraze pjesme.
Nagla promjena.
Predivna pjesma.
I ne, ne interesuje me sto je prozor za spot s jutuba prevelik, necu ga smanjivati.
Ukoliko ne razumijete, eo lyrics:
-l-Psyclon Nine - Scar Of The Deceiver-l-
"Poisoned by your creed
Kill the faith to cure the sickness
Down on your knees
Prove to me you'll die for your belief
And when I purge all the morals you breed
To be clean to be clean
For the coming collapse of your dream
Your scattered bones will build my effigy
I wear the scar of the deceiver
And in the end when I've turned your lives to dust
And obliterated every trace of you from my mind
I'll be free to make this world my own
Don't cry to me, this is what you want
This is what you asked for
This is your prophecy
And I've come to see it through."
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Moj Daemon.
Snow Leopard Daemon, named Pelloneus.
Spontaneuos, modest, fickle, assertive, and humble.
Pelloneus is a male Daemon, as human and daemon pairs are typically the opposite sex.
DEAD BEAT.
Šime.
Bloody Mary.
Mrle.
MINE.
MySpace.
Facebook.
Slusam:
1.Annihilator.
2.Aborym.
3.Iced Earth.
4.Dark Funeral.
5.Burzum.
6.Gorgoroth.
7.Borknagar.
8.Immortal.
9.Skid Row.
10.Cult.
11.Slayer.
12.Evanescence.
13.Behemoth.
14.Guns 'n' Roses.
15.Hammerfall.
16.HIM.
17.Hypocrisy.
18.Iced Earth.
19.Iron Maiden.
20.Korn.
21.Lordi.
22.Linkin Park.
23.Limp Bizkit.
24.Lamb Of God.
25.Machine Head.
26.Marilyn Manson.
27.Metallica.
28.Nightwish.
29.Psyclon Nine.
30.Pantera.
31.Bal-Sagoth.
32.Rage Against The Machine.
33.Veyš my šina.
34.Rasmus.
35.Sepultura.
36.Slipknot.
37.Static-X.
38.System.
39.Coal Chamber.
Words that mean everything.
Dark Funeral - Goddess of Sodomy
Come forth, the goddess of sodomy.
My body is the source of pain, bow.
Worship me.And suck my soul.
Every single hole in you is mine, so now.
Obey.
Deep inside, you feel me pulsate.
More and more and more.
I hear you groan, you want me inside.
Again, again, again, again.
You give me pleasure, I offer you pain.
The highest level of ecstasy, sexually insane.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am your god, I am your believes.
I control your desire, with my godlike white salted wine.
Behind my mask of pretending, I hide.
In my dominion of pain.
I am the way to the land of your pleasure.
I am the way to your eternal lust.
Metallica - Master of Pupptes.
End of passion play, crumbling away
I'm your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Needlework the way, never you betray
Line of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
Chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
More is all you need
Dedicated to
How I'm killing you
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Master, Master, where's the dreams that I've been after?
Master, Master, you promised only lies
Laughter, laughter, all I hear or see is laughter
Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries
Speak to me!
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
Just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending phase, Drift on numbered days
Now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too
Come crawling faster
Obey your Master
Your life burns faster
Obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I'm pulling your strings
Twisting your mind, smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see a thing
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Master
Master.
Aborym - Suffer Catalyst.
Betrayal - a lone soldier
Prepared for the last call
Solitude - the highest fate
Conclude everything and all
Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn
Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming
Gratification - a battered fight
I think you better sharpen the knife
Master and Slave
Increase, full on
Stupid or brave
Shrieking
Hardcore - for legends
Rise from ashes
Semigod - end of days
No more praise
Suffer no more
Catalyst for once and for all
Stop dreaming
A will to be free
[Fabban latin chorus:]
Omnia munda mundis
Death in the wastelands
Herald the last standing
Obey the first born
Our world will be torn
Conflict - a movement of free
Signal the coming.
Hypocrisy - All turns black.
[Verse 1]
I've been searching for the peace in my mind
It's nowhere to be found.
Your soul with me
Resting under my skin.
I see no point of living the life I lead
It hurts me too much.
Can you feel what I feel?
It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.
[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future and it all turns black.
[Verse 2]
What's the point of being here
When this whole life is dragging me down?
Is this how we'll be?
I don't want to be part of it.
It must go deep.
My own soul is my enemy.
[Chorus]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
I can't see the future. It all turns black.
[Verse 3]
If there's another way
You can live another day
Then you'll know just when pressure's getting stronger.
I can hear voices calling my name
I guess they are over my head.
[Chorus x2]
It seems like everything I do just crashes down
It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal.
Broken promises now run through my head
Skid Row - Wasted time.
You and I together in our lives
Sacred ties would never fray
Then why cant I let myself tell lies
And watch you die every day
I think back to the times
When dreams were what mattered
Tough talking youth naivete
You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Paranoid delusions they haunt you
Wheres my friend I used to know
Hes all alone
Hes buried deep within a carcass
Searching for a soul
Can you feel me inside your heart
As its bleeding
Why cant you belive you
Cant be loved
I hear you scream in agony
And the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
You said you never let me down
But the horse stampedes and rages
In the name of desperation
Is it all just wasted time
Can you look at yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
Is it all just wasted time
Can you live with yourself
When you think of what
You left behind
The sun will rise again
The earth will turn to sand
Creations colors seem to fade to grey
And youll see the sickly hands of time
Will write your final rhyme
And end a memory
I never thought youd let it get
This far, boy